Poem collection

Sinking underground with the light still shining above and your standing beneath the glow of moonlight and I wonder if I can make it to the top without falling farther down and I see how far away you have become but it’s because I’ve sunk you remain on the surface level I never thought of life and love as unreachable before but I suppose it’s because they were in reach I hadn’t fallen out of myself I never thought you could be unreachable to yourself but maybe you can it’s like an out of world experience almost like seeing yourself standing above but being unable to get near hearing and feeling it all but being far away like a stranger is you and you are someone else how do you fix yourself to feel within reach you pray to God you find yourself but wonder if you are meant to if you are distant for a reason it’s beyond understanding and you are scared but you know that you’re ok because you need to be and you want to disappear into the darkness and into safety and comfort that isn’t there but you won’t because you know fighting for yourself and your life your love it’s worth it