Rise, Fallen Angels, Children of God

Chapter 19

            Gin went to shower and shaved himself clean, he looked more beautiful as ever. He cooked dinner, pasta with mushrooms, red sauce and popped white wine. I didn’t really like Chardonay, so we went with the ordinary one. I felt I was like a queen. Gin cooked for me, pampered me. I sat on the carpeted living room, just like when I went to sleep over since I was lonely and depressed when Edmund died. I showered too and wore one of the robes in the bathroom. Of course I shaved and brushed my teeth. I am really prepared for this and I won’t back down. You got this Alexa, seriously talking to myself now. And yes I got this alright. Gin is still in the kitchen while I turned the T.V. on and the DVD player. Oh! this has blue tooth too, hmm! I wonder how to use it?, I asked myself. But just checked on the screen and there I saw the title of the films I mentioned when we were chatting at a food chain back home. I think Gin placed the movies where I can just choose from them and that’s it. Wow, a very smart idea and I no longer need to use the DVD. Hey!, a husky voice said, just in time for the movie to start, it was Gin coming in holding a bowl of berries and pecan nuts. Then brought the pasta along with the sauces. The food smells good like how he smells, so nice too, hmm, okay, stop Alex. He is wearing a white shirt and pink boxer shorts. Maybe he loves pink to death. Hmm!, cute. I already took the white wine from the mini near the kitchen table. I think this room is like his bachelors pad. And he stayed at the Ritz for years now, I remembered when he mentioned it at the burger joint. He has been staying here for 5 years. He was in and out of the U.S. for his artist’s shows then and before, particularly in California. He even told me a story about his surgeries, when he had an accident in the California bush fires three years ago. The same year Jodie died because of the bush fire in a lounge where she sang for her album launch. And it was a special month for me too.

Okay, going back to this beautiful man. He is now watching Spiderman 3 intently while munching the nuts. If I didn’t know that he is Gin, I would mistake him for Jodie. He acts, talks and smiles like her. Even though he has a beard and all. Haay, I can’t take this anymore, we got to do this right now, or else I’ll have no courage if we start this thing we have later. This thing? What do we have anyway? Infatuation, loneliness, anger, desire to be with someone. Love making, I mean. So, I looked at Gin intensely, like making him sense that I want him now. Then  I moved in closer until my breasts touched his left arm. He is not budging from where he is sitting. He really loved to watch this movie and I think he is not into this thing we have. Gin!, Gin, Ginnnnn! I said repeatedly for as if I am not there. Oh, hehe! Sorry!, I love this part when he saves Gwen but she dies at the end. Sad!!!, he added now looking at me but his brows half questioning what I wanted from him. Hmm! so you want me now huh!, he said teasing me, giving me a smack on the lips. I just smiled and I think he understood me perfectly. So, he turned off the T.V., screen popping out and carried me like a married couple entering their room for the first time. His bedroom has blue lights on and he said he prefers it that way. I didn’t mind as long as I can feel his touch once again. His kisses make me tremble to the knees and suffocating me from the torrid kisses is worth it, as long as I am with him.

            Gin laid me on the bed. I like the sheets, it’s so white, wide and comfortable. It has a faint smell of him and I love it. Like literally, I want to smell like him when I go out from this room. If I would go out still as whole. I hope not, I want to be broken and I want him to break me into pieces until I can’t breathe anymore from the cums, the coming ins and going outs, the pumpings and screwings. Haha! Read that from somewhere, ah yeah! from the Mangas I have been reading lately for some knowledge of erotic s*x. Gin is now slowly losing the tie of my robe, exposing my bra and panty. Seeing me in this dim lighting, seems nice. I don’t feel nervous or scared at all. He is now on top of me, his legs spread with me in the middle. The lighting really did the job, giving a positive vive, a romantic feeling when he held me in his left arm on my right side and his hand placed on my back and waist. He touched my lips with his thumb, then proceeded down my neck, my chest, my tummy, navel and took my panty off. Gin kissed me on the lips while unhooking my bra, like a professional, it was so easy for him. He continued pressing his lips on my breast and decided to take off his shirt. I couldn’t see much, but as if he has keloids or wound marks on his chest. But when I saw his six pack abs, OMG! Forget about the marks I’ll feast on the muscle toned man in front of me. He moaned when I touched the marks and his chest. To force him to hold my long hair and pulled my self towards him to kiss me hungrily, like when we were in the parking lot. We are both in heat, his desire for me is like a bonfire that grew to lust. He was kissing me all over, and then his mouth covered mine, his tongue playing around and tying his to mine. I gave him permission and we are almost there, fireworks everywhere. He took off his boxer shorts, his thing came out and it’s bigger than I ever imagined. He positioned himself, opening my legs and pulling me close to him, So close I can hear his shallow, hot breathe on my face. We were both sweating, but a warm, sweet minty taste of sweats. I was catching my breathe for he didn’t part from my mouth not until he took off his shorts. Are you okay, Alex?, Gin asked. Yes I am, I said gasping for air. I am going in and tell me if it hurts okay!, he added sort of worried for me. I nodded in agreement. He kissed me again and deepened the kiss while touching my right breast, that made me moan and crazy, I want to burst into flames right in front of him. Then like a bomb, time stood still, I felt him go in me, It hurt a little. Then he deepened the coming in, and it definitely hurt, I twitched a bit but my legs are still open for the taking. And he went all the way, I felt something ripped and the hurt was so tremendous, I cried and tears fell down from my eyes. Gin was so gentle. When he saw me in tears, he stopped and dried them with his finger. Then he kissed me on the lips and deepened it, while he caressed my breasts, and he went down to bite, lick my tummy. As he was on his way up to kiss me on the mouth, he totally went in and out again slowly at first. And again and again, faster and faster. He went in and out of me all over and again, until, I didn’t feel the pain anymore but the bliss. I hugged him and held his bottom close to me to feel him more as he goes in and out. I am in heaven. I can’t explain what I’m feeling, mixed emotions, screaming, calling his name, moaning, desiring for his love, for his on mine. Ginnnn! as if my voice is fading, fading into the smell of sweat, milk cums with sweet and sour feel. Haaa, haah! Umm, Gin is going faster until I am about to c*m. I love you Alex!!, I love you!!!, Gin said while I am cumming and Gin climaxing. Ah, ah!!! I said, I love you too Gin!!!.

            We were so tired but happy tired. Gin is still on top of me when he kissed my forehead before pulling away from me. I was hurt when he slowly pulled it out and I could see stains of some sort of liquid flowing out of mine. But I didn’t care, since I am in a different world right now, like in a fantasy land. I literally felt so happy, I cried again. Gin pulled the comforter to cover my body and his. He then put his lips on me again and hugged me close his toned chest. He slept before me. I just smelled him and looked at him so close to me. I smiled at him and couldn’t really believe the amazing s*x we had. I want it to happen again and I want more of him. Thinking about this, made me grow sleepy and I closed my eyes realizing Gin loves me. I felt so lucky being wrapped and snuggled in this beautiful man’s arms. He loves me. Haaa. He does. I kissed him on the chin and closed my eyes, hoping that this wasn’t a dream.