Fight for me

Chapter Thirteen

After we packed our things up we walked down to the lobby to check out. I stood behind James as he spoke french to the man behind the service desk, getting instantly turned on. 

I looked around the lobby, admiring our beautiful surrounds. To our right were two large glass doors that opened to the hotels restaurant, it was decorated with reds, gold's and wood. To our left, just off from the service desk were two glass faced fridges filled with beverages, assorted sandwiches and snacks and next to them was a sunglasses rack and shelving that held information pamphlets. My gaze wandered over to the large bar and lounge and noticed a man on his phone, every so often he would cast his eyes over to us, I shouldn't have thought anything of it but something about the man made me stand on edge. 

I wrapped my arms around James and whispered "Don't make it obvious. But there's a man over there who keeps looking at us" I felt James's body tense. I removed my arms from around him and walked over to the sunglasses, grabbing the first pair I seen I walked back and placed them on his face 

"You'd look so good in these" I said a little loudly realising I had picked a pair of red heart shaped glasses. 

He moved his head to face me while looking over my shoulder at the man. He smiled at me and pulled me into his body

"We need to get moving" he said. 

I placed the sunglasses back and James quickly finished checking out. He wrapped his arms around my waist and walked off towards the car park. 

"Do you think he knew who we were?" I asked as we got in the car. James turned the ignition on and started reversing out 

"Yes, he followed us out" he replied. 

I looked around but couldn't see anyone. As we pulled out onto the main road again I noticed a blue truck following us. 

"What do we do?" I asked. 

"We lose him" he said. 

The car was some distance away from us as James pushed on the accelerator 

"Do you know that guy?" I asked 

"He looked familiar, but I wasn't sure" he said as he quickly turned left into an empty street. 

He sped through it and quickly made another sharp left turn, I looked behind us but couldn't see the truck anywhere. My heart was racing as James continued to speed through the streets making so many turns I lost track of where we were. After a while we found our way on to a back road that would lead us out of town and we drove fast until James was certain we had lost him. 

The car was silent for a long time, every now and then I would look over at James and see his face was scrunched up as if he was thinking of something painful. As he continued to stay silent I grew nervous 

"What is it?" I asked 

"What baby?" 

"What are you thinking about? Why do you look like you've just heard the worst news in the world?" 

He was silent, and it only made my nerves grow. He was about to say something horrible, I could feel it. 

"I think... I think we should contact Nat and take her up on her offer to just relocate one of us. I think you should take her offer" 

"What!?" I yelled "Have you lost your god damn mind? I'm not leaving you. I can't leave you. No, there is no way" 

"Rosa, it's not safe with me. I told you I'd do everything I could to protect you and I think this is what we need to do" He said trying to reason with me but i wouldn't have it.

"No" I yelled and crossed my arms against my chest "No" 

Suddenly James slammed on the breaks, causing me to fall forward a little and he pulled off to the side of the road. He turned to face me but I couldn't look at him 

"Listen, it's what's best for you and it won't be forever, just until Nat can figure something out. Your mine to protect, I'm the one who dragged you into all of this and I'm going to be the one to get you out of it" 

I quickly spun my head to face him, tears pooling in my eyes 

"Don't say that, you sound like you've already made up your mind. I'm not doing it, I won't" I said stubbornly 

"Stop!" He yelled angrily "Think about this! You will get relocated, you'll be safe and then as soon as I can I'll be there with you. It's the only way Rosa" 

"We were supposed to be safe here!" I screamed "And look at us, on the run, sleeping in sleazy motel rooms and running from anyone who eyes us the wrong way. We won't be safe! We will never be safe but at least we will be together" I grabbed his face in my hands starring into his eyes "The only way we can get through this is together" I said trying to calm myself down but tears escaped my eyes and ran down my cheeks. 

He unbuckled both our seat belts and grabbed hold of me pulling me into his lap so I straddled him. 

"There not after you Rosa, there after me. As long as your away from me you'll be safe" 

"No" I cried over and over. He held me tight as I cried into his shoulder. I was breathing uncontrollably, my emotions ripping holes inside of me. I couldn't do this without him, how could he possibly think that. My sadness turned to anger and I wiped away my tears 

"It's not going to happen. f**k you for even thinking of it" 

"f**k me?" He said, anger vibrating off of him 

"Yes f**k you!" I said trying to match his anger, I wanted him to know he has pissed me off, that he had hurt me "Your only thinking of yourself right now. How you'd be to blame if something happened to me 'oh I just couldn't live with myself if it was my fault Rosa got hurt'" I said trying to mimic him "so f**k you! I survived it once I can do it a f*****g gain" 

We stared at each other, anger radiating off both of eyes. Our chests heaving for breath as we glared. Suddenly his strong hands gripped my waist and he threw me into the back seat, I screamed at the sudden movement as my face smashed into the seat and my ass hit the back rest. I heard the sound of a car door slamming shut then another one opening. I felt James's hands grab hold of my hips as he pulled my pants down to rest on my knees. He spanked me, hard and I screamed out not at all prepared for the blow. My anger dissipating as my need for him grew, he didn't make me count the blows out loud but in my head he was up to 9. The 10th blow struck me harder then all the rest and I felt myself begin to cry. God damn it I was so sick of crying! He didn't stop though he placed another hard smack and I could feel my arousal coating my thighs from the pain 

"You think you can talk to me like that and not get punished for it?" He yelled at me followed by another hard blow, he continued to hit the same spot over and over again, I tried to wiggle around to move forward out of his reach but he would just drag me back again. The pain started to get too much

"I'm sorry" I cried "please stop" 

He placed the 20th and final blow right on top of all the others, I screamed at the pain 

"I don't think you've learnt your lesson" he said climbing in behind me. 

He ripped my knees from under me so I was laying flat on the seat and grabbed hold off my ass cheeks pushing them up to expose me, he quickly sank his c**k inside and started to pound me into the seat. He was hard and rough, it didn't feel like him. He was letting his anger take charge and using me for a release. I tried to grab at anything I could to hold on but he grabbed my wrists in one hand and held them at the small of my back. 

Still pounding into me he started spanking me again. I buried my face into the seat as I screamed from both pain and pleasure, I could feel my core began to ache and grow and I knew i was on the verge of cumming 

"Can I c*m daddy" I cried as I felt my body tighten ready to explode 

"No you may f*****g not" he grunted "This isn't for you, it's for me" 

I felt my fire diminish just a little as he started filling me with his seed 

"What? No daddy please" I begged but he collapsed on top of me, breathing hard from his release. 

He pulled out of me and slammed the back door shut behind him, leaving me with my pants down and full of his c*m. He opened the front door and began driving again. I started crying, but tried to stay silent. It was the first time in our relationship that he made me feel used, like I was just a sleeve for him to c*m in whenever he wanted. 

I slowly started to move and pull my pants up but the fabric of them made my ass burn even more, so I just lay there. I thought about what I had said and my heart began to hurt. I let my anger towards him get the best of me and I said things that were not true, just to hurt him. This was my fault and I felt terrible. Time seamed to tick by but I couldn't bring myself to say anything, was he right? Was the best thing for both of us to do was relocate me first? Fresh tears started to pool at the thought of being separated from him but he always seamed to know what was best for me, why should now be any different. I was letting my emotions take over and not thinking clearly. He said it wouldn't be forever, that we would be reunited once again and as hard as it would be maybe this is what needed to be done. 

"Are you okay?" I heard his soft voice ask 

"No" I said removing my head from the comfort of the seat "I'm sorry, I didn't mean anything I said. I..I was angry and I.." 

"It's okay angel. You let your emotions get the best of you. It's killing me too thinking of being away from you" 

"Do you really think it will work?" I asked hoping beyond all hope he said no. He paused for a moment 

"I do" was all he said. 

"And it won't be forever?" I asked 

"No baby, I promise you" 

I took a deep breath before saying "Okay, I'll do it" 

I pushed through the pain and pulled my pants up, slowly I started to climb over the seats to sit back in the passengers side. I could feel James's seed inside of me leaking out and soaking into my panties and my denied Orgasm from earlier came back with a vengeance. I tried to ignore it, I didn't think James would be willing to pull over again  just to get me off so I didn't say anything. I bit my bottom lip and tried to clamp my thighs together for some friction to dull my ache. I noticed James look over at me and I turned to him noticing his small grin. 

I squinted my eyes at him "What?" I asked 

"Nothing angel" he smiled, flashing his perfect white teeth at me. He knew, he licked his lips before saying "Do you have something to ask me?"  

Of course he knew! He could read my body like a book, he knew I needed my release. 

"I don't know what your talking about" I said as I shifted my legs trying to calm my aching body down. I winced as I sat on my one sore ass cheek and need shot through me, i moaned. 

He chuckled at me "Okay, if you say so" 

I stayed silent, but the need was getting too much "Daddy" I said softly 

"Yes baby girl?" He answered, amusement lacing his words. 

I huffed out my frustration "Are you really going to make me ask?" 

"Ask what baby girl?" He was enjoying this. 

I felt my cheeks heat as I spoke "Can you please f**k me again?" I asked and he shot me a look of pure joy 

"No, but I give you permission to finish yourself off" he said with a smile. 

My whole body heated at the thought of touching myself in front of him, I bit my lip harder. Slowly I started to remove my bottoms and discarded them to the floor, the cool air hit my heat, sending a thrill through me. I moved to rest my back against the car door and rest one leg on the dash board, I was completely open and on display to him. 

I slowly started to circle my fingers around my c**t and noticed James shift in his seat, readjusting himself. I let out a soft moan as I continued to tease myself. I used my free hand to start massaging my breasts and whimpered at my touch, it wasn't enough. I released my breast and slowly trailed my fingers down towards my entrance, I slid two fingers inside and groaned at the feel. I tried to mimic the way James did it having never fingered myself before but it wasn't the same. I found myself getting more and more worked up but my release seamed so far away. 

I moaned out daddy hoping he could sense my frustration and right on queue he pulled my fingers away and replaced them with his. I moaned loudly as he worked his magic inside of me 

"Pinch your n*****s baby and rub harder on that c**t of yours" he commanded and I obeyed. 

My eyes fell heavy as I felt myself on the edge. I pinched myself harder, trying desperately to get there. I was so worked up my mind clouded, I couldn't concentrate on anything around me. I needed more, there was something missing and I couldn't figure out what it was. 

He groaned as he increased the rhythm of his fingers. "Come on baby, you can do it" he said. 

"Daddy I..I" I tried to speak but I was so on edge I couldn't form words. 

"c*m baby girl" he commanded "Now" and suddenly that void was filled. My orgasm ripped through me, my fingers and toes curling as I screamed my much needed release. 

My entire body tensed up and my release felt never ending 

"That's my girl" I vaguely heard James praise "That's my f*****g girl" 

I felt euphoric, my body was wound so tight that my release was beyond intense. I gasped for air as i started to come down and started breathing heavy. 

I started to smile as I looked at James, his face radiating with the biggest grin like he was proud of me for cumming. 

"New you could do it" he said 

"With your help though" I chuckled. 

All of a sudden I felt my emotions from earlier come back and hit me, my face dropped. I had been so focused on my arousal that I couldn't think of anything else 

"I..I couldn't do it without you" I said

His smile wavered a little. 

"f**k, that's what it's going to be like it, isn't it? That's why you wanted me to do it myself. To see if I could and I f*****g couldn't" 

He pulled his slow massaging fingers from me and sucked them clean, my stomach clenched watching him. 

"You'll be okay angel" he tried to reassure. 

"How long? How long will we be apart?" I asked 

"I don't know, a few weeks, maybe a month" he said trying to sound convincing, but I could tell even he wasn't sure. 

"Daddy, I don't think.." 

"It's what needs to be done" he interrupted. 

I closed my legs and bent down to out my pants back on, pulling them up I winced at the pain on my ass cheek 

"Are you okay?" He asked as he placed his hand on my thigh. 

"Yeah, f*****g peachy" 

We stayed silent for a while until we seen a sign for another town, we traded in our car again for a new one and while the paperwork was being finalised James walked off to make the call to his sister. We hopped in our new car and drove off. 

"So?" I asked

"So.. there will be a plane waiting for you tomorrow night a few more hours away" 

"And what will you do?" I asked 

"I'll keep running Rosa. I'll be okay as long as I know you are safe" 

"And how will I know your okay?" I asked as fresh tears clouded my vision 

"Baby trust me when I say, I will find my way back to you. You fought for me, for us, now it's my turn. Can you trust me when I say that?" When I didn't say anything he looked towards me "Trust me baby girl. It won't be forever. I promise you" 

I could only nod as my tears fell. Tomorrows the day, my chest ached at the thought and i felt so empty. I sobbed silently as I starred out the window, we had been driving all day and soon it was dusk. James found another sleazy motel for us to stay in when he couldn't drive any longer, I offered to take over but he refused. He had driven this entire time and I felt horrible, it must be taking its toll on him. I sat on the bed as he turned the shower on and came to sit by me 

"We will be okay baby" he said 

"Yeah" was all I could manage. 

My tears had run dry, i felt like i wanted to cry but i had none left in me to give. 

"Come on" he said standing and holding his hand out to me. 

I placed mine in his and we walked to the bathroom. He kissed my lips softly as he held my cheek in his palm 

"I love you Rosa, forever and always"

I couldn't speak right now, my emotions getting the best of me, so I just kissed him. I kissed him with so much need and urgency, trying desperately to forget about the day ahead of us. He placed his hands under the Hem of my shirt and removed it from my body. He slowly caressed up and down my waist as he kissed me, my hands tangled in his hair. He trailed his fingers around to my back, leaving goosebumps as he went. He unhooked my bra and eased it off my shoulders, letting it fall. I moved my hands to discard his shirt and started unbuttoning his pants, he caught my hands as I unzipped his fly. 

He dropped to his knees and removed my yoga pants, followed by my underwear. Slowly he placed kisses up both my thighs finishing at my seam. I closed my eyes, focusing on his touch. Suddenly he pulled my leg up and flung it over his shoulder, I grabbed hold of the wall behind me to steady myself as he started licking up and down my folds. I let out a soft moan at his gentle touch, but it was quickly becoming not enough. I fisted my hands in his hair again, pushing, imploring him to delve into me but he grabbed my wrists and held them still against my sides. I whimpered as my need grew and felt my arousal escape me 

"Please daddy" I begged 

"I got you baby" he said before sucking my core into his mouth. 

I gasped, pushing my hips into him. Slowly he started kissing down my folds, sucking and licking as he went until finally he reached my entrance. He delved his tongue inside me deep and I moaned so loud at the pleasure pulsing through me. He let go of one of my wrists and used his thumb to rub circles around my core, the pressure building inside of me. I gasped in air as his teeth nicked me and felt myself near explode 

"Please daddy" I begged "can I c*m?" 

He removed his tongue, still rubbing me, and looked into my eyes. 

"Yes baby, from now un..until were together again I give you permission. c*m as much and as many times as you like. Understood?" 

I quickly nodded my head, my heart aching at his words. He was quick to delve his tongue back inside of me and my body took over. Replacing my heart ache with passion, with love and I exploded around his tongue. He quickly removed his pants before picking me up and walking into the shower, the water was hot but I welcomed the burn as he picked my thigh up to rest it on his hip. He quickly sunk two fingers inside of me, massaging fast and hard. He kissed me and I moaned into his mouth, I could feel his love for me but also his urgency. 

I reached down and started fisting his rock hard c**k. He groaned as I increased my rhythm 

"I love you baby girl. I love you so f*****g much" he grunted and I felt my need built. I was panting uncontrollably 

"I.. I love you too" I managed to breath out as another orgasm hit me. 

I clamped around his fingers and my pleasure ripped through me. I felt him remove his fingers and pull himself from my hand, suddenly he was filling me, he started to pound inside as my high hit new levels. I was gasping for air, feeling every last electric shock shoot through me. As my high started to calm I suddenly got the urge to taste him and I pulled my leg from his grasp and dropped to my knees. I held his girth in my hands before swallowing him into my mouth, moaning as the taste of both of us mixed together. 

He grunted as his hips trust into my mouth 

"Baby girl" he moaned 

"Let me taste you daddy" I breathed before I tried to swallow him. He placed his hand in my hair, guiding me in and out, each time i swallowed more and more, but he was so long, so thick my throat couldn't accommodate him. I gagged as tears run down my cheeks. I hollowed my cheeks and sucked as hard as I could as my head bobbed. 

"f**k, baby" he groaned out and it spurred me on. 

Just when he was at the back of my throat i swallowed and almost all of his length penetrated me. Tears poured from my eyes, my breathing stopped as I continued sucking 

"f**k, yes baby I'm, I'm going to c*m" he warned and my vision started blur. I didn't dare move, wanting more then anything for him to fill me. His body tensed, and he yelled out my name. I could feel my body start to numb as the lack of oxygen took its hold on me, my eyes were open but all I could see was was spots of darkness.  

Suddenly he pulled himself from me and we sunk to the floor. 

"Rosa! Rosa" I vaguely registered James calling out "Breath baby" he said and I gasped in a breath of air, my vision finally coming back to me.

I giggled "Daddy?" I questioned, the lack of oxygen sending a new found high through me. My body was tingling and I looked up to notice his smile 

"What was that?" He asked, smiling from ear to ear. 

I giggled again as I jumped on to him "I..I couldn't breath" I laughed and he chuckled along with me 

"Enjoy that did we?" He asked and I positioned my hips a top his c**k, quickly plunging my self onto him, I moaned 

"Yes daddy, I live for getting you off" 

I started grinding myself into him were he sat. 

"f**k baby, what are you doing to me" he groaned louder. 

I couldn't explain what was going through my mind, because honestly I didn't know. All I could feel was the need to make love to him, to make him know that I was his and he was mine. I pushed him down so that he lay flat against the floor and f****d him as hard and as long I could. I felt myself building again and he reached down to rub my c**t, I thought of his words, his command allowing me to c*m and before I knew I was cumming, hard and intense. 

My mind clouded from the pleasure and my limbs shook. I screamed out for him, my body tensing and I couldn't move anymore. 

"Yes baby" he groaned as he sat up and stood us both up. He almost ran to the bed before collapsing into it, ramming himself inside me. 

He plunged deeper into me and my orgasm took on a mind of its own. I screamed so loud my ear drums started to ring, my body spamming as I tried desperately to breath in some air. My lungs grew tight as he continued plunging himself into me. I couldn't breath, couldn't think. My all consuming high completely obliterating my senses. I could only feel pleasure as he steadied his strokes. My orgasm finally finding it's peace I breathed in a hard gulp of much needed air. 

James collapsed next to me, completely removing himself from inside of me. We lay breathless for what seamed like hours but was more likely seconds. He slowly rolled to his side and wrapped an arm around my waist, pulling me to him. 

"Baby, that was.. it was.." 

"I know" I breathed. "Perfect" I quickly turned to face him. My body still raging with adrenaline. 

I caressed down his body, tickling every hard ab and crevasse. The fog my brain was in slowly started to clear and thoughts of what was to come hit me. 

My breathing steadied as pain started to take over 

"Don't" I heard James say "Don't think about it. We are here, together right now. That's all that matters" he said and I forced myself to smile. 

I rolled into him, wrapping my legs and arms around him, I held him tight. I felt my emotions building the longer I held him and couldn't control the sob that escaped my mouth. 

"Shh baby, it's okay. I promise it will all be okay" James tried to reassure but only made me ache more. 

I tried so hard to be strong for him, to show him that I would be okay, I rubbed my eyes willing the tears away. He held me as I tried to regain my feelings 

"I'm okay" I said very unconvincingly, he traced the frame of my face as we starred into each other's eyes. 

I noticed his eyes start to get heavy and I could tell he was getting tired. I pulled at the blankets and covered us with them 

"Get some sleep daddy, I love you" I said placing a soft kiss on his lips. 

"Mmm, love you to angel" he hummed. 

I was usually always the first one to fall asleep and it was nice getting to study him while he slept. I lay there for a while before I realised we left the shower running, I slowly rolled from his grasp and he let out a small sound of protest before rolling over. I walked to the bathroom and turned the taps off. I thought about my aunt, she would never forgive me if I didn't phone and let her know I was leaving, so I walked out and rummaged through our bag, pulling out my dressing gown I threw it on and grabbed the disposable phone James used to contact Nat with. 

I quietly opened the door, and walked out into the night air. It was chilly and there was some sort of terrible smell lingering in the air. I dialled my aunt, not noticing how late it was until I heard her sleepy voice 

"Hello?" She answered 

"Hey it's me" i said

"Rose? What's going on, why are you calling me so late?" She sounded worried. 

"Everything is okay, I just.. I just needed to let you know that we are leaving Paris tomorrow" 

"What?" She exclaimed loudly "Why? We're are you?" All remnants of sleeping leaving her voice 

"We are a few hours out side Paris" I lied "It's just something we need to do" 

"Are you in trouble? Let me help Rose. Tell me where you are and I'll come get you"

I sighed "I'm sorry we didn't get to say goodbye first" 

"Tell me were you are Rose" she demanded and I had never heard her speak like that before 

"I..I don't really know. I wasn't paying attention to the signs" I admitted. 

She was silent for a moment "Why do you have to leave so soon? You only just got here" she asked, her voice soothing to the soft tone she was accustomed to 

"I'm really sorry, but I'll keep in touch, every Sunday I'll still call. I'm just so happy we got to see each other while I was here" 

"I'm glad we did too" she said with a sigh 

"I'll let you get back to sleep" I said, if we kept talking I was sure to start crying again and I was so sick of tears 

"Love you Rose" she said 

"Love you too" I replied before hanging up. 

I took in a deep breath and regretted it, the smell filling my nostrils. I cringe and quietly walked back inside. 

I discarded my robe and hopped into bed to cuddled up to James back. It felt like forever but sleep finally took me and I dozed off into my first dreamless sleep in days. 

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I woke to James rummaging through our bag, his face filled with agony 

"What is it?" I asked through a yawn. 

He froze at the sound of my voice before walking over to sit by me. He tucked away the messy strands of hair that sleep had messed up before giving me a weak smile 

"Nat called" he said and a small ounce of hopped pricked my skin, maybe she wasn't able to relocate me after all? We would have no choice but to stay together 

"Your planes going to be ready sooner then we thought" and just like that my heart fell. 

"How much sooner?" I asked 

"A few hours" He said

I looked over at the clock and noticed it was 6am. My brows furrowed together 

"No, she said tonight. We.. We.." I didn't know what I was going to say, it felt like I was trying to talk him out of something he had no control over. 

"I know baby" he said glumly. "It's about an hour and a half's drive from here, so we still have a little time" 

I jumped from my spot in the bed and wrapped myself around him. He held me tight as the reality of the situation hit me, in a few hours I would have to leave him and there was no certainty of when we would see each other again. I didn't want to kiss him, I didn't want to make love to him, I just wanted to hold him. We stayed like that for a while, soaking in each other's presence before he moved his head and let go of my body. He grasped my cheeks in his palm and kissed me softly, 

"Are you hungry?" He asked and I closed my eyes 

"No" 

"Shower?" 

I shook my head. He kissed me again and i opened my mouth for him. I moved my hands to hold his face and felt a small tear escape his eye, my heart felt as though it dropped to my stomach and I couldn't hold the tears back any more. I cried, he started kissing me harder while using his thumbs to wipe at my cheeks. My entire body felt as though I'd run a marathon, I was aching all over and my gut felt like I'd been punched. I couldn't handle it 

"Come with me?" I asked breaking our kiss. 

"I can't baby, we need to do this the right way. If I come it will just put you in more danger" 

"I don't care! I don't f*****g care" I sobbed "I can't do it, I can't" 

He moved his hands to cup mine and gradually slid them down to hold them, he brought my left hand up and kissed the ring on my finger 

"You can baby, you are the strongest person on this earth" 

I cried harder 

"Hey, it's going to be okay" he said wiping away my tears "Stop that angel. We will be together again soon" he said with a small smile. I tried to steady my breathing, to stop my tears "That's it baby" he said, his voice so low and kind. 

He picked me up and walked over to sit me on the small dresser against the wall at the end of the bed. He kissed my forehead before walking over to our bags and pulling out some clothes for me. He kissed every inch of me as he dressed me, which I was thankful for, I don't think my aching body could handle such a small task. 

"Ready?" He asked and I shook my head, starring at the ground. He used his index finger to lift my chin "You will be okay angel" he said trying to reassure me. I felt like a child who was being taken care of, he was being so sweet, so gentle with me. 

"I'm not worried about me" I whispered 

"We will both be okay" he said

 "Promise?" I asked.

 "Promise" he said kissing my forehead. 

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I was starring out the window, waiting for the inevitable to happen. I was shocked at how quickly the time had passed when James announced that we had about 10 minuets left. My gut wrenched and I couldn't handle it 

"Stop" I yelled "Just stop the car. Please" I begged.

 He eyed me with worry as he pulled over. I jumped into his lap and started kissing him 

"Please" I begged "I need you, please" 

He didn't say a word as we awkwardly removed one of my legs from my pants I reached down to free him as he held my underwear to the side. I sunk myself into him, gasping at the pain of not being fully ready for him. I sealed my lips to his as I rode him, hard and fast. We groaned into each other as we both hit our climax together. 

It was short, sweet and I needed it. I always felt so connected to him when we were making love, like two souls who finally found their missing piece. He continued to kiss me sweetly while grabbing the back of my head, holding me to him.

 It was time to face reality, I willed myself to be strong, I repeated in my head that it would only be for a few weeks and then we would be back together like nothing ever happened. I sighed as he loosened his grip on me, and I sat back against the steering wheel. 

"It won't be forever baby and we will get through this, stronger then ever" 

I gave him a weak smile and nodded before moving back to my seat. I felt him leaking from me and soaking my panties, but I didn't care. We drove to an empty plane yard, much like the first one we had been too and James helped me out of my seat. He carried my duffel for me as we walked to the plane, the pilot walked down the stairs to greet us 

"Mrs Grey?" He asked and I nodded "Right this way" he said gesturing towards the planes stairs. 

I turned to hug James, I held him as tight as I could and he held me with the same ferocity. I started to cry again, this was it. The last time I would see him in, God knew how long. He unwrapped his arms from me and held my face in his hands, I noticed his tears and they spurred on more of my own 

"Remember how strong you are Rosa, you can do this. I'll see you again soon angel. I promise you" 

I started nodding my head, "I love you daddy" I wept 

"I know baby girl, I love you too" he gave me one more hard kiss and turned me around "Don't have too much fun without me and be a good girl" he said before smacking my ass. 

I giggled through my tears "I'll think about it" I said and heard him chuckle. I walked towards the stairs and turned to face him just as I reached the bottom step. He nodded and gave me a smile. I drew in a deep breath before turning and walking in. 

The interior was almost identical to the first plane we had been on, except this one had a booth seat behind the single chairs. I sat on the chair closest to the side James was on and looked out to him. I placed my hand against the glass, my tears flowing uncontrollably. I heard the pilot close the door and mumbled something to me but I wasn't listening, I was too focused on James. 

I felt as the plane started to back out and rubbed at my face, it was then I noticed two black SUV's speeding into the plane field 

"No" I whispered, not believing what I was seeing. 

"NO" I screamed as I started banging on the window. James turned to look behind him noticing the cars and froze 

"RUN" I screamed louder. He turned to look at me, not moving, his face was filled with despair. 6 men holding guns ran from their vehicles and started aiming them at him, I kept screaming no as he dropped to his knees with his hands behind his head, never breaking his eye contact with me 

"Stop the plane" I screamed out to the pilot but he couldn't hear me 

"PLEASE" I screamed louder as I watched the men hit James over the back of the head with something and he fell to the ground. 

My eyes widened in disbelief, no, this wasn't happening. 

It couldn't be.