Dear diary 28 January Well today was actually quite the day for me. Me and m

Dear diary 28 January Well today was actually quite the day for me. Me and my best friend Mellow (full name Mamello) were asking about my boyfriend Oscar cause well I haven't seen him at school lately and it's been almost a week. I miss him but I don't think he dose. I mean he's not showing that he's serious about this relationship , he's not even giving me attention or being the supportive boyfriend I need... well had. At this moment I wish I still had Sphe (my ex-boyfriend) with me. Even though he wasn't that serious atlest he cared about my feelings and had a way to make me laugh and giggle, I really loved him but thought I no longer needed him. Yh I'm stubborn i know. But Sphe changed.. he used to be this sensitive, shy but talkative, respectful, caring, funny, joyful, loving, hell'a cute guy. But know he burly even respects people or cares about anyone and he even said it himself "you've dated me for 8 months you should know I could be insensitive sometimes" , and "I'm gonna be the cruelest motherfucker you've ever met" , "I think you forgot who you're dealing with" argh!! He pushed my buttons saying that!! He just has a way of getting underneath my skin sometimes. You know he was a real sweetheart until he met Barbie. I think she's the reason he changed. Lele