What Happened to you?

Hi guys! I am really excited about this book this first chapter will mostly just be about how Aroura started and her beginnings just so you kind of get a feel for who she is and whats going on in her head and with her. love you all! -Addi        The last time I remember looking in the mirror I was 13 I remember my eyes. One of them is a bright icy blue and the other is purple but like when you look at it for long enough it's like you can see the whole galaxy I use to think that it was beautiful but after years of my dad saying that I was ugly and that my eyes were gross and that mom died because she was so ashamed of the daughter that she never wanted. I quickly grew to hate my eye's that I could never escape not even when I shift. I don't remember much of my mom, I was 3 when she died and I can't remember her at all except I know I was named after her. I think that I look like her but I only remember parts of her like her hair which was platinum blonded because of her ferdeliae heritage. I have her hair color and one of her eyes the blue one. I know that from the picture I saw of her when I was 4 which now I can barely remember. I hate that I can't remember her but I know that it's probably for the best because her death would probably just hurt worse if I could.       Anyway, I am about 5'2 or 5'3 at most, and I have natural platinum blonde hair that goes down to my butt cause I haven't cut it in almost three years. I have a white fluffy tail and cat ears, that I can retract the tail and replace the ears with human ones. My wolf is smaller than most wolves and is completely white but don't let my size disarm you because my wolf lorra is feisty and mean and absolutely takes no one's s**t, that's my favorite part about her because I don't like confrontation. I also have a cat form which is about the size of a mountain lion and she is also white and fluffy but Mya is an absolute b***h and she is worst than Lorra I have learned. but I have been with her since I was 10 and I got used to it.  That is the first glimpse the next chapter will get into the real story. There is a point of view changes and violence in the next chapter just a little warning for my younger viewers. All my love to you my readers.  -Addi