The Touch
Elara
Everyone I touch dies. They don’t immediately or dramatically, but eventually. The first time it happened, I was eight years old. I touched my teacher’s hand when she helped me up after I fell on the playground. For a moment, the world disappeared. I saw a flash of metal, screaming tires, and glass exploding like rain. Then I was back on the ground with scraped knees and a pounding heart. Three weeks later, she died in a car accident on the highway, in the same one I had seen. My mother called it a coincidence, my father called it imagination.
I had touched seven people by the time I turned seventeen, and every single one of them died exactly the way I saw their deaths. So I stopped touching people completely. I didn’t give handshakes or hugs. I avoided crowded trains and any accidental brushes in hallways. Human contact was a loaded gun, and my hands were the trigger. That was how I survived and stayed sane until tonight.
The bell above the bookstore door chimed softly. I didn’t look up immediately. Most customers came for the quiet. Old books had a smell, dust, ink, something almost sweet, and people liked pretending they could escape the world here. I preferred it that way; distance was safe and necessary. Still, something about the silence felt different.
He hadn’t spoken yet, but the air in the store felt heavier somehow. Like the moment before a thunderstorm. I lifted my eyes and saw him. He stood near the entrance like he owned the place. He was tall, too tall for the narrow aisles of the shop.
His dark coat looked expensive enough to buy the entire bookstore twice over, and his posture was the kind of relaxed confidence that only came from people who had never been told no. It wasn’t the clothes that made her uneasy. It was his presence, it was cold and dangerous like a blade wrapped in silk.
His eyes moved slowly across the room before settling on me behind the counter. They were dark eyes and observant. The kind of eyes that didn’t just look at people, they studied them. For reasons I didn’t understand, my pulse began to race.
“Can I help you?” I asked.
My voice sounded steady, even though something deep in my stomach twisted uneasily. He walked toward the counter quietly. Like a predator deciding how close it wanted to get before striking. Up close, he was even more intimidating. His features were sharp, almost too perfect: high cheekbones, strong jawline, and dark eyes. His expression was completely emotionless.
“What’s your rarest book?” he asked.
His voice was low, smooth, the kind that could command a room without ever needing to rise. I blinked.
“That depends,” I said cautiously. “Rare in what way?”
“Value.”
Of course, men like him only cared about value. I turned toward the locked glass cabinet behind me. Inside were the books that collectors occasionally came looking for. First editions, signed manuscripts. Things most people couldn’t afford.
“Give me a moment,” I said.
I pulled a small key from the drawer beneath the register and stepped toward the cabinet. The man moved close to me, too close for my comfort. My instincts screamed distance, keep distance. The aisle was narrow, and when I turned back with the book in my hands, my elbow brushed his wrist. Skin touched skin for one single second and the world shattered.
Darkness swallowed the bookstore. The air turned cold I couldn’t breathe. Images exploded behind my eyes; rain, heavy, relentless rain, a black road cutting through darkness, headlights spinning, and then blood, so much blood.
My heart pounded violently as the vision twisted again. Now I was standing somewhere else, stone walls, a massive room lit by dim chandeliers my hands were shaking. Someone was shouting then I saw him.
The man from the bookstore he was holding me. His arms were tight around my body as if he refused to let me go and there was blood on my throat. It was warm, spilling between his fingers. His face looked different now. He wasn’t cold anymore, he looked broken. His voice was hoarse when he spoke.
“Stay with me.”
My knees buckled, but he held me tighter.
“You’re not dying,” he said.
It didn’t sound like a promise; it was more like a command, but I already knew the truth because I had seen this before. Not this exact moment, but the endings.
The bookstore slammed back into existence. I stumbled backward, knocking into the counter. My lungs burned as I sucked in air. The man watched me with narrowed eyes.
“You look like you’ve seen a ghost,” he said calmly.
My hands trembled. No. No, no, no. This wasn’t possible. Visions only showed their deaths, not mine, never mine, and definitely not like this.
“You’re pale,” he continued.
He was staring now.
“Are you sick?”
I shook my head quickly.
“I’m fine.” I lied.
My heart was beating so hard it felt like it might burst. I forced myself to place the book on the counter.
“First edition,” I said.
My voice sounded distant to my own ears.
“Signed by the author.”
He didn’t even glance at the book. His attention remained completely fixed on me.
“You touched me.”
The statement made my stomach drop.
“It was an accident,” I said quickly.
He didn’t talk; he observed me. Then he slowly turned his hand over, studying it as if expecting something to appear on his skin.
“What happened?” he asked.
“Nothing,” another lie.
His eyes lifted again, and suddenly the temperature in the room seemed to drop.
“I’ve met many people,” he said quietly.
“Liars, manipulators, actors.”
He leaned slightly closer to the counter.
“But fear…” he murmured.
“That’s harder to fake.”
My pulse raced.
“I don’t know what you mean.”
His eyes darkened.
“You touched me,” he repeated.
“And now you look like you’ve seen death.”
I suddenly had a hard time breathing.
“I didn’t see anything,” I whispered.
His expression changed from just interest to dangerous interest. He reached toward the book on the counter. Instinctively, I stepped back. His hand paused midair. Then slowly he smiled like a man who had just discovered a puzzle worth solving.
“You’re afraid of touching people,” he said in conclusion.
“I’m not.”
Before I could react, he reached forward and grabbed my wrist. Skin against skin, the second the contact happened, my heart dropped because visions didn’t usually repeat, but this one did. This time it was clearer; the rain, the blood, my body collapsing, and his voice breaking as he held me.
When the vision ended, I ripped my hand away violently.
“Don’t touch me!” I gasped.
The bookstore fell silent. He stared at me like a scientist observing a rare specimen, and then he spoke.
“Interesting.”
Cold fear crept down my spine because the way he said it didn’t sound surprised. It sounded intrigued.
“You saw something,” he said.
My mouth went dry.
“I didn’t.”
His eyes were still fixed on me, and then he said the words that made my blood turn to ice.
“Tell me,” he murmured.
“How do I die?”
I shook my head.
“You don’t.”
That was the truth, but not the whole truth.
“Everyone dies.”
My hands trembled, and I tried to calm my nerves.
He studied the bookstore with renewed interest. Then he turned to me and smiled again like a predator who had just discovered its prey’s hideout.
“Well, now I’m even more curious,” he said quietly.
He stepped closer, and I realized he wasn’t planning to leave until I told him the truth.