The next three days I spent under meditation. The effect of the meeting and disappearance of Sammy brought all my breath as if to drain from my lungs. It was the most painful effect that ached my body like a mosquito. Now I believed that I would not accept any date with any man outside my matrimonial home. It was the temptation that was now burning my palms and the effect was tearing my heart. At this moment I just wanted to stay a lone and to walk alone at any place my legs would take me.
My heart craved to see nature at its best, whether on the road alone or on a field where I could be at peace with nature. The only thing that could bring some life into my dull life was to observe nature. Having been convinced that the best time to a accomplish my heart desire was up, I leapt on my fee
