He's Lost

I’m Rio Wolf I’m 16 and a Junior in high school. I have 4 Parents which might sound weird but i have 2 dads one is my step dad and 2 moms and one is my step mom. I’m a really big nerd sometimes and I’m in LOVE with makeup it is something I’m really passionate about. I have a boyfriend of 1 year he is my complete every thing and i love him with all my heart, I don’t think i could ever cheat on him. So in school I get pretty good grades and I’m really into reading and writing but I don’t get so much time to do that because I’m always so busy with soccer and lacrosse. Most girls at my school are so rude and i haven’t even done anything to them, it's been like that my whole life but what can you do ig. Do to me getting bullied I have extreme depression and I tried to kill myself in 6th grade but I’m trying to get better. I have to take medication for but that only helps a little, the thing that helps the most is my friends and bf. So going back to my boyfriend, well his name is chance harsh. He has brown hair and beautiful, sultry, golden brown eyes. I've known him almost my whole life and he is the best thing that has happened to me. He is so funny and sweet it is just so amazing to see his smile. He lights my world up when it's darker than ever before we went through it all together and idk what I would do without him. I wish I was ready to give up my virginity to him but idk, I feel like I just can't no matter how much I want too for him. And lastly my 3 best friends, There names are Richael, Braden, and Jasmine. They are like my rocks they make life that much better for me. They are all different in their own ways. Going back to my family, so sometimes it's hard to balance both families out. I try so hard to give my time out equally. It’s really hard though because my dads live in Hawaii and my moms live in Oregon. I live with my mom though. I have an older sister who is in college, she never comes home but we text all the time. It’s really weird because both of my parents ended up being gay. Let’s just say the last few years of my life have been insane, but I’m gonna start for the begging...