Find My Place Emma And Her Alpha book1 part 1

Four days before “EMMA!” Hearing a deep old voice in the distance. I knew who it would be, dreading the hateful comment that would escape his mouth. My father was not the most pleasant man on the earth. They say he was one of the best and strongest alphas out there in his time. Baring a lot of scars on his hands and face. People feared him, no one bared to look at him. He was very unpredictable; you would never know what side you would get from him. “Yes, FATHER!” A sigh left my mouth, before I knew it, I was on the floor, my face now hurting, my father smacked me, causing my lip to bleed from the impact. “How many times have I told you!” My father delivers a kick to my stomach, I winched in pain not sure if that has caused a broken rib. “I’m sorry father, please forgive me.” Covering my mouth, realising I had more of a tone to it, my father’s face becomes so red, I knew I was in for it now. Delivering three hard kicks to my stomach. It became impossible to catch my breath. The pain was so unbearable tears ran from my eyes. My father laughed and called me weak, as he began to leave the room. Left on the floor. I wanted this to end, not wanting to be here. When I thought it was over. I see my father turn on his heals. Kneeling over, inches from my head. “You never learn do you Emma! I can hurt you, in so many ways.” Rubbing his hand over my hair, I wanted to pull away, but I knew my father would hurt me again. “You best hope you heal in time! I want you looking your best in two days’ time!” sending a shiver down my spine “I will be able to see which runt of an Omega, wants to take you. You would never be a Luna. Not that no one wants a cunt like you! I should have killed you when I had the chance. I would have picked my son over you.” The door slams shut as I hear him walking back down the hall. Hearing him continue to call me horrible names. My mother new of him hurting me but she never did anything to protect me. Staying with her head bowed down. I never felt any form of love from her, we don’t have a bond. But someday I wished we could. Picking myself of the floor heading to the bathroom. Making sure to quietly shut the door behind me, not wanting to give my father a reason to come back. Winching as I lifted my top to see how badly the damage was. Surprised that there were no broken ribs, am almost sure I would have. Looking at my face, I looked more like my mother, then my father. Long blonde curly hair and grey eyes, and body I hated. Well-toned and curvy but I was ashamed of it. But my father made sure to remind me every day no one will ever have me as their mate, because I was ugly. Times like this I would have gone to my best friend. Allowing the shower to warm up before climbing into it, I braced myself as the water hit’s my sore body. Using the wall as my support, I allowed the water to go down. Holding back a sob as it reaches my sides, the pain was unbearable, but not long after it began to soothe my body, a bit too much. My body slowly stopped throbbing. Staying in the shower as long as possible, my skin on my fingers were crinkled. Getting out of the shower, I stand in front of the mirror. I looked at my naked body. The bruises and the cut lip, where beginning to heal on their own. I forgotten as you get closer and closer to your eighteenth, your body started to adapt to being able to transform into a wolf. I hope the rumours where true. I only known some stuff about being a wolf, only because I accidently overheard the adults talk. If my father knew, I would be in so much trouble. My father never let anyone, new to becoming a wolf to learn anything. I wished I had someone to go talk too, I would have had my best friend, Natalie. But she was away with her family, but if my father new I had a friend he would have killed her. I was so nervous, for my first shift to my wolf. But then it hit me, I now know why my father wanted me to heal quickly. Because when you hit eighteen, he never allowed anyone that was coming of age to stay with the pack. They must be out of the pack. There is no delaying it, weather you were ready to leave or not. Either way, you were out. It was my father’s law. Running was out the question, because my father would have got his best hunters to find me. I was stuck with him for the next 4 days. I needed to escape as soon as my eighteenth has begun, I would be able to turn into my wolf form. Until then I could only wait. Ever since my twin had died just days after we were born. But because I survived, my father has hated me. He would much prefer a son. Walking in the surrounding forest, which hid us well. The trees where tall, there was a meadow that had a lake nearby. There was a place I loved sitting, it was a small rock, which allowed you to watch the water flow. If you sat quiet, you could see animals coming to it, I wish I was as free as they were. The smell of pine filled my nose with the mix of dirt, I loved the area we lived in. I thought it was the best place to be. If only my father was not the way he was, how he treated me, I wish he were more of a father to me then a bully. I never thought I would have a father that hated me so much. If I weren’t so scared, I would ask him, but it would have been pointless as I already know the reason, I wasn’t a boy, he always wanted a son. But every question and answer I gave always ended up with me getting hurt. I hated him. I wanted, to talk to my mother. I wanted to have that bond, like Natalie has with hers. To be able to tell her how I am feeling. But my father has her following him, wherever he goes. I knew she feared my father, I just wish she would stand up, tell him to stop. It was hard to tell if she did love me, or my father more. I led myself to believe that she loved him out of fear. I was scared, I don’t want to leave. This place was all I know, but I knew I had no choice.