love & jealousy

My name is Sky I will be turning 18 this year and I can't wait to start the new school year as a senior at willow high school this fall. I live in a small town so you could say that everybody knows everybody. So you can see why I'm so happy to be leaving for college at the end of the year. Growing up in a small town isn't all bad, but sometimes I dream of what it would be like to live somewhere bigger. My best friend KELLY live's right down the road from my house. My other best friend JOHN lives on the other side of the road from my house. Well, I should tell you a little about myself. I wasn't considered one of the prettiest girls in school until I made it to my senior year of high school. I was shy and mostly kept to myself. Then there's kelly and john the only true friends I have in this school. My family owns most of the farmland and the business in town. My father can put a little bit of fear into people but I think it causes most of the mill plant and other businesses he owns. My mother was from a big city and didn't like to talk about her past. But that will come into play later in my life. There's my friend kelly she has three brothers Jason, paul, and Shane. Kelly's family has been close to my family as far back as I can remember her brother's work for my father. I feel bad for kelly cause she always complaining about how they torture her. I don't know how that feel's for kelly cause, I'm an only child my mother tried but couldn't have any more children. Sometimes I feel like my father wishes I was a boy cause there's so much work to be done on the farm. That's why all of Kelly's brothers work for my father and our family is so close. That begins with how I and Jason became in a secret relationship for 3 years. We have been hiding it from everyone cause we felt that no one would understand our love for each other. I didn't want kelly and my father to know of are relationships cause he would fire Jason for dating me and I didn't want Kelly to stop being my best friend because I was dating her brother. I can't help but feel that Jason is my soul mate and anytime we can get away from family and friends we meet on the wood trails of my father's land it's an old dirt path that he doesn't use anymore and a little log cabin that hides in the brushes of the tree's. It's hiding from the path so if you know where you're going you can find it That's why I picked it as are spot cause I'm the only one that would go there it was like my little world to get away from everyone. Now let me tell you a little bit about John he has a twin brother named Jimmy and he is a player he thinks he's the hotties boy in town cause he dated most of every girl in town. Jonh and I became friends cause he was nothing like his brother he's sweet and kind and a little bit shy when it comes to talking to girls but john and kelly are the best of the best when it comes to having friends. The girls at school get so jealous that we are always together. John doesn't care about the other girls in town getting jealous cause they only want to use him to get close to his brother jimmy. John likes that I and kelly don't look at him like the other girls do he is more like a brother to us. Well, there are only 2 months of summer left and I can't wait for it cause this will be my last year in this town I and Jason can finally be together without having to hide from our families and friends. We both got into the same college Jason goes a year before me but this will be our last summer together in this town so I want to make the best of it. So for the summer, I got a job at a book store and john got a job at his dad's mechanic shop. The shop was across from the bookstore and a coffee shop in the middle of the two stores. I and John would meet on break to have coffee or lunch. We talk about our life and what are plains are going to be like for college next year I forgot to say john got into the same college as Jason and me. Jason just starts a year before us so we will know one person when we get there next year. As time got closer to closing John stopped by to see if I need a ride home but I had told him it was a nice day that I had my bike and that I would call him later. I didn't want john to know I was going to meet Jason on my way home as I closed the book store I headed off to the old dirt path to meet Jason. I was running behind so I hope he waited for me. I put my bike in the bushes and started up the path I saw Jason's truck hiding behind the trees. he was not too happy when I came walking up. what took you so long sky I've been waiting for over 30 mins and that doesn't leave us much time to be together. I'm sorry I tried to get here as fast as possible. Jason came closer to me and brush a piece of my hair from my face and put his hand so gently on my cheek and kiss my lips so softly biting my bottom lip knowing that I love when he does that to me. After some kissing and holding and talking about our new life together it was getting late almost dinner time and I had to hurry cause kelly and John wanted to go to a summer party for our last year of high school. I gave Jason one last kiss before having to leave I hope to see you tonight at the party. He grabs and picks me up so tightly pushing his lips so hard to mine saying you will Well until then. I got on my bike and raced home before my mother starts to worry. My mother was waiting on the porch when I came running up the walk why are we in a hurry today?I have to meet kelly and john for the school party tonight remember you said I could go?Ok but not until you eat dinner and don't be out late you know how your dad worries.Thank you, mom, after dinner I ran upstairs to get ready kelly called like 10 times she doesn't like to be late cause her boyfriend josh was going and they never get time alone that much cause of her brothers.I got dressed and was headed out the door when I saw John on the porch where kelly was.She is in the car waiting for us but I like to talk with you tonight about the things that have been on my mind.Ok well, let us get going you know kelly loves her parties and doesn't like to be late.As we got To the party, we parked at the bottom of the hill so we could leave early if we had to.We all walk up to the bomb fire together and kelly ran off to find josh.John ask if I wanted something to drink. not just yet so he went off to find some drinks I walked down by the lake where some of the guys take the girls to be alone and I thought Jason would be there waiting for me so we could sneak off together. But I couldn't find him as I started back up the hill to the fire I heard his laugh and he wasn't alone.I couldn't just walk up to him in front of people cause then they would know or find out about us.As I stood there he walk past me like I wasn't even there so I got mad and went back up to the fire where paul and Shane were.I saw that Shane had a case of beer so I ask for a beer.Shane said are you trying to get me in trouble.The only way you be in trouble is if you don't give me a beer.Shane laughs ok but first, you have to kiss me. paul's jaw dropped are you crazy.No if sky wants a beer she'll kiss me.At that point, I was so mad at Jason for what he did that I kiss Shane on the cheek.Shane laughs out loud.Why are you laughing you said a kiss for a beer you didn't say where so give me my beer.Shane grab my waist and pulled me close to him.I meant a real kiss like this.He put his hand on my neck softly bringing me closer to his lips, I was so scared I couldn't move he push his body to mine as he put his other hand around my waist bringing me even closer.I could feel his lips on mine, it was sweet like ice cream the taste of him.I could feel his hand moving down on my hip pulling me in closer to his body.I could feel his strength overpowering my body.Lost in the kiss I didn't hear kelly yelling at us as I opened my eyes I felt different about Shane and didn't know why it was just a kiss Jason is my soul mate that's what I have been telling myself all this time.Kelly started yelling at Shane and paul for playing around like that. Paul said I have nothing to do with that I'm scared of her father that's all Shane and his game.Thanks, paul for toughing me under the bus dickhead. Paul ran off Shane just smiled and said it was worth it and walk away.Kelly just looked at I want to kill you but after a wail, she got over it and said john wants to talk to you down by the caves.I had forgotten all about john wanting to talk so I headed to the caves I didn't say anything to him about what just happened as we sat by the water talking and having more drinks I felt really hot and wanted to get in the water and cool off.But john said with us drinking it wouldn't be a good idle.Well if things go wrong you can jump in and save me so I took my clothes off I have a swimsuit under my clothes.I jump in the water it felt great just what I need to cool down I was still mad about Jason but I couldn't let it show. I could feel the drink starting to hit and I yelled for John to get in. I didn't bring swim shorts and the water was cold.Don't be a baby come on I won't look just jump in. Ok, I'll get in I have boxers.So john jump in and yelled cause it was soo cold I'm going to get you for this sky.As sky tried to swim away john grab her by her foot pulling her to him as they floated in the water john pulled sky closer to him as she wrapped her legs around his waist to hold herself up he pulled her in closer to his body.Sky could feel the warmth of his body as he started to rub her body.What is happening right now john as the moonlight hit her face all John could say how beautiful you look right now sky dip her hair in the water to cover her face and john brushed the hair from her face and press his lips to hers. I didn't know what to do as our lips moved slowly together was this happening? John grabs the sky tighter around her body pushing his body more against hers.sky pulled away swimming to shore we can't do this we're friends john and I don't want to lose our friendship. John stepped closer to Sky moving right up to her lips tell me you didn't like it. You got me by surprise sky I've been wanting to tell you all night about what I've been feeling I thought you would have figured it out by now. John, I love you as a friend it can't be any more than that I'm in love with someone for a long time now. John just gave me the saddest look ever I thought he had walked away but to my surprise, he came up behind me biting and kissing my neck. John stopped we can't do this I want you so bad sky I'm in love with you as he grabbed her body harder pushing his body up on her and making her feel how hard he is. I can't do this as she tried to pull away please sky just look at me as he turned her around kissing and holding on to her body. she liked the way it felt but it was just not right with john my best friend and I don't want to lose what we have. Finally, Sky could hear kelly yelling and coming down the hill john then backed off and said please don't say anything I just ran up to kelly and asked her if she was ready to go. I came to get you Jason said your dad sent him to come to take you home. Right then my face lit up and when I look at john he could tell that he knew who I was in love with. I was so scared that people would find out about me and Jason and now john might know. We've been drinking maybe he forget about it tomorrow I hope. As we were getting ready to leave kelly gave josh 100 kisses before we even get in the car it was funny cause there going to see each other tomorrow they can't go any more than two days to see each other. Jason comes running up the hill. Don't worry about sky getting home her dad sent me to pick sky up. I could barely hold it together cause I had been wanting to spend time with Jason all night Kelly hugged me and yelled call me in the morning if you're not out too late and winked at me. I blow it off cause she had a lot to drink as we started to walk to Jason's truck my dad told you to pick me up.YES! the sky he knows I came to get you to cause was going on a trip just you and me something you've been waiting for. what does that mean I have been waiting for? Just get in the truck sky and you will love it when we get there. Jason knows I'm not big on surprises he just does it sometimes to get under my skin when he hides things from me. How long is this little trip your taking me on? It should take us about 2 hours to get there. The ride felt like it was never ending and I did have some drinks earlier so I did fall asleep for a little bit but not long enough cause when I woke I was still in the truck. Another 20mins went by and Jason told me to close my eyes and that he didn't want me peeking. I could feel the road had to get bumpy and then the truck came to a stop. Ok, keep your eye's closed no peeking. Ok just hurry up as Jason opened the truck door he took my hand and walked me up a short path almost tripping me.OK, can I open my eyes now I hear the door open? Ok sky open your eyes to my surprise it was a small cabin that Jason set up with roses and lights and a fire was burning and on the table was a card. Jason said go open the card as I picked up the card to read it I wanted to cry he wrote all the ways he loved me and how he never love another. As I turned to hug him he was on one knee so what will it be sky YES or NO? I couldn't believe what was happening is this real? Then Jason said again but before he could finish I yelled YES!YES!YES! he picks me up so fast that we fell onto the couch as we lay holding me on the couch I was still in shock at what just happened. Jason brushes the hair from my face and kisses me so safely biting my bottom lip pulling my body close to him gripping my hips pulling me onto his lap and moving his hand all over my body. Jason, Are you trying to make me want you to cause this is getting heated fast? Jason laughs and picks me up and places me on the couch kissing and biting my neck he pulled back a little to ask if to want me to make us a drink to relax you a little. Yes, that would be nice as Jason was making drinks I walked out to the porch and was looking at the moon shining off the lake behind the cabin it looks so beautiful and peaceful here. I didn't hear Jason come up behind me I froze when he moved my hair from my neck kissing me so softly and a few bits on my shoulder as he turned me around and sat me on the railing slowly pulling my pants down with me trying not to spill my drink in one hand as I slammed the drink I drop the cup on the grass and I could feel his hands around my hips holding me in place as he takes his other hand and moves in between my legs enough to fit his face as he held my waist with one hand and moves his tongue up my thigh making his way to the middle my body beings to shake I never felt this before but I didn't want it to stop I put my hand on his head and ran my fingers through his hair let out a moan as he got deeper into the middle of my legs bitting and licking moving faster making me feel wet and wanting more I moaned I'm ready please I'm ready as he slowly moved his head up my body moving his finger inside as he's bitting and kissed my neck whispering in my ear are you sure you want more. Yes please don't stop. he grabs me closer wrapping my legs around his body he carries me to the bed and lays me down so soft as he slides slowly up my body I can feel how hard and big he is on my leg as he teases me with just putting the tip in as he teases me he whispers tell me you love me sky tell me how bad you want me I moan I love you Jason and dig my nails into his back as he pushes in deeper harder at first, it hurts but he makes it feel so good the deeper he gets I dug deeper into his back bitting his shoulder I wrap my legs tighter to his body