Earth's first prime She (Book 1)

This tale is from the Elder-world. Is of Earth's first prime She. My Goddess, Lilith. My Love, Lilla. ... I come to the end of the road. Barefoot. ... the sun has set for me. Bare soul. ... I want no rites. Bare death. Lilith — Lilla, the bloodthirsty sovereign who ruled the world, the betrayer of men, the murderer of children! Oh, no, she wasn't. She wraps up and is embodied in the sweetest word the tongue can utter—mother's lullaby… — Lilla, My Goddess, you are still weak, but you need to try. Wake up... Trough her long dark lashes she looks at the woman taking care of her but can't now. Pff, grumpy as ever. Been never a loveable person, and that's what kept her sanity through time. Every 1000 years she has to wake-up, so the world will run forward future. That's the task she's been given by the Creator. This time though, she can not. Trying to push her body away from the bed she felt numb and heavy, weak, and cold. — I can not... Lilla let the words out in a soft whisper. Lilith's mind: "There are special people and extraordinary people. I exist.  I am neither more nor less than what was born. When I feel my flesh loosen from my bones, I think I'm undressing in fear. This and nothing more. Because fear lives in the flesh. It's true as in bones, but I have meat... up to them.  Not because I am a dark nature I like darkness; but because it saves me from faces. Undoubtedly my life is dear to me and that is my only sin. No doubt I am afraid of death and that is my only quality. I care a lot about myself, especially what I see in my children's eyes. To them, I am an ideal, a mystery, and, why not, I am what I cannot be to anyone else. I'm the Source.  I know why I am so week now. Since the moment they snatch me from my shelter. Some nuns, afraid of the wrath of God, some guru against witches, sold me, and since I am the mother of all the nuns got a good amount of gold. .... I knew they'll fall for me. One by one they get enraged with me not answering their love. So they did whatever their dirty mind think of. Well, better to say, they try. Somehow, that guru of them was a demon, therefore he lived more. But that wasn't the worst part. The worst was Lucifer. Because he could touch me. Not to be obnoxious, he is an angel, after all, he kept his decency, but let the others try. One even though to launch me with a catapult. Man and beasts, a succubus once or twice. They all try to wake me before my time. But not to make a better world, but to make me theirs. What a fable existence of humankind. So, for some time I've been dreaming of sleeping more. I deserve silence. And I know I have this given right. That's why, now, this time, I will not wake up. I will end this pain of mine and Earth. Nature needs some silence also. Trees will grow again, tall and green. Flowers will blossom like in a fairy tale... nature will explode. And I will sleep. Dreamless." _______ The women taking care of Lilla is old. Long white hair, unrecognizable face, and still a strong body. Had to run for some stupid man and other beings to retrieve her Master, her Love, her Goddess. She is a nun. ________ As always the legend lives inside every breath of every being in this earth: lycanthropes, witches, mages, vampire, fairy, gods, demigods, gorgons, dragons... they all adapt in this time, and they all were able to shapeshift to human form. Well, now she managed to get her back. But as she looks at her goddess, she felt the time of Oblivion will start soon. Tomorrow. ______________  Artiya'll felt pain. For this angel to feel this kind of pain, dark, silent, burning blue through his skin was the sign. The world of humans and all the living creatures will die. What happened? Lilla wasn't very a cheerful... woman but always did her tasks by word. Then, coldness came. Slowly starting from feet up. Artiya'll scream. And his screaming makes the other angels frown. Except for Dumah, the angel of silence and of the stillness of death. This one was in love with Lilla from the beginning of her creation. This thousand-eyed angel knew that Oblivion will only mean he will be able to have, for the first time, this woman of smoke, light, blue fire. — Wait, Artiya'll, where is She? Every angel knows about his love. His growl is loud and furious and the world starts to fall under darkness. The earth was still, the moon starts covering the sun and Oblivion begin. The growl kept stronger and stronger... Still, something is off. Dumah felt strange feeling the Oblivion. What is that?! Emotion? — Dumah! You really need to learn how to exercise your God-given talent. Stay quiet and listen! _____________    On the other side of the earth, O'né was petrified. The angels were astonished at the acts of disobedience committed by the human and the beings on earth. Lilla was and still is very important for the life of this part of the Universe. — Where is Father? O'né asks Gabriel. Gabriel starts to cry. O'né was again petrified in shock. — Wait, what is happening, Gabriel, you are crying! Angels can't cry. No tear ever falls from the eye of an angel. Ever. — Father left us alone. We failed. And Gabriel closes his eye only to fall asleep. No point in hope. No point in optimism. Oblivion is coming. We all will fell asleep and dry dead. No one will be saved. — Artiya'll! start looking for the Lilla. Where is she? Dumah made lost his presence. — Dumah! Artiya'll yelled. Dumaaah! From the thin air, Dumah appears with tears kept getting blue. Gabriel fall. Human starts to battle. Dragons are snaping, and they all still do not get what is happening. — Dumah, Artiya'll remove the anxiety of this supposed angel of silence, Dumah you need to stop or to slow all this. At least. Stay hidden so we can find her. Dumah looked at him with darkening eyes. And they are getting darken and darken 'till a soft sound of a tear splash makes him aware. — Raziel, the keeper of secrets, where is she, Dumah whisper. — We can not enter there. It's beyond every being powers. And it's forbidden.