My Secon-First Kiss

Another day of depressive states and no one to lend a hand and pull you out of the mud you found yourself in. In the short time of about 3 and a half months I managed to understand that all men are the same. They are only interested in s*x. I shook my head slightly with a smile on my face, I want to explode right now, but it's impossible because I have at least a million more options for exposure and shame. - "And what am I expected to do now?" - I asked myself - "I will continue my life, as if nothing had happened" - I smiled to myself in the mirror I heard my phone ring, I had left it on the bed, so I had to get up from the floor and move my ass to my bed. I took the mobile device and looked at it. Cassidy had written to me, she was obviously having trouble looking for me, I hadn't spoken to her in months, let alone almost a year. * The Chat * Cassidy: "Hello, what are you doing?" Nicole: "I indulge in complete depression ?" Cassidy: "Oh, you too? You and my girlfriend are like a magnet for depression." Nicole: "Which girlfriend?" Cassidy: "If you want, I'll introduce you? Actually, she sent you an invitation, her name is Ivy Norman." I wondered for a moment. This name sounds very familiar to me. I hurried and searched for the name on the sss search engine, and as soon as the photo of the girl came out, I was ready to throw my phone across the balcony. - "All right. How is this expected to happen to me? Was she supposed to be? The man I hate because she stole my friend?" - I started talking to myself again, I'm starting to get used to it I sent out the invitation to see how far things would go and possibly get to know her. People have said, "Don't judge a book by it's cover" and it looks like a big bump. It wasn't long before we got in touch with Ivy. I was a little embarrassed to write to her, I don't know why or how, but I was afraid she would scold or insult me ​​because I wouldn't keep my mouth shut, but I also don't see the point in behaving badly. * The Chat * Nicole: Hi ? I set the phone down on the bed in front of me and waited for an answer from Ivy. I don't expect her to be nice or anything, but she can at least respond to my message. It wasn't long before my phone made an annoying sound, and I hurried to pick it up and look at the message. Ivy: Hello Nicole: Do you want to meet? Ivy: Yes, why not, haha Nicole: It's good that you laughed so I can relax a little * 3 days later * It's been about 3 days, I'm still in touch with Ivy. She told me a lot of things she's been through and she's not who she seems to be. I would say, shrunken, depressed, compassionate. Indeed, one should not judge other people without getting to know them. We decided to see each other. 11/16/2019/ The day that turned everything upside down in me. It was about 1:00 PM, I just got off the bus and immediately wrote to Ivy. Nicole: I just got off the bus Ivy: Wait for me there, I'll be there in 5 minutes I put my phone in my pocked and stared at the trolley stop. Exactly 5 minutes later I saw a little girl approaching me. In real life, she looked more like a rebel or something. There was nothing colored about her but her pale skin. Her clothes were black.