CHAPTER 1
“Ms Gold” the secretary said. ‘Mr William will see you now.”
I stood up, wondering for the one hundredth time what I was doing, as I went to open the door leading to the office which by stepping in I’ll make my darkest fantasy a reality.
Sean sat by his desk, typing on a his computer as , ‘good day sir’ he did not look up ,I might as well not have entered ,I was now staring at the floor just incase . I stood while waiting hand behind my back.
He was still tying on Desk twenty minutes? Or was it thirty minutes?
He was still typing.
I counted my breaths. My heart finally slowed it’d been racing before I entered the office.
Another ten minutes passed and he had not said anything and I was still standing.
He stopped typing.
“Julie Gold” he said.
I heard him pick a stack of paper and tap them into a pile, he pushed his chair back, wheels rolling over the floor making a sound like a rolling tyre the only sound in the quiet room, he walked towards me just ,a hand lifted my hair from my face, a warm breath titcked my ear ‘you have no references.”
No, I didn’t, just a crazy fantasy ,should I tell him that? No, my heart fluttered.
“I would have liked that you have,” he continued, “am not so interested in training a submissive, ny submissives have always been fully trained.”
I was so crazy to be here but it was what I wanted to be under a man’s control to experience my secret fantasy and no ,not any man’s control but this man.
“Are you sure this is what you want, julie?” He wrapped my hair around his fist and gave a gentle tug. “ You need to be sure.”
Lost in my own thoughts about what he had just asked and my heart beating, but I stood where I was.
He chuckled and returned to his desk.
“Look at me, Julie.”
I'd seen his picture before. Everyone knew who Sean Williams was owner and CEO of Williams Group of Companies. The pictures didn’t do justice to this man, his skin was lightly tanned and set off the deep grey of his eyes. His thick dark hair begged me to run my fingers through it ,to grab on it and pull his lips to mine.
His fingers tapped rhythmically on his desk,long strong fingers my legs felt so weak thinking of what those fingers could do to me.
Across from me, Sean gave the faintest of smile then I remembered where I was and why?.
He spoke again. “I’m not interested in why you dropped your application, if I want you and you agree to my terms, then your past does not matter ,” picking what look like my application and ruffled through it, “I know what I need to know.”
I recall filling out the application, the checklist, the blood test he'd required, confirmation of birth control I was on, likewise, before today’s meeting. I'd been sent his Information for review i knew his blood type ,his test result, his hard limits and other things he enjoyed doing. We stood in silence for several minutes.
“You have no training,” He said. “But you are good.” Silence again as he stood up and walked towards towards his large window beside his desk. Our eyes meet ,but I looked down.
“I rather like you, Julie Gold, although I don’t recall telling you to look away.”
I hoped I hadn’t messed up and looked back up.
“Yes, I think a weekend test will do .” He turned from the window and loosened his tie. “If you agree you will come to my estate this Friday night by six exactly. I'll have a car pick you up, we'll have dinner and take it from there.”
“He placed his tie on the couch to his left and unbuttoned the top of his shirt. “I have certain expectations of my submissives ,you are to get eight hours of sleep everyday especially Thursday night, you will eat a balance diet I will have a meal plan emailed to you, you will also run twice a week and engage in strength and endurance training, do you have any concerns about any of these.?
I didn’t say anything .
He smiled “you may speak freely.”
Finally I can speak “I’m not a runner Mr Sean.”
“you must learn not to let your weakness ruin you Julie.” He went to his desk and wrote something down and you attend yoga classes, anything else?
I shook my head.
“very well. I will see you Friday night.” He handled out some papers to me, “these will give everything you need to know.”
I took the paper’s and waited
He smiled again, “you are excused.”
The door to the apartment next to mine swung open as I walked by, my best friend Nelly,stepped out into the hallway, Nelly and I had been best friends forever, having grown up in a small town in Alabama ,we always do things together its save to call her my sister, we were like twins but with different personalities, sat side by side in elementary school and middle school. After high school graduation we attended the same college In new York ,we came to an arrangement that if we wanted to remain best friend it’s good we stayed as neighbours and not roommates ,she could be bossy at, likewise my need to be quiet made her mad.
“Julie Gold!” she yelled “how did the meeting go.”
I smiled at her.
“honestly Julie, I don’t know why i even bother.” She said
“ I know why do you even bother?” i asked as she followed me inside. Settling down on the couch ,I said reading the papers Sean had given me. “By the way I won’t be here this weekend.”
Felicia gave a loud gasp “you went, I knew you would, once you get an idea in your head, you just go with it without thinking about the outcome.”
I continued reading
“you think this is a good idea jules what will you dad say when he finds out ,what will he think?”
My father still lived in Alabama although we weren’t close ,am certain he will have a negative opinion about my visit to Sean, every big on at that, aside that there was no way anyone was going to discuss my s*x life with him.
I set the papers down. “you are not saying a word to my dad and my personal life isn’t anybody’s business, got it.?
Nelly sat down “I don’t get it what are these exactly” referring to the paper’s I was holding
“give those back” I yanked if off from her
“really,” she said, I you wanted to br dominated so much I know several men who would be more than willing to oblige.”
“I’m not interested in your ex boyfriend’s.”
“so you are going to a strange man’s house and let him do God knows what to you"? Nelly said
“it’s not like that.” Julie replied
She walked over to my laptop to turn it on, “so what is it like, exactly? She leaned back in her chair while the screen came up .
“I’m not his mistress, I’m his submissive nelly there is a difference, feel free to use my laptop.”
“right submissive, that’s way more better, what is a submissive if I may ask.” Nelly said
“A submissive hold all the strength and power in relationship, I hope you know that, incase you don’t know frankly you are with a laptop use Google.” Julie said.
“Does Sean know that? ,she typed Sean’s name on the Google space. “okay let’s see.
Sean’s handsome face filled the screen ,one arm wrapped around a beautiful blonde at his side.
Who is she?” Nelly asked.
“His sister maybe,” I figured I had gone head over heels then i was back to reality,to think he will want me what do I have or what can I offer I thought to myself.
Nelly clicked the other links looking for what God knows what, I just looked away not ready to see another goddess.
“Damn girlfriend, I’d let him dominate me anything.” Nelly said trying to cheer the mood.
I looked up to see another picture of a man Jerry Stones who was Sean’s friend.
“you didn’t tell me he came from a family of perfection girl.”
“ I wonder if Jerry is married.” She asked clicking on more links to get information on Jerry, but there was no information about jerry getting married.
“Don’t you have anything to do Nelly” screamed talked.
“ nope,” nelly replied
I shook my head and headed to my bedroom continued the paper Sean had given me which had his house address he’s estate is an hour drive from where I am ,he’s phone number, security pass code, my diet plan ,exercise plan l.
The other pages was about how I shouldn’t bring anything thing like bag or box while coming which got me confused not until my eyes kept scanning the paper and I saw all cloth and toiletries will be provided and also my sleeping pattern.
The last page got me shocked and I just chuckled, I just couldn’t wait for Friday .