Chapter3
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Maddie's POV.
I couldn't shake off the image of Dylan's smirk and the way his eyes pierced through me when we
spoke. His words still echoed in my mind like some kind of sweetness.
How could he be so flirtatious? And how could I just let him get under my skin like that? I hated him,
And I needed to remind myself that I wouldn't be amongst those girls who give him the attention he
Craves for. I won't be found drooling over him and chasing him around.
I was so pissed about how I couldn't have the last word, and I hated it more than anything. I hated to
Be silenced; it wasn't a part of me to just be silent and stand there and just let someone walk over me.
“Maya, I think I should go home. "Probably we can go to the park some other time,” I announced as I
stared at her.
“It's okay, Maddie. We can schedule it for some other time. I knew you weren't in the mood for it.
Anymore, Maya replied, and I hugged her tightly, then I kissed her on her cheek.
“Take care, Maya. Text me once you get home, okay? I said.
“Sure, I will. "Bye, Maddie,” she replied as she waved her hand at me, and I waved back. She turned her
Back against me, and I watched her disappear into the crowd.
I also walked away, and I could feel the heat rising in my cheeks. I felt an emotion I couldn't explain.
Was it frustration? Anger? Or something else entirely? I couldn't just place where it was coming from.
My steps quickened, and I found myself heading towards the exit of the school gate. At that moment, I
I wished to be alone; I needed to think and just escape whatever life had to throw towards me.
The cool air of the evening sunk inside my skin. I believed that the school was no longer safe.
Place for me when it comes to Dylan, at least not with the thoughts of Dylan filling my thoughts and
mind.
For some reason his words had stirred something inside of me that I wasn't ready to confront,
At least not yet. And I was more angry at myself for letting him do that.
I got home, and I saw my mom seated on the couch in the living room. She gazed up at me as soon
As I entered, I turned my gaze away from her. I was trying to avoid her, and I hoped it worked.
Before I left for school today, she informed me that we would be moving in with Jaxon, her lover and
Supposed stepfather for me. I really wasn't looking forward to anything; it was her life, so she should deal with it and not make me a part of it.
“I thought I would tell you to be back early?” She said in a gentle voice, but there was a hint of concern in
it.
I didn't want to respond to her; otherwise, we might have to engage in another fight, which I didn't
want. My mood had already been spoiled, and I didn't want to add to it. So I just turned my back on.
She and stormed towards the stairs; the house suddenly felt suffocating to me, and I needed to be
alone.
“Hey Maddie, what's going on? At least give me a response. "Don’t I deserve it?” Mum called out.
“I’m fine, Mum. There's no need to get yourself worked up about me. I snapped at her without turning.
back. My voice was stern, and I hated how I sounded. She didn't throw any more questions at me, but
I knew she would wait for me to talk later once I was calm.
I just didn't want to talk now, not when my mind was still consumed with the storm of emotions I
Couldn't sort it out. As soon as I reached my room, I slammed the door shut behind me.
The silence in the room felt heavy and, for some other reason, Dylan filled up my thoughts once again.
He didn't want to leave my thoughts no matter how hard I tried not to think about him. My mind
Couldn't stop replaying the way his eyes had held mine, while I was left fumbling with words.
I began to wonder how he had such control over me. I hated it, but I couldn't deny the fact that my
My heart was beating in a rhythm I couldn't understand.
I sat down on my bed, and then I pulled my knees up to my chest as I wrapped my arms around
them. I needed to find something to do so I could calm the chaos inside of me; I needed to push Dylan.
Away from my head.
I let out a loud groan, and I buried my face in my knees. I really needed to let go of this, whatever it.
was. I sat down on the bed alone with my thoughts, and the tension slowly began to build up in a
Why wasn't I ready for?
I couldn't seem to understand why my body responded to those thoughts. Why did the thought of
Will he make my pulse race? It all didn't make sense to me, and it was wrong of me to think about
Him, especially not in this way.
But I couldn't stop. My fingers slowly stretched under my skirt as I tried to distract myself; maybe I
I could focus on something else. But the images of Dylan kept flashing back in my mind. His face, his
Deep voice, and the way he looked at me, like he knew something that I didn't know about.
My finger touched my p***y, and I realized I was wet. There wasn't any need to just leave myself like that; I needed to complete what I had already started, so I slipped my hand under my pillow, and I
I took out my rose vibrator.
I began to use it on my clip, and I could feel a wave of pleasure building up inside of me. My thoughts
They were spiraling everywhere, and there wasn't any way to stop them.
I lay on my back as I rolled my eyes behind me. The pleasure I felt today was much better than anything I
had ever felt. Dylan was in my thoughts while I touched myself, and it felt so much better.
“Damn it,” I cursed, and I increased my pace; my breath came out as heavy, and my whole body jerked.
as pleasure consumed me, and the rose vibrator fell out of my hands.
“Whatever, Maddie. I know I don't need him; my toys are the best, and honestly, they work better than
anything. I muttered to myself.
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