Love to Hate You

Prologue When I was 16 I lost my dad and brother to a horrible car accident but at least I still have my mom. It's been two years now and my mom has remarried, she married this wonderful guy Clive 6 months ago and they moved in with us, yes they Clive and his son Jace and it's been wonderful ever since. ~Tarndor Mom is away on a business trip and Clive is going to work he says he'll come home at night probably when we're already asleep "Clive, Jace doesn't wanna get out of the bathroom!". I yelled "Jace get out of the bathroom and give Tarndor a chance to bath!". Yelled Clive "Tarndor know the password!". Yelled Jace "I'm not gonna say that!". I yelled "Well goodluck going to school dirty". Said Jace "Okay!, I'm a dumb chicken!". I yelled Jace opened the door and he came out bursting in laughter "Dumb chicken". "Haha very funny". I entered the bathroom annoyed "Bye kids!". Yelled Clive and he left for work ~•~•~•~••~ 8 pm I was standing on the stair balcony and I was on the phone with my friend Clear "Yes girl, and I heard that he's also dating Jen...... I know..... But you know what I was thinking maybe I should just go to him and AAAAAAHHH!". I screamed and let go of my phone and it fell to the floor down stairs and broke disconnecting the call So what happened was when I was on the phone, Jace raised my nightie and since I don't wear any panties when I go to sleep, he slid his d**k hard in my p***y and started thrusting causing me to scream and drop my phone "Jace!... No!". I cried and he kept f*****g me. I tried to move and run away but his weight over me was so strong and I cried even more "Shut the f**k up!". He covered my mouth with his hand but I kept crying "This is what you get for always teasing me, wearing your short clothes and leaving your door half open when you come out of the shower". He said in between thrusts and removed his hand from my mouth "What!?". I cried "Oh f**k you're so tight". He paced faster groaning and enjoying "No!". I cried and blood came out and he noticed it "Why didn't you tell me that you're on your period?". He said angrily "I'm not". I cried "Then why the f**k is there...". He trailed off and stopped thrusting then he grabbed my neck and lifted my face up to see him "You're a f*****g virgin aren't you?". He asked and I cried "Answer me goddamit!". He yelled "Yes!". I yelled "f**k!". he yelled and let go of my neck "b***h!". He yelled and thrusted again, this time he was moving faster and harder and I screamed crying "Shut the f**k up, this is all your fault!". "Please Jace stop". I cried and he stopped, for a second there I thought he listened "Pull your butt cheeks aside so I can f**k you in the butt". He said "No please don't". As if he'll listen to me He pulled out and went in my butt and I cried "Shut the f**k up". He strangled me with both hands while f*****g me and I choked and tapped his hands to let me go but he just continued to f**k me and by the time I thought I was dying he let go of me and I coughed trying to catch my breath again He f****d me in my butt and fingered me in my p***y with two fingers and I cried till I squirt "Did you just fucken squirt!?". He asked angrily and choked me "Who told you to squirt!?". He shouted "I'm sorry Jace". I said choking and crying He let go of me and f****d me in my p***y until he came "Yeah.... Yeah.... Yeah... Yeah". He came inside me and pushed me to the ground and I fell on my knees "Clean yourself up". He said and left me there then he went to the bathroom and I sat down and leaned on the stair barricade and cried 9:35pm Clive walked in the house from work and when he was still at the door he analyzed the situation and ran to me after closing the door "Tarndor!". He spoke when he reached me "Are you okay?". He analyzed me and saw my nightie covered in small traces blood and me sitting in a pool of water(squirt) I just cried and he called Jace. Jace came out of the bathroom fully clothed and he came to me "Tarndor what happened?". I looked at him not believing that he just pretended to not know anything "I thought you knew". Said Clive "No I don't". They both looked at me waiting for me to say something "I'm on my periods and I have period pains so it hurts". I quickly thought "What about the water?". "Uhm I don't know I slipped on it". "Yeah I spilled water earlier". Said Jace "Okay help clean her Jace, I'm going to get her a pad". Said Clive and went to fetch a wet cloth and tossed it to Jace and left to find a pad Jace smirked and crouched down to wipe me and I panted terrified "Nice save". "Please Jace what you did wa...". As I was still talking I felt his fingers enter my p***y and I gasped hurting "What I did was what?". He asked fingering me "Please stop it hurts". Tears fell down my cheeks "If you wanted me to stop, you would've told Dad the truth". He said "I didn't want to get you in trouble". I said panting "Yeah right". He continued to finger me then Clive came to us and Jace took his fingers out "Okay kids I'll be back". Said Clive "Where are you going?". I asked "To buy you pain meds". He said "No! Let Jace go". I said "Why?". "Please dad". "You called me dad". I smiled "Okay Jace go buy your sister pain meds at the pharmacy down the street". Jace looked at me and smirked "Sure anything for my dear step sister". Said Jace and he left ~•~•~•~••~•~•~• I was lying in my bed after showering and Jace isn't back yet Knock knock Clive opened the door "Hey princess, I'm off to bed, are you okay?". "Yeah thank you". "Anything for you princess, if you need anything I'm here". He said "I'll keep that in mind". I smiled "Goodnight". He said "Night". He went out A few minutes later Jace entered my room "Jace". I jumped "Relax I brought you, your meds". He said and tossed the plastic and water bottle on the bed "Thank you". I gulped and took the plastic and opened it and read the meds and I was shocked "What?". He asked "Ahem nothing". I cleared my throat "There are contraceptive pills in there". "I saw them". "Don't be smart with me". He said "Tm sorry". He chuckled and sat on the bed next to me "Move over". he said as he entered the bed covers I scooted over "I'mm sorry". He said "You're sorry?, you r**e me and you say you're sorry!?". I shouted "Shut up, you don't want dad to hear you, now do you?". "Why Jace?", "Why..?". "Why did you do it?". "I'm not gonna answer that". "Please I deserve to at least know why". "Drink your pills". He gave me my pills and water and I drank them "All better right?". He asked "Please Jace, tell me why". "Why do you want to know so bad?". "I deserve to know what I did wrong to make you r**e me". "You did nothing wrong well except for teasing me with your short clothes". "What am I supposed to wear then? Coveralls?". "No your clothes are just fine". "But they tease you". "I don't want to talk about this anymore". "It's not my clothes is it?". "Shut up Tarndor". "Okay Jace, what's done is done anyway". He then looked at me and smashed his lips onto mine What are you doing?". I pushed him "I'm kissing you". He said "You want to r**e me again?". "I didn't r**e you, I f****d you and yes I want to do it again". "Why?". I cried "I just do". Tears flowed down my cheeks "Now be a good girl and let me f**k you". "No don't". "Why not?". "Jace please". "I don't wanna hurt you Tarndor". "It hurts please". "Tarndor...". "Jace...". "Dammit shut up!". He yelled I cried He smirked and suddenly he removed the bed covers and dragged me by my feet so I can lay flat on my back and he hovered over me and he grabbed my wrists and pinned my hands to the bed on top of my head "We're gonna do this the easy way or the hard way?". He asked "No please". I cried "Hard way it is". He kissed me hard then he r***d me for at least what felt like two whole hours. I came and squirted at least 6 times and he came inside me. After he was done he pushed me on the bed and sat beside me and I cried "Shut up!". He yelled at me "Why are you doing this?". "I said shut up". "You r***d me". I said crying "I'm not a r****t". "It hurts". I cried "You wouldn't shut up". "I didn't think you'd ever do what you just did to me". He huffed in anger "I trusted you to protect me as my brother" Silence "You're nothing but a dirty r****t". "b***h!". He slapped me and hovered over me and strangled me "Take that back". He said I choked "Take it back!". He yelled at me "Yes, I take it back". I said choking He strangled me hard "I'm not a r****t". "Please let go of me, you're hurting me". "I'm not a r****t!". "You're not a r****t". I was slowly running out of breath then he let go of me and I coughed "If you tell anyone, I'll kill you". I nodded petrified "Good". He got up and left How could he do this to me?, My own step brother r***d me, he's supposed to be my protecter but he chose to be my rapist