the cruel world

Thank God it is Friday!! As I reviewed my exams today, I can't see any other reasons not to take a rest as I am a scholar in an exclusive college university, everything is free, the tuition fee and the miscellaneous fee I even have an allowance that I budget to pay for my dorm and for my daily foods. I don't socialize that much, in fact I don't have any friends in the campus as of now, although it is quite hard because I don't have somebody else to hangout with, do assignment with, having a lunch break with, I remained resilient and determined to finish my studies even though I am still a first year college and challenges are yet to come along my way. It is already at 3 am in the morning, I seemed to be sleepless due to stress especially now that my exams are my major subjects, I won't give up and will continue to pursue my dream to become a doctor someday.   As I keep on reviewing, suddenly a heavy rain falls from the heaven, I can see it at my window which is just near my reviewing desk as I keep on looking outside, my attention draws to something else because rain reminds me of how blessed I am right now, I smiled without noticing that my desk is being wet by the rain drops, I quickly closed the window and get the rubbish in the kitchen and put my reviewer at the back of my fan to dry it. I took a nap and set the alarm in case I fall into a deep sleep. 45 minutes later I woke up, as I was about to get up in the bed I felt a little dizzy, I took a medicine and the pain was gone, I checked my reviewer and it is already dry. I continued to do review until 6 am. I went outside to buy my breakfast and eat inside my dorm, 30 minutes later I took a bath and go to school. As I walk along the hallway I can see groups of students which I dislike the most, seeing myself in this kind of situation I can't do anything but to pity myself for being an introvert. As I entered the gate I knew I am an invisible man