Poor Me

Chapter 12

Mica

I cane back from the hospital yesterday Dylan had to get me since I broke my leg. She is planning on staying with me until I get better but I told her she doesn't need to do this because I really can manage to do this on my own but she insisted. Telling me its her turn to take care of me and I'm not gonna lie I'm enjoying myself. Being taken care of by her is so fucken amazing. She cooks light foods for me because the doctor said so since I need to heal my rips. They hurt so bad that it's feels horrible to breathe but I do it because well I still want to be alive. I hadn't got any work done since my injury but my boss knows so we cool.

For a minute I thought I was going to die but then I remembered that I can't leave Dylan alone. She needs me so much I couldn't just leave her like that. This stupid injury is caused by her to begin with. Well not exactly her but I was going to spy on her and that... pretty Blue girl. Pathetic I know, I just couldn't help myself. I feel like I made a huge mistake by pushing Dylan away. She's the most beautiful woman I've ever seen and she could have been mine. I was going to tell her how I feel even if she was on a date with someone else.

I was going to give us a chance.

But when I grabbed my phone, locked the door and ran down the stairs because the elevator was taking too long, I fell. I could have broken my neck and died but thank God I didn't. I also didn't tell her when she came to the hospital so in other words I injured myself for nothing. I was probably gonna chicken out when I got to the car. I couldn't even tell her when we were alone together. I'm such a coward.

Funny how I'm scared of being rejected by Dylan while I rejected her first. She probably has already caught feelings for Blue, I know I would have. Dylan is not blind she knows her worth and she doesn't need someone who can't make up her mind. I just need to be brave and tell her that I'm done playin, that I want her like never before.

Tell her how I want to kiss her again, love her and take care of her. She has always been there for me so I can easily see my self spending my whole life with her. Hopefully she'll choose me over that pretty Blue girl.

"Hey love, what did you do today" she comes inside gripping her bag near me on the couch then taking a plastic bag to the kitchen.

"Well I slept, woke up, took a shower and ate then went back to sleep again"

"That was a stupid question, ummm how do you feel does anything still hurt" she says coming back to sit next to me.

"I'm okay Babu I'm really fine. You called me two hours ago nothing changed since then" I tell her.

"I just worry you know I hate leaving you alone while you're hurt" she softens her voice. Then takes my hand and intertwines our fingers together.

"Sorry I'm being a b***h I'm just a little cranky"

"Are you hungry I got us burgers and fries"

"Feed me woman" I muse.

"You have to be careful what you eat they said no hard stuff"

"I'll be fine even if I get worse you'll nurse me back to health" I say as she goes to get the food and soda's.

"You wish, you're a baby when you're not well" she laughs giving me my food.

We start eating our food in silence until I clear my throat trying to get her attention. It's now or never I have to shoot my shot right now. I have to tell her what I feel. I can't leave like this and I can't bare the thought of her with someone else.

"Umm I have something to tell you" I finally say.

"I'm listening" she bobs her head at me signaling for me to go on.

"Well it's really important that I start by saying..." her phone rings cutting me off.

"Sorry it's Blue I have to take this, she has been trying to call me since yesterday"

she answers after I nod.

"Hey Blue"..."No I'm not ignoring you"... yeah she's okay I was taking care of her that's why I couldn't answer" she get up and starts to pace around Infront of me. Her flawless legs taunting me. She's wearing a tight short white dress and black wedges. I'm ogling her so much I don't get to hear the end of her phone call. But I hear when she hangs up and starts jumping up and down, squealing.

She throws herself on the couch almost hurting my leg

"Ohmygod, Ohmygod" She is so happy I feel like crying because I'm not the one causing it.

"Should I ask what's going on" please don't tell me, please don't tell me.

"Blue is so amazing. She's not even mad I didn't answer her calls. She wants to take me out on a picnic thingy that she and her friends planned" she gushes.

"So you guys are serious"I say as I try so hard not to show how shuttered I am.

"I don't know but I sure hope so" she sits up looking at me "Blue is cool Mica, once you properly meet her you'll love her. She listens to me and she's a lot of fun. Really nice too"

"She sounds like an awesome person Babu, I'm happy for you"

"You should come with us maybe you'll also find someone...you know, to hang out with."

"Nah I'm fine, you have your fun just invite me to the wedding" she just stares at me blankly until I realize I said something stupid "s**t, my bad I'm sorry"

"Don't be dramatic you can make jokes about my failed engagement" she laughs but I know when her laugh is fake and this one is the fakest one yet.

"I didn't mean to though" I try to assure her.

"It's fine. I'm going to shower and get some work done call if you need anything" she says and I realize I messed up yet again. I want to keep apologizing but I let it go instead.

"Sure" she disappears to the bedroom leaving me alone but I do enjoy the sight of her ass when she does.

God I'm done for.