monster in law

i wake up and take the day as it comes ,i live everyday as my last.the upside of this is live the best way and have the most fun ,downside its very lonely when the lights go off. there is nothing wrong with lonely especially if its a way of life. i was a single child raised by a single neglectful mom ,so yeah am used to lonely. i did not plan to usher someone in my life to stay but when i met zack he made it very clear he won't be leaving. i had a very tiresome at work and the fact they have us wear heels doesn't make my day better..i got off the train started walking towards my building shoes off letting my feet taking in the concrete when i bumped into a very hard wall.cursing out loud when the wall spoke up to tell me its not lady like to curse,my eyeshot up quick to apologize but was dumbfounded.perfect it was the only one word i could think to describe the creature smiling at me.handsome,well built and a smile to melt a heart of ice..and mine melted and the water evaporated .i opened my mouth but i could not even remember the language i speak. "hi am zack am so sorry I didn't see you there but you should also be careful its not safe to be daydreaming while walking" "i was daydreaming what is your excuse" what is wrong with me how could i be so rude.i walked so fast off you would think am being chased .how could i be so rude i couldn't speak and the moment i open my mouth those where the words i found?? really ?? days passed by and i took the train every single day used the same path in hopes i would meet zack again but everday was a new disappointment,after days i just gave up and was beginning to forget when i met him again in a collision again but this time right outside my home