IN LIFE EVERYTHING WAS SAID TO HAVE REASONS WHY THEY HAPPEN, SOMETIMES I SIT AND WISH I KNOW ALL THOSE REASONS...
Chapter 1: intro
they say time heals all wound while experiences are the best proof of the lessons.
i once read on somthing that says,
"you are your worse enemy, if you don't fear you, you don't fear anyone."
i want to pinpoint you as me, as us, as everybody.
as we all know how evil lucks closer than us,
we all know how they are also one of us, or us ourselves.
no one beats us better than our own demons.
no one downs us better than ourselves.
and no one can diss ug better that our evil inner voices.
my story starts for as long as i can remember, and last as long as i know i will live.
it all started when i was young, i was living a carefree and careless life full of smile and happiness.
i felt it, those kind of happiness that's long lasting.
the warmth and butterflies everytime you remember them,
you can't help but smile.
the feeling of being safe and secured, the feeling of nothing to think but to enjoying the moments.
i miss those, those good old time. they are the real gold im holding inside, and no, nothing can exchange.
really, i always look back how pure and warm those happiness feel, without having the worries what might come next or being sad.
and how lovely, pure, and bright my laughter and smiles are.
in a good weathered day, with my father and cousin, together we were ridings bikes, talking, laughing, joking and all.
aren't they pretty?
the breeze, the wind, the sky, the persons around.
they make the best combination, with the good picnic foods and talks.
they were the best moment in my life...
until they last for like.....
hours?