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Chapter Twenty-Nine

SIENNA'S POV

Getting off a ride with Charlie we see Sid was waiting for us. Charlie and me were doing our beat to not fall over as we laughed at how dizzy the rid ehad made us.

"I swear, each time I get off a ride someone else is waiting to drag me onto something else. I think I've done all the rides now. I need a minute to catch my breath" I say reaching Sid.

"And I really would love to take you on many more rides because its really nice seeing you having so much fun. But Jordan is starting to get unsettled and Maria is getting tired. We wanted to hold out until the fireworks but we really think its best to get Jordan home. I just wanted to make sure your be alright and have enough money before leaving" Sid says

"Do you think I'm broke or something?" I say laughing.

"Not at all, but I mean in cash. Have you got enough cash out. Nevermind I took enough out earlier, here take this just incase" Sid says handing me a wad of cash thats way to much.

"Its fine, I've really got enough" I say but Sid insists saying "I'd rather have my mind at ease, please take it use it to have fun" and he clutches it in my hand before kissing my cheek and hugging me saying "You really should just keep going on these rides and having fun. It suits you more having fun. Have a good evening and I will catch you tomorrow".

"Okay, I hope Jordan settles soon and tell Maria i said we will catch up soon as well" I say.

"I will, see you both later. Charlie make sure you all take care of Sienna" Sid says

"You know I will lay down my life for our princess, Dont worry. See you later give Jordan a kiss and cuddle from uncle Charlie and tell Maria to have a chilled evening" Charlie says.

"I will, thanks. Oh by the way Harry and Ethan are in the bumper cars they said to let you know. I've already said bye to them" Sid says

"Okay, thanks" I say and with that Sid waves bye as he starts to head back to wherewver he left Maria and Jordan.

"Okay, what next princess?" Charlie say turning my hand.

"I need a drink. Then let's see what after that" I say

"Good plan. All these rides and screaming is hurting my throat" Charlie say smiling

"Lets go then, what are we waiting for" I say

We make our way over to wait in line for the sweets stall since they serve chilled and hot drinks as well.

"I really missed all this" Charlie say.

"What the fair?" I ask.

"No, all of us together having fun like we use to before work and life got in the way" Charlie says.

"Me to. Christmas is coming up as well so there be lot of fun stuff for us all together and have more fun though" I say as I feel arms wrap around my shoulders hugging me I look up to see Harry hugging me and Ethan stood next to him

"I like the sound of that. But first what are you doing here? I wanted to go the gravity wheel with you" Harry says

"Getting us all drinks to save our voices before they go" I say

"Then the gravity Wheel before the fireworks start?" Harry says

"Okay" I say as we mobw forward in the line.

"You want anything?" I ask

"Water is good with me" Harry says.

"And you Ethan what do you want?" I ask.

"Fanta please" Ethan says as the women asks who's next.

I put in all our drinks orders as well as get everyone the promised candy floss.

ETHAN'S POV

When we all got off the gravity wheel we started walking over ready for the fireworks. Sienna linked her arm through mine and Harry was carrying her bag of treats.

Charlie was holding Siennas other hand. The evening was so great that although we were all getting knackered from all the rides we was no where near ready for the fun to stop.

When we found a spot we where happy with with all sat down on the floor. Sienna came say Infront of me so I leaned back into me as I wrapped my arms around her waist. she rested her head on my shoulder as she looked back at me and said "You make a great leaning post".

"The cheek of it" I say laughing as Sienna smiles sweetly then turns to favs the sky in anticipation of the fireworks starting.

"Good idea, next time we bring chairs" Harry says laughing

"Or we beat Sienna to it and use Ethan as a leaning post" Charlie says laughing.

"We must be getting old if we're talking about bringing chairs, what are we our parents?" I say laughing.

"No, very good point. I'm never getting old" Charlie says laughing and then the fireworks start.

"Lets all stay young forever" Sienna says as we all look up to the sky to watch the fireworks. Sienna interlinks her fingers with mine to hold my hand. With her other hand she starts pointing out some of her favourite fireworks going off saying "Oh thata a big one" Or "Thats pretty colours".

But to me the prettiest thing in my view is seeing Sienna smile whenever she twists her body slightly to look at me, making sure I can see the ones she is pointing out.

After ten minutes we fall silent watching the fireworks in peace until they finish. How if only time could stand still in this moment id be happy with that for a while I think to myself.

"Whats everyone want to do now?" I ask as we all stand up.

"I don't mind" Harry says

"Yeah, I'm cool with whatever. We can either hang out here a little longer or head back" Charlie says

"I'm ready to go home when you all are" Sienna say.

"Then let's go, you look pretty tired to be fair" Charlie say.

"Yeah, it was such a good evening though" Harry says as Sienna goes and links arms with Harry.

"Harry, you know you love me because I'm bestest princess you've ever seen?" Sienna says making us all laugh because she early wants something.

"Yeah, of course.. What's our bestest ever princess need?" Harry asks giving Sienna the watchful eye from the side glance.

"Well, I thought maybe you could drive me home and then I could pick my car up tomorrow from Ethans. That's alright isn't it Ethan? I'm just to tired to drive tonight" Sienna says.

"Of course its fine. We will take you home first at least we will all know your home safe" Harry says and I add on "Definitely fine to leave your car at mine".

"Thanks, guys your the best group of friends a women could ask for you know" Sienna says and we all say in union "We know" making Sienna laugh.

SIENNA'S POV

I hadn't slept in days. Dispite the fact I kept myself busy in the days nighttime I literally would lay awake all night long. And the nights just seemed to never end.. I was so tired I was close to going insane from no sleep. Id not quit at the gym until both Harry and Charlie had called it a day looking like they were ready to collapse. last night they practically dragged me out of the gym and the insisted they drove me home in fear Id have a car accident along the way.

Id spent Sunday helping becca out all day with planning the operation.. Monday I had Sid speak with my parents about the upcoming court proceedings in the states followed by a visit to the grave with my dad then hitting the gym.

Tuesday I went shopping and had lunch with my mum and Maria before then viewing some properties with my dad then again hitting the gym.. Wednesday I got up and went for a run at six in the morning followed by more properties viewings before grabbing some lunch with Ethan who then insisted on taking the afternoon off to spend with me because I looked like crap apperently. When he caved in and went home I hit the gym again with Harry and Charlie... but can I sleep no. I'm still laid here Thursday bloody morning at half past bloody five in the morning unable to sleep.

I got up and got dressed. I then decided to go get McDonald's breakfast before going to annoy Ethan since I hadn't seen him since the fireworks Saturday night. We could have breakfast together and then id go for a run again, I thought to myself.

I left a note for my mum to let her know I was going to breakfast with Ethan and id catch up with her later so she wouldn't worry about me.

I then went to get McDonald's and decided on the way to Ethans after grabbing our breakfast that the last time I slept was on his sofa. I wondered if id beable sleep again if I laid on his sofa. Maybe I didn't need breakfast and just Ethans sofa if I'm lucky.

The rest of the drive to Ethans I just kept wondering about his sofa and before I realised it o had arrived at Ethans unsure how I managed it since I can't remember the journey. It was like I was on auto pilot. Maybe I should see of Ethan will drive me home afterwards I really don't want to cause a accident anywhere.

I knocked Ethans door, to tired to even hunt them out my bag. A fee minutes go by and I was about to knock again when the door opens Ethan is stood there looking so damn good in his suit.

"Morning, if I wasn't so tired I might take a moment to admire you in that suit. It to good for work, however I need a date with your sofa right now. Here, take this its breakfast" I say handing Ethan the McDonald's bag as he moves aside listening to me so I can walk in.

"Morning princess? Firstly why do you have a date with my sofa? You know if much prefer you date me. Secondly, where should I wear this suit if not work?" Ethan asks whilst following me and I lay down on his sofa and close my eyes.

"Shh, I haven't slept since I was last here. By the way if I can't fall asleep are you good to drive me home. I swear I can't remember half the journey here" I say yawning.

"You haven't slept in nearly a week? Why an earth not?" Ethan says sitting next to my legs and I can tell he is hoovering over me looking at me.

I open one eye and say "Yes, I know I look like s**t. Just let me see if your sofa is the answer" I say

"My sofa isn't the answer. You know you sleep better when cuddled up to someone.. get up" Ethan says

"You have work and I did sleep on this sofa" I protest but my protests go unheard as I'm aiddly lifted into Ethans arms and he starts to carry me no doubt to bed. To tired to fight I simply protest by saying "You have work soon" followed by a yawn.

"Hmm, I also was informed that I look to good to go to work so I'm gonna go back to bed instead. Stop arguing because your not going to win anything until after you slept" Ethan says and the next thing I feel is the bed underneath and for a brief second Ethan hoovers over me as he says "Sleep princess" followed by a kiss to my forehead and then I'm rolled into my side as Ethan tales me with him as he lays on his side to cuddle up to him.

"Ethan" I say followed by a yawn then I say "Your breakfast will go cold.

"I don't care about breakfast or even work right now. I only care about knowing your getting some sleep" Ethan says as he rubs my back. I open my eyes and look at Ethan who looks at me and simply says "I don't know what's keeping you awake. Right now your going to get some sleep and when you wake up we can talk about it. We can figure it out then. Then once your all good I will make sure I look extra sharp in this suit so you can fully admire it whilst not tired"

I play with Ethans hair as I look at his eyes that I could easily get lost in and I say "You should wear it to impress someone who is more better than me.. Not a broken mess. Hell, someone who can sleep and make there own choices easily. I should go home so you can go to work" Then I try to sit up but Ethan stops me as he cups my own face and I look back up at his eyes as he says "Don't do that, dont put yourself down" then he looks like he is searching my eyes for something but I can only feel tears blurring my vision so I close my eyes as Ethan then says "Your be the only women for me date and love thankyou very much" then I feel Ethan briefly kisses my lips so softly and quickly that I could of sworn maybe I dreamed it or day dreamed it as my dreams are never that sweet..

I open my eyes and see that Ethan ment ever word by the look in his eyes that show love and determination to get Excaulty what he wants.

Then I just say what's on my mind without even thinking about it first, fed up on stewing on things I decided on a little honesty "All week no matter what I've done I've had the court case on my mind. Yet now its not bothering me, instead what's bothering me is if we started dating and it went horribly wrong I'd lose my safe space where I can feel fully safe for a moment to the point I even manage to sleep. What would happen then?" I say as feel a tear slide down my face. I close my eyes not wanting to cry, instead I focus on Ethans breathing to copy it myself as a distraction technique but Ethan says "Your never lose me. There's not a damn thing you could do to make me want to ever not have you in my life even if it was just a friends. I swear when your ready to take a chance to date me I won't disappoint you" Then I feel a kiss on my forehead as I continue to focus on Ethans breathing.