Crush At First Sight

Chapter-5

I had one last exam left in Computer Science, and our teacher had called us to school for doubt clearance on March 18th. Before confirming my attendance, I checked the 11th class datesheet and saw that Preeti's exam was on March 20th. So, I made an excuse and scheduled my doubt class for that day instead. I thought I would get a chance to meet Preeti that day, but it didn't happen. I went to school and waited for the 11th class, not knowing what had happened to her. She had taken her exam and left before I could see her. When I asked some students, they told me that she had already left. My whole plan was ruined, and I couldn't talk to her or even see her. I regretted my decision and felt disappointed with myself again.

A few days later, Preeti returned to i********:. The next evening, I messaged her, thinking she would block me, but she replied. However, Preeti is very nice girl but she didn't know me maybe because of this she was not talking well, and I didn't have any topics to talk about. Neither did I know her well nor did she know me. We had a short conversation, but her one-word replies were enough for me. I was afraid that our conversation would end abruptly. I didn't say anything to Preeti, fearing that she might stop talking to me altogether.

And the same thing that I was afraid of happened; she blocked me at night. I didn't expect it, and maybe I was bothering him too. When I saw that she blocked me at night, it was the saddest thing for me. I couldn't sleep the whole night, and I couldn't believe that she blocked me.

I was trying to understand it as an i********: bug, so I checked on other devices, but deep down I knew what had happened. I was trying to console myself, but the truth was that she had indeed blocked me. I have been very upset since that day.

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Even after that day, I still check occasionally to see if Preeti has unblocked me. There is a glimmer of hope that she might unblock me, but I know deep down that she will never do it. It has been a month since she blocked me, and I am still blocked. I can only hope that someday she will accidentally unblock me.