Poor Me

Chapter 18

Dylan

I pee then fix my make up a little. I'm a mess after Mica came here. She refuses to get out of my head at all times even when my girlfriend is around. Since my plan didn't work I have to come up with a new effective one otherwise I'll be tempted again to do things I shouldn't do with her. I make my way down stairs making sure to not cross paths with Mica. I am successful because I don't see her but I do see Blue dancing with one of her friends whom I have forgotten. She is clearly having a time of her life and is oblivious to what just happened between me and Mica.

I walk to her snatching her away from her friend without force.

"Hey babe why did you take so long" she whines puckering her lips at me.

"Sorry I was just looking around your room" I lie.

"Way to ditch me when your girlfriend comes back" the scrawny handsome guy teases beside us continuing to dance alone.

"Sorry, sorry, sorry" Blue slurs then she leans over trying to kiss him on the cheek while clutching on to me. She is a lightweight so she's definitely already drunk.

"I'm getting myself a girlfriend and when I do I'll kiss her right Infront of you" he sasses and tries to keep a serious face but fails miserably. He is exactly what I need to make my plan work so I try to make him stop dancing by introducing myself. Before I can think better of it I get started.

"I might have someone in mind" I tell him. "Sorry I forgot your name" I add not wanting to be rude.

"I'm Sky. I know that you're Dylan, Blue told me all about you" he tries to hug me but Blue pulls me away before he can. He doesn't seem offended just laughs instead.

"So who do you have in mind" he finally asks.

I look around the room for a familiar red head that I love. I find her sitting on a barstool eating something I can't make out. "There" I point towards Mica "She's single and hot"

He also looks where I'm pointing and when he sees her he smiles clearly impressed by what he sees.

"Will she let me hit" is the first thing he asks and I'm not even suprised.

"Probably not but it doesn't hurt to try" I tell him honestly.

"Doesn't matter I will make sure she knows what she's missing out on" he slathers to where Mica is sitting. I want to keep watching but Blue pulls my face towards her kissing me. We keep kissing for a while when we're done I turn to see how things are going between Mica and Sky only to find them deep in a conversation. I wish I could be closer so I can here what they are talking about but Blue is making me dance and Mica will probably stop talking when I'm around.

"What's wrong love don't you want to dance with me" Blue slurs trying to stop me from staring at Mica and Sky.

"No babe just making sure they are okay"

"they are grown up, pay attention to your girlfriend" she kisses me sloppily "You know I planned a very... interesting night for us today" she whispers.

"I don't think you're up for that love but we will..." I stop talking because the are some loud screams and hollers. I try to see what they are looking at and I'm met with Sky making out with Mica.

My heart sinks.

I don't why but it hurts.

So much.

What is wrong with me, I was just kissing Blue a minute ago. I have no right to be mad let alone be hurt. I sent Sky to Mica. Me. Now how can I just feel betrayed while I'm the one pushing her away, while I have a drunk girlfriend in my arms. I want to rip them apart but luckily they do that themselves. When they break apart Mica immediately seeks me out with her eyes and when she finds me staring straight at her she smirks then winks at me kissing Sky again. I feel tears burn inside my eyes. She is clearly trying to make me angry and she is succeeding. I did the same thing to her and she's doing the very same thing to me.

I push away from Blue trying to get away from Mica as fast as I can. She let's go of me without a fight like she knows I don't have time for her right now.

Mica is the one who refused to be with me but now she is making it seem like it's my fault. I offered myself to her but she refused me and now she does this.

Well f**k her.

I'm not going to make her feel better about herself. She might have won this round but I'm going to show her that she doesn't get to refuse being with me then come back when she feels like it.

Even though I start crying as soon as I'm out of sight I am more determined than ever to make my relationship with Blue work.

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Mica

When I stop kissing Sky searching for Dylans eyes again I don't find them. I just find Blue stumbling trying to find some place to sit. I push Sky away from me trying to find Dylan.

"Hey can I get your number" he asks giving me flirty eyes.

"No" I say bluntly walking away still trying to find my best friend. But by the time I get outside the is no sign of her anywhere.

Maybe I shouldn't have done what I did. I should be trying to convince her to leave Blue not push her away like I just did. The worse part is that when this is over and done with I might lose my best friend forever. The only person I really love.

Shit I think I f****d up.