The Broken Hearted

I first saw her playing in rain, singing and dancing with her friends without a care of the world. I was mesmerized by the view of rainwater dripping from her body while she played happily in her tight school uniform, I was already feeling attracted to her but the moment I saw her innocent smile something else happened to me. I don't know what it was but the moment I saw her smile all of my attraction turned into a deep feeling of protectiveness, It felt like a feeling urged in me to protect her for the rest of my life. Back then I was only 16 I didn't know what love was, I didn't know what it felt like to be in love with someone. For the first time in my life, I felt something like that. It had been 1 year since I saw her that day. I saw feeling distracted and muddle-headed, I couldn't focus on anything I didn't even eat properly, my life was like a mess I didn't know what to do. Then one day I saw her again and this time it gave me a shock I can never forget.   One day my best friend came to me and said that he got himself a new girlfriend. He was a playboy type of guy, I would always be happy for him but this time I was shocked because the girl I had seen that day who has stolen my heart was now my best friend's girlfriend. And because of this reason, I felt helpless, no matter how much I loved her it didn't matter now because she was now my friend's girlfriend. After that day I learned many things about her and we became good friends but how could I ever forget that she was my first love. It was already 2 years since my friend started dating her, in time I managed to control my emotions towards her. We were pretty close, one day I saw my friend kissing a girl and cheating. I asked my friend about that but instead of explaining he threatened me not to tell his girlfriend. That night I thought for a long time and suddenly the feeling I had for the girl rose in me like flames, I was determent to protect her from my friend.   The next day I called the girl and asked her to meet, I told her everything but she refused to believe me so I had no choice but to leave. After learning about this my friend got angry and got some of the boys from our college and beat me up and threatened me. But I was not scared as so I got even more determined to protect my first love from my friend. I followed my friend for many days and finally found proofs, after I showed these proofs to her she got angry and sad at the same time and started crying. Seeing her crying I also got sad but at the same time, I was happy. Soon we started dating, I was very happy about it at the time. Then one day everything changed. 10 months after we started dating our old friends arranged a reunion. I asked her if she would go with me but she refused by saying she was busy, I believed her and went to the party alone. When I went I saw met all my friend after some time I saw an image of a girl with a boy sitting very intimately, I was shocked because the girl was my girlfriend and the boy was her ex and my friend. I went there and pulled her from my friend's embrace, I was so angry I nearly went mad from seeing this. I asked her what was happening, she replied that she and my friend got back together a few weeks back and was finding an excuse to break up with me so now that I have seen them together we should just break up and never see each other again. I felt that for the first time in my life I got to see her true self. I always thought that she was pure, selfless, honest but for the first time in my life I realized how she really was I was angry, sad, depressed, I felt like there was turmoil happening in side me. My first love who I cherished so much cheated on me. I was completely broken from inside. I WAS BROKENHEARTED . ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------