I will always love you

soon as I realized how I have always been a sexslave and a maid to him and nothing more. I wanted the divorce papers immediately. as I stared at him a while he bragged about all his actions, I felt anger burning up. and my heart and chest began to hurt. you looked at him while tears dropped down from your eyes. you build up the courage to ask. so Leon everything she said was the truth. are you f*****g kidding me? tears dropped down more. she is John's wife. Leon, you think it's a joke?. you f*****g slept with a my brother's wife. he fell speechless and looked at you straight in the eyes. don't speak to me in that manner amily. he said as he punched the wall. you felt very scared and flinched. he didn't see anything wrong in what he did. how can you be this cruel? Leon you are coward and you are a ungrateful infidel man. you felt the pressure of hand on your face. you lost balance. you fell to the ground. your eyes widen. your body vibrated as you touch your nose. blood kept pouring out. you went blank. amily!! he called out your name. you woke up in a white room. you could smell different medicine from where you lie down you instantly felt sick. you tried to process all that had happened. you couldn't help but blame yourself for ignoring all the red flags signs in him before getting married. you could feel your late sister laughing at your face. you couldn't blame anyone for your mistakes even though you where pressured to marry him. tears dropped down from your eyes slowly, you sat up and placed your hands on your face trying to clean the tears. you remembered how he reacted to so many things. you felt very helpless at that point. you didn't want to turn to your parents for help and you had no one. amily pov: so how will I ever face anyone, I have ignored all he has done to me. the abuse the manner. I failed. you said crying so hard. you thought you and jeromen had a perfect marriage but you where just being delusional. he never treated you like a wife. and it's been three years since you both got married. your parents had similar relationship with each other. and you felt the kindness he showed you was love. I am a fool; you said hitting your chest. you felt very betrayed. when you realized how you where the only person trying to improve your marriage your heart hurts the more.