Crush At First Sight

Chapter-4

Our practical exams had ended, and we had two hours of extra classes for Maths and Physics. During that time, I had a chat with my friend Saniya's benchmate, and I came to know that she was Preeti. I had asked her to tell Saniya that I wanted to talk to her regarding something.

The next day, I went to school to attend my Maths and Physics classes, and after that, we had a lunch break for the 11th graders. I was near the ground with my friends when I saw Saniya and Preeti together. Saniya had told Preeti everything about me, and they were standing a bit away from me. I stayed there for a while and then they both went inside the building. I went to my class with my friends and after a while, I saw Saniya and Preeti walking towards the exit. Our lunch break was over, and we were about to leave for our homes. They were standing near the exit gate, and I didn't have the courage to go and talk to them. Later, after their lunch was over, they went back to their class, and I left the school.

In the evening, Saniya‘s bench mate messaged me, saying that Saniya mentioned I could talk to her on Snapchat and gave me her Snapchat ID. It was the first time I used Snapchat that day. I used to talk to Saniya daily, but I didn't mention anything to her about Preeti. Saniya's reply was a bit rude, but I realized that Saniya is a good-natured girl with good behaviour.

The next day, I went to school with the intention of talking to Preeti about something I wanted to tell her, no matter what happens. That day was February 14, and during lunchtime, I was in the ground, but she was not visible. I had some strange thoughts that day, thinking that she might get angry at me or something like that. To put it simply, she reminded me of Billie Eilish, as she had an unpredictable nature, and I never knew when she could slap me. However, I always thought she had a good personality.

Lunchtime ended, but she still didn't show up. I thought I would meet her the next day, but when I got home, I found out that it was our last day of school. Our extra classes had been canceled, and I regretted not talking to her that day. I regretted the past and wished that I had talked to her that day and told her what I wanted to say. Unfortunately, I didn't get a chance to talk to her.

I used to talk to Saniya on Snapchat for some time and I even thought about telling her about Preeti, but I didn't say anything. After a few days, Saniya unfriended me on Snapchat for no reason and it really hurt me. Later, I got Saniya and Preeti's i********: IDs, but Preeti's account was deactivated due to exams. However, Saniya had already blocked me on i********: even though we had never talked on i********: before and I didn't even know her i********: ID. At that time, she had already found my ID and blocked me. All of this made me very sad. I felt like everyone was treating me as an enemy. I stopped using i********: as well because my exams had started.