Larry "Gemma, no...why are you saying all of these?" My voice cracked when I heard her words. Yes, she's telling me that we're done. That I should go be with Alix. What the f**k? "Larry, it's for the best." "f**k no, I love you. And you're not making your decision for us. I have a f*****g say in this!" "But you don't love me enough to end your arrangement." Her voice was soft, it's like she's giving up on us. Fuck...even I know I'm such a f**k up. Maybe I deserve this. Maybe she should be with someone else worthy of her love. "Baby, it's complicated." I can hear her sobbing from the other line, and she just tears my heart a new one. It's like she's ripping my insides, flesh by flesh, when I'm already such a mess underneath. "No, it's not, Larry. No, it's not. I'm going to be okay."

