Beautiful Confession (Vol II)

Chapter Seventeen

Vincent loudly sighed while moved his shaky hands towards the door. He was still double minded about he should do it or not.

'Whatever Vincent. She is your wife and you are not here to murder her but just to see her before going to sleep.' Vincent said to himself same thing about tenth time now while encouraging himself. He was standing outside of her door from past ten minutes not sure to go inside or not. It was one in night and her lights were off means she was sleeping and he wanted to see her face before going to sleep. So many things were happening to him. He crave to see her so many in one day, crave to hold her , crave to see her smiling, crave to talk to her, crave to make her laugh, crave to kiss her, crave to be with her. These all weird desires were taking place inside him and he knew it was because he was falling for her. He sighed one more time while gaining courage slowly opened her room door. He slowly entered inside while the darkness welcome him expert her side lamp was on by which he clearly can saw her sleeping on the bed. He slowly walked inside towards her bed and stopped next to her while looking at her sleeping face. As he saw her sleeping a smile spread across his face. He smiled while looking towards her but stayed still. He wanted to touch her but he did not. Not until she wanted him to which he hope she will very soon. He smiled while thinking about it while he was staring at her. He stood still while looking at her for few minutes then silently turned over to walked out. He turned over and was about to walk when he heard her. He turned over to her and she was mumbling something. He confused looked back towards her and she was hissing like she was in pain.

'Don't....please.....don't.' He heard her mumbling those words when he slowly bend down towards her. He moved his hand towards her shoulder and put his hand over her shoulder and shake her.

'Zara.' Vincent called out to her and her eyes flew opened and then Vincent felt himself getting kicked by her in his stomach. He was not ready for it so he fell so hard on the floor while she sat up on the bed screaming.

'Stay away from me.' Zara screamed while he sat back up but he was feeling so much pain in his stomach now. He hissed in pain when Zara looked towards him. His eyes widen when she saw him and she quickly came out from the bed and ran towards him.

'Vincent, are you okay?' Zara said while sitting down on floor next to him and he looked up towards her.

'Do you think I will be okay. You hit me so hard Zara.' Vincent complained while rubbing his belly and she embarrassed looked down

'I am sorry.' Zara whispered said

'Just sorry will not work.' Vincent said and she snapped her head towards him while looking at him confused

'Sleep with me.' Vincent said and her eyes widen  and he realised his words then quickly shook his head

'No....I mean....let me sleep here with you on the same bed....just sleep.' Vincent quickly added explaining himself and she came back in her senses.

'Don't think too much Zara, I am only talking about sleeping.' Vincent said while smirking and she looked up towards him then shook away her head

'What....I was not....thinking anything.' Zara said in her defend turning red.

'Then why you are blushing?' Vincent  said while pointing towards her face and she quickly hand over her face while he was smirking when she quickly stood up

'No....Why you will sleep here. Go back to your room.' Zara said while coming back to herself and he looked towards her then he nodded his head and tried to got up but he loudly screamed in pain and sat back down. Zara concerned and worried sat back down

'Is it really hurting?' Zara asked and he nodded his head while innocently looking towards her

'Shall I call the doctor?' Zara asked and he shook his head

'I am just unable to move or got up. Their is no need for a doctor. It is not a emergency.' Vincent said and Zara looked at him then thought for a while and spoke up.

'Okay...You can sleep here on this bed if you are unable to move...I will help you got up.....' Zara was saying as half of words were still in her mouth when he stood up and within second walked and laid down on the bed. She shocked with mouth hang opened looked towards him who innocently smiled then signed towards a place next to him.

'Come and laid down as well.' Vincent said and she came back in her senses while closing her mouth. He was all fine. He was just acting. Then without saying anything she slowly walked and laid down next to him. As soon she was inside he moved and put blanket over her while covering her and she was dumbfounded looking at him. Then he moved and laid back to his place. They both were laying all in silent. She was looking up at ceiling blankly when she felt a hand over her hand under the blanket. She freeze on her place while felt butterflies in her stomach but did not dare to looked towards him or say anything or moved away her hand.

'Are you okay?' Vincent asked and she slowly looked up towards him who was already looking towards her

'You was having nightmare when you woke up.' Vincent said next and she gulped in nervously then without a word looked away. She was not agreeing with him or either disagreeing with him. Again dead silence took place between them.

'If you want you can share with me.' Vincent after a while breaking the silence and she shook her head

'I am fine Vincent. Just go to sleep.' Zara said ending the topic because she don't want to talk about it. She was looking other way when he pulled her towards him. She came face to face with him while her eyes were wide with shock and his arms were around her.

'But remember if it's too much pain for you to handle then all you need to do is give your pain to me.' Vincent said softly while she looked up towards him surprised and her heart started beating rapidly inside her chest. That was first time ever her heart was beating in his presence, or maybe for him, She just nodded her head while they were looking at each other intensely and looking in each over eyes they knew what they wanted. They could felt s****l tension between them. They kept looking when she slowly closed her eyes for giving him permission. He stared at her for few seconds then slowly moved toward and put his lips over hers. They both closed their eyes then slowly their lips sync perfectly with each other. He put hand over her face while deepen their kiss and she response back without wasting a second. They slowly broke away their kiss and opened back their eyes then without any word she moved and hide her face in his chest. A smiled spread across his face then without another word or question he turned off the light and hugged her to sleep. 

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She looked at herself in mirror and smiled. She was wearing red dress with heels. She was all ready. Today they were going on dinner to meet his best friend, same man who help me to convert into Islam. She smiled and did her hair then put scarf over her head when someone put hand over her hand while stopping her. She quickly turned over and came face to face with him who was looking at her while smiling. He did not talk about last night kiss and she was happy he did not. She thought started blushing again.

'I will do it for you.' Vincent said softly while smiling and she moved away her hand but stayed still. He muttered thank you then started going her scarf while smiling and she was looking towards him when her heart started beating rapidly inside her chest. With wide eyes she kept looking at him who was doing her scarf with so much affection and attention as if that was most important thing of his life. She looked towards his face when her gaze fell over his neck which could be see from his shirt because he had not closed last three button. His skin was white as snow. She was looking at him when she saw a beautiful dark black birth mark over his neck. Because of his white colour it was more clear and attractive. It was beautiful. He was doing his scarf while his all attention was over the scarf and she was looking towards his neck and his birth mark. She kept staring at him and she had no idea what came up to her next that she moved forward and put her lips over his birth mark. He stopped on his place while she slowly closed her eyes. She softly kissed him while he was standing shocked with eyes wide opened. After kissing, suddenly her eyes flew opened and she quickly moved away.  Her eyes were shocked opened and her heart beating rapidly while he stayed still with shock when she quickly pushed him away, pin up her scarf then quickly moved towards door.

'We should go.....we are getting late.' She said with shaky while quickly came out from the door nervously. She was breathing heavily and her hands were shaking. She stopped outside the door and closed her eyes then sighed loudly to clam herself down. She was standing when she heard door opening from behind which means he was out and she freeze on her place.

'Come on, we will get late.' Vincent said normally while walking passed from her and got hold of her hand. She shocked came out after him and he seems so normal. They sat in the car and everything was silent and he did not even asked about what happened and seems all normal. Maybe he don't wanted to create awkwardness between them so he let it to but Zara kept cursing herself for doing something so stupid. What was happening to her? Why she was losing her self control over him. She will never ever do that again. This all need to stop? Not until he know the whole truth? Not until he know what had happened to her? They can't be together unless he accepted her with her truth?' Zara thought and promised herself while  looking outside the window when the car stopped. He parked the car and they both came out in front of hotel. It had started raining as well. Zara looked towards the beautiful hotel while waiting. Raining had started getting fast when she felt something over her head then a someone presence behind her. She looked up and her gaze met with his then towards a coat which he was holding over their head.

'Sorry I forget to get the umbrella.' Vincent said and smiled whereas her heart melted over his smiled. She wanted to say something or at least create distance between them but she could not.

'Let's go.' Vincent said softly and she looked away then started walking again. They entered inside the hotel and then walked towards his friend. They reached on the table where a man in his forties was sitting. As soon he saw them he stood up and warmly greeted them. Vincent them to each other. His name was Saleem Abdullah. Then, they sat down on the table.

'Wow, I am so happy to meet Vincent's wife.' Saleem Abdullah said she smiled to him. He seems nice and warm person

'I am more like a brother to a Vincent.' Saleem Abdullah said and Zara smiled while nodded her head

'Are you happy with him?' Saleem Abdullah asked next and she again just smiled and nodded her head

'Are you, Vincent?' Saleem Abdullah asked next while looking his friend

'Very much. She is best thing ever happen to me.' Vincent said and she surprised looked towards him while her heart again started beating rapidly. What the heck was wrong with her heart since last night. Why it keep beating for him?' Zara thought then quickly moved and picked up glass of water. She drunk is all in one go while trying to controlling her weird feeling whereas they both were talking. Then they had a dinner in peace. Vincent and Saleem Abdullah kept talking, smiling and laughing over their stuff and she sat still and She fake smiled once in a while but every time he would laugh she would flee butterflies in her stomach. In whole dinner all she did was kept drinking the water to calm herself down. After finishing the dinner they said there goodbye and they both sat down in the car. Vincent started driving and she was looking outside where it was heavily raining.

'Do you want to eat ice cream? It's really good in cold weather?' Vincent said and she looked towards him again and he was smiling. He was looking so handsome with that smile.' Zara thought and again felt annoyed with her thought.

'No, I am fine.' Zara said coldly and again started looking outside whereas he nodded his head and kept driving. They reached to their home and he parked the car while she quickly came out and walked towards inside. She took out her coat and started taking off her shoe when  he entered inside as well. She looked towards him who took of his coat and had started taking off his shoe. She quickly took off her shoe and walked to go to her room when he got hold of her hand and stopped her. She stopped on her place when he spoke up

'I will make coffee. Do you want it? It's good in cold weather.' Vincent said softly and she stayed still on her place then she took out her hand and turned over towards him

'No...I don't want it. I don't want to share anything with you. What the hell you want? I don't get it. Why you behind me when I only marry you on the conditions. If I would want that marriage I would not made it contact marriage. What the hell have happen to you after marriage. You agree on our condition and now you are trying to work our marriage out. Why? What you are doing it? Huh....tell me....I don't want to be with anyone. I don't want to fall in love with anyone? Why you are playing with me and my feeling? If it's hard for you control you desire and physical needs then go and get married with someone else. This is not happening with me....not working with me. I am sick of your trying to play with my feeling. If you going ahead of yourself because that stupid kiss we had last night then forget about it.....it was nothing....it means nothing. It just happen in a heat of moment....did you get it?' Zara screamed everything all of sudden and he was shocked looking towards him. He opened and closed his mouth but nothing came out from his mouth. He was too shocked and dumbfounded.

'I don't want to stay with you. I am feeling suffocated.' Zara said and walked passed him towards the door. She had no idea what was happening with her but she was going mad for feeling something for him. She don't know about him but she was having desire for him now. She was going insane....And all that started from last night....she curse herself for letting him sleep with her. Just because of one stupid night, one stupid kiss.....everything changes for her. She felt she was going insane. She opened the door and walked out in the rainy, windy and dark night. She did not care how dark it was outside. She walked towards other door while not caring for rain when she only had took few steps when someone got hold of her hand and stopped her. She stopped then turned over and he was standing there angrily looking towards her . Then without a word he pulled her back inside. He throw her inside while locking the door.

'Have you lost your mind? Where are you doing this late in night? Do you have any idea how dangerous it is right now. It is twelve in night. So many bad people are roaming outside and you think I will let you go in this weather and in this condition.' Vincent screamed and she looked up towards him.

'Don't ever dare to put your foot out of house otherwise I will break your legs. Got it?' Vincent screamed them walked passed her towards his room. He climbed up the stairs and was gone. As soon he was out of sight she slowly sat down on the floor and started crying. What was happening with her? What was happening with her?' She thought while crying. 

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