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Chapter Thirty

ETHAN'S POV

When I knew Sienna was fully asleep I went and called Sid to one find out when the court case was and secondly to have him let his parents know that Sienna is asleep at mine and I wouldn't be waking her up.

Sid was relieved to here Sienna was finally asleep, I told him next time to ring me and I will have her sleeping way before it reaches this point again.

When I was finished on the phone with Sid I then made a few work calls before getting my laptop set up in the bedroom as I wanted to make sure Sienna truelu slept well.

She stirred as I plugged the laptop on down the side of the bed but as I froze looking at her she quickly went back to sleep as she hugged me for dear life. I ended up laid in that awarded position for about ten minutes before I decided it was safe to continue my mission work from home today.

Once I was set up I was well away in working from home. I only got up to grab the odd drink and something to eat.

So when Sienna suddenly shot up and jumped out the bed I also jumped startled as I was so focused on work.

"You okay?" I ask as Sienna hurry for the door and she says "Yes, I just need to use the bathroom" without so much as stopping as she hurry out the room.

I can't help smiling as I continue what I was writing. A few minutes later Sienna comes back in a hurrys as she climbs into the bed cuddling up to me as she says "I'm sorry I wasted your day away".

"You didn't waste my day. I quite liked working from home today. Did you sleep well?" I ask putting my work aside as I cuddle Sienna back.

"Yeah, I'm still surprisingly tired though. But not tired enough that I may pass out any moment now. So of your busy I can always go home and try sleeping more there" Sienna says.

"No, you can stay as long as you like" I say tucking a lose strand of Sienna hair behind her ear before kissing her forehead.

"Did you eat the breakfast I brought you?" Sienna asks lifting her head up off my body to look at me.

"No, I'd already had breakfast and wasn't hungry. We can always heat it up in abit if your hungry though" I say

"I'm not hungry at the moment" Sienna says yawning as she rests her head on my body again.

"Promise me you won't go that long again without sleep.. come find me and I will lay with you as long as it takes so long as you sleep. I don't want you getting ill or god knows end up having a accident because your over tired" I say.

"Okay, I promise. Although I wish I didn't need anyone to just be able to sleep. Its kinda annoying, I never use to be like this" Sienna says.

"We all need someone sometimes in life. It doesn't make you any less of a person to admit it or ask for it. You know I will always be here right no matter what?" I say

"I know, I just don't want to hold anyone back anymore. I wish I could just be me again more for everyone else than myself" Sienna says followed by a yawn.

"And you will get there, Considering it was only a few months back that you wasn't speaking with anyone look where you are now. Yes your still not completely okay, who would be though? you don't see the progress you already made while the rest of us are amazed how your fighting at finding yourself again. You should go easier on yourself" I say.

"I worry it will take a few life times over to find myself. What if I never find myself and everyone wastes so much time trying to help me find me again? Then what?" Sienna says.

"Then it would be worth it.. just keep taking one day at a time" I say.

"My dad keeps coming out with these random wisdom quotes and advice this past week and really had me thinking. Maybe we could try dating one or two days a week. See how it goes? I dunno its literally just an idea. But I feel like I don't want to rush anything either because one I don't want to ruin our friendship and secondly I still want the space as well to figure out who I am as a person. But I don't know maybe there is room for it all? What's your thoughts on that?" Sienna asks..

"I think you really have been busy over thinking alot of stuff this week. But in the regards to dating we can take whatever speed you want. I will still be your friend no matter what. I always have been and always will be" I say

"We can figure it out together as we go along. How about that?" Sienna says.

"I like the sound of that" I say while doing a happy dance in my head but playing it cool by leaning down slightly to kiss the top of Siennas head before adding "Now, how about we just cuddle up here for now and get some more sleep?".

"Hmm, I like the sound of that" Sienna says.

SIENNA'S POV

When I wake up next its dark out and Ethan is sleeping next to me. I try to get out of bed to check the time and get a drink but Ethan tightens his grip on me as he says "Sleep princess".

"But I need a drink" I say turning to face Ethan.

"Okay, but hurry back" Ethan says letting me go..

"Go back to sleep" I say getting out of bed. I head for the kitchen first to grab a glass of water. I drink it down then refill it and head for the front room where I dropped my bag to check the time. I see its just gone two in the morning and I can't believe how much I've slept. I debate if I should go home or just stay until the morning. I've not brought anything with me, no spare clothes or anything. But then it's late and I'm sure everyone wouldn't be impressed if I was out this time of night as well. Even if I'm a fully grown women I think to myself. After debating back and forth a few minutes I opt for leaving first thing in the morning. I doubt I will sleep though, but still I can try I guess i think to myself as I head back to bed.

I get back I to bed and instantly Ethan wraps his arms around me and kisses my forehead getting comfortable.

I don't say anything not wanting to disturb Ethan to much as I feel bad enough taking up a whole day of his just by sleeping. I close my eyes to see if i can sleep and to my surpise Ethan says "You not hungry?"

"No, I'm okay. Go back to sleep" I say opening my eyes and I see Ethan looking back at me.

"So long as your okay then I'm okay. Don't you worry about me" Ethan says as he starts to comb his fingers through my hair while looking at me as if I may vanish any moment.

"Ethan, stop worrying about me as I'm fine" I say.

"I'm not worried because I know your fine right now because your at my side looking calm and relaxed" Ethan says as he continues to comb his fingers through my hair and every now and again his fingers run gently over my neck sending tingles down my back.

"Okay, let's try to sleep still though as you still need sleep" I say.

"Goodnight princess" Ethan says cuddling me a little more snug.

"Goodnight Ethan" I say.

The next thing I knew, Ethans alarm was going off and I couldn't believe I'd fallen asleep again. Ethan rolls us ad he leans over me but being careful not to squash me as he turns his alarm off saying "Morning" followed by Ethan rolling us back to the position we were in before as he tucks my hair behind my ear and kisses my cheek as I replied "Morning".

"How did you sleep?" Ethan asks

"Good, I'm surprised I managed more sleep. How about you?" I ask rubbing my eyes to try wake up a little.

"I slept just fine. You however clearly needed all that sleep. Now take your time waking up and I will make you breakfast in bed" Ethan says sitting up.

"No, you don't have to do that. I need to go home anyway" I say holding Ethans arm to stop him getting out of bed.

"You have plans you have to rush off for?" Ethan asks looking back at me with a questioning look.

"Uh, no. I do need to go home and shower though. Plus I've taken up way to much of your time as it is" I say.

"You know where the shower is. Plus, it's not a waste of time. Let me make you breakfast" Ethan says.

"But I don't have clean clothes here" I say.

"I have plenty, choose whatever you want" Ethan says taking my hand and kissing my nuckles then he jumps out of bed saying "Breakfast will be ready in about a hour" and with that he is gone like lightening while I'm sat in bed wondering what the hell just happened.

I get up after a minute and go find Ethan in the kitchen with filling the kettle.

"Wouldn't it just make sense if I go home and get myself sorted there. Honestly I can even grab breakfast at home" I say hoobering in the door way.

Ethan turns to look at me and places the kettle on the side as he say whilst walking towards me..

"Correct me if I'm wrong, but you said we could try the dating thing between sleeping. If you changed your mind that's fine though".

"Yes, I did but" I start to say but Ethan smiles whilst taking my hand and says "Great, So I don't know about you. But most women when dating someone will steal there partner or protetal partner to be clothing and there usually come out with that line of whats yours is mine and what's mine is mine. And us men at first done mind until we have no hoodies left. Plus you always use to steal all of our hoodies before anyway. So just take a t-shirt or shirt and whatever else you think may fit. Use anything you like. I really don't mind. Then we can have breakfast together" all the while we are heading back to Ethans bedroom.

"I suppose, I still have some of your hoodies along with the other lads in the wardrobe at my mums come to think of it" I say and Ethan laughs as we reach his wardrobe saying "That really doesn't surprise me at all. Here what do you want?"

I look in the wardrobe and see suits and shirts, t-shirts, Jeans and got knows what else. Belts are hanging from the inner door and footwear is lined up at the bottom on the floor.

"Oh, I've got more stuff and socks ect in the draws. Just look about and your find everything you could need" Ethan says before kissing my cheek and then he let's go of my hand walking towards the door..

"Your not scared your come back to a favourite piece of clothing gone?" I ask remembering how Clive would go mental if I wanted to wear his clothes.

"No, why?" Ethan asks

"No reason" I say still a little surprised.

"Okay, then get ready. Breakfast should hopefully be done for when your ready" Ethan says and leaves me to it.

I stand there staring at the clothes in gbe wardrobe worried that I may just choose Ethans favourite piece of clothing and he is just to nice to tell me.. unsure what to do I get my phone from the bed and ring Charlie since he is the most likely to answer this time of the morning.

"Morning princess, how did you sleep?" Charlie says answering the phone and sounding happy this morning.

"How did you know I slept?" I ask surprised

"Sid messaged me and Harry to say bot to message you as you finally fell asleep after showing up at Ethans. I messaged Ethan last night and he said you were still sleeping as I wasn't sure if you were awake and would like to go to the gym" Charlie says.

"Okay, well I slept really good. But I have a emergency this morning" I say fiddling with my necklace as I walk and stand before the open closet.

"Whats wrong? Are you and Ethan okay?" Charlie asks alarmed.

"Oh yeah nothing like that. But I didn't plan on falling asleep here so I didn't bring spare clothes. Ethan said I can borrow anything of his and have a shower. But he just left me to pick clothes. What if I choose his favourite t-shirt or hoodie. I don't want to upset Ethan. Do you know what his favourite clothing is?" I ask.

"Princess thats not an emergency" Charlie says laughing.

"Dont laugh, this is really serious. I really don't want to upset Ethan or make him mad at me. Do you know or not?" I ask.

"I have no idea, but its literally clothing and if Ethan said it doesn't matter what you wear I am sure he won't mind" Charlie says

"Yeah, but Clive" I start to say and Charlie cuts me off saying "Clive was a piece of s**t. Real men don't kick off over clothing. Don't think of Clive. This is Ethan and Ethan cares to much about you that you could do anything and he wouldn't get mad at you just like the rest of us. Now tell me whats your options in clothing. I will help you decide" Charlie says.

"Everything is a option. Obviously none of his jeans or trousers will fit. I think even the tracks bottoms will be to kong and wide. I will just wear the jeans I wore here yesterday. What do you think a t-Shirt and hoodie or a shirt and jumper?" I ask.

"T-Shirt and hoodie for sure" Charlie says.

"Okay, so I will just take a plain one. Plain ones are less likely to be a man's favorite right?" I ask.

"Will you stop worrying if its going to be Ethans favourite or not. Remember your our princess so act like it and take whatever catches your eye. What a princess wants a princess gets. And your all of our princess therefore choose something you like" Charlie says.

"You know what I will just go ask Ethan what his favourite clothes are then decide. I really can't take choosing myself" I say.

"Alright, but I need to speak with him anyway so keep me on the phone" Charlie says.

"You won't tell Ethan about me worrying will you?" I ask.

"No" Charlie says.

"Okay, hang on" I say heading out the room.