Poor Me

Chapter 17

Dylan

It's Blues birthday today and she's hosting it at her house. I'm pumped about the party and I'm ready to have fun but the only problem is she also invited Mica. I actually haven't seen her since we went to see my brother and Lenny. She hasn't done anything else other than that test and little touching under the table which I'm happy about I just can't help but think she is planning something big. That scares the living s**t out of me. Mica is unpredictable and when she's being silent you have to be scared. I think my brother getting Lenny pregnant pulled her off her game, she definitely planned to torment me that day but when I heard my brother is having a baby I just lost it and she saw it. I am happy for them but I'm just thinking of my kids. I can't help but think of them. I miss them but I'm still going to be the greatest aunt ever.

Mica is staying away because she saw I was very devastated but she won't stay away for long I just have to be prepared.

"Hey baby girl, you look hot as f**k" Blue smiles then she kisses me lightly on the lips. I really do, I wore my matching grey long sleeve cropped top and plaited skirt and heels. Gotta look the part.

"Hey to you birthday girl" I peck her lips " I came baring gifts" I lift the gift back on my hand swinging it infront of her face.

"Babe...you didn't have to. I specifically said no presents"

"That s**t doesn't apply to your girlfriend" I muse putting the present on the side. I got her a bunch of makeup s**t because she loves make up and is good at it, unlike me. I also made her an appointment to her favorite spa. I know I'm not good at giving people gifts but I think I did good. I was also kinda hoping we could finally have s*x so there's that.

"Yes it does that's why I told you" she says kissing me before she can pull away I deepen the kiss swinging my arms around her neck. She hurls me up making me wrap my legs around her waist then she pins me against the wall.

She kisses me harder making me groan trying to get her touch me everywhere. We should really talk about having s*x soon, this is not it.

"Get a room you horn-dogs" Jessy's voice pulls me out of my daze.

When we break apart our friends are staring at us laughing. Amongst those friends is Mica and unlike the others she is not amused. She is glaring at me so hard I can feel it on my skin. Blue let's me fall on my feet but doesn't let go of me.

"There are kids in here if you wanna f**k atleast have decency of getting a room" Jessy continues watching us with a smile on his face, I'm pretty sure he's high. Still makes me blush like crazy though.

"It's my birthday if there's a kid in here it's me" Blue answers still not letting go of me.

"Mica is the baby, have you ever seen her with anyone" they all laugh and I see Mica forcing a smile still glaring at me.

"I have seen way worse than what they were doing...and I've done better" she smirks.

Everybody hollers cheering her on but what they don't know is that was a challenge to me. She is daring me to do my worst but what she doesn't know is that I know her. It took me years to finally learn what kind of a person she is but I know. She likes playing mind games and she always wins so the is no way I'm playing this one with her. I plan to run, ignore her as much as possible because I'm scared of what she'll do if I engage her.

She winks like she knows exactly what I'm thinking before moving to the other room with the others.

"Are you and Mica fighting? She didn't even talk to you just now"

"Nope we're fine she's just giving us space she knows I'm in a relationship with you" I lie knowing too well that she'll find out soon but I can't just tell my girlfriend that my best friend literally wants to f**k me. No way.

"I know you guys kissed in one of Jessy's party, he told me, said I should find out if there's something there."

I am shocked.

I didn't know people saw is that day, I mean we were in a middle of a dance floor but I didn't think people will be paying any attention to us. s**t! what the f**k do I say now.

Jessy and his big ass mouth.

"Don't worry babe, I'm your girl" I tell her hoping against hope that she will let it go I really don't want to have to lie some more to her but I'm definitely will not be losing her because of Mica. That is too risky.

"Let's go and join the others and get something to drink, we have to get you wasted before someone beats you to it." I tell her while pulling on her arm leading us to the room where the party is at.

We find Mica drinking a bunch of shots while the others cheer her on. She downs them all then they lift her up shouting her name out loud.

"Looks like someone is already way ahead of me"Blue says beside me also amazed by Micas behavior.

"I don't like this" I matter.

"Chill out babe she is just having fun we should go join in" she is the one pushing me forward this time as we make our way where Mica and Jessy sing off key to Money by Lisa loud enough to be able to hear them through the loud noise.

We all start drinking again and I make sure to avoid Mica as much as I can and it's not like she's making any moves to talk to me or anything. I don't know if I'm happy or sad about that, she's still my friend after all. I want to use the toilet so I go up the stairs to use the one in Blues room because the one downstairs is already dirty. I get inside and I'm immediately met with Blues papermint scent. Her room has white walls with green flowers and there's a t.v, a walk in closet and a bathroom. There's also table with a mirror that is surrounded by lights on top and her make up things. I've been in this room before but never alone but before I can start exploring the door creaks open.

Mica pokes her head inside and when she sees me she comes in locking the door behind her. I suddenly feel nervous about us being in a same room together which has never happened before. She doesn't say anything but walks to me while I take steps back until I hit the closet door with my back.

"Are you avoiding me sweetheart" she asks in her gruff voice that is worse now that she's drunk and speaking in a low tone. It sends butterflies straight to my stomach making me blush instead of answering.

What the f**k is happening to me!!

"Don't answer me it's fine but know this you won't get away from me Babu. I'm not letting you go again." She lowers her face to me her lips hovering over mine, her breath making them tingle. I want her to kiss me but she doesn't, she just gives me sexy determined look then walks away leaving me paralysed in my girlfriends bedroom. I'm glad she didn't mention the kiss between me and Blue. I think it probably pissed her off too much and I find that I'm... happy about that.

The worse part is if she kissed me I would have let her and maybe kissed her back even harder.

And I would have let her f**k me too.

Right here, in my girlfriends bedroom.

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Sorry guys for not posting for the past two days ?. I tried but the chapter kept getting deleted instead but I'm going to try and play catch up, see if I can post the chapters I was supposed to post.

Sorry for the inconvenience ?

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