Secret To Be Unfold

The sun is about to set, the golden colour of the sky is making this evening even more gorgeous, and the fresh ocean breeze gives me some kind of peacefulness. He is lying next to me on the sand with his closed eyes and listening to the sea shore. I can see the calmness in his face, the usual furious anger face was gone and now it is glowing like a diamond. It show's his well-defined perfect face. Every girl's dream boy. He is a mixture of beauty and the devil. Because of his beautiful blue eyes and his devil nature. He is my crush since childhood. He doesn't know how I feel towards him and I wish he never knows about it. Because he thinks that every girl will fall for him and I don't want to be on that list. For me, he is "DEVIL BLUE". It's the nickname I have given to him. It's cute right.. ya i know. He opened his eyes and turned toward me with a shining smile. Oh, s**t is he smiling at me, is it real or I am dreaming about it? The devil man I know is lovingly smiling at me, the emotions on his face are different which is very unknown to me. He gets up and sits in front of me looking straight into my eyes. He stays like that for a few minutes and I can see so many expressions showing on his face like he is communicating with himself. I feel like his eye colour is changing, maybe my mind is playing with me. His staring continued and made me kinda discomfort, So I avert my eyes from his face to the sea. Suddenly, he captured my face with his both hands and looked straight into my eyes trying to find if I am okay. The sudden action caused my breathing to stop and I look at him with shocked eyes. When he got that I am just shy due to this position he gives me his killing smile, this time it gave me some tickling sensation in my stomach. I don't know what's happening to me it's like he is completely controlling me. Then he takes one hand from my face and moves my hair from my face to the back of my ear. I forgot to breathe whole this time following his action. He has a smirky smile plastered on his face like he knows his effect on me. His eyes were studying my expression like he is trying to read my inner mind. I can see that he is enjoying the effect of him on me. I felt like an open book in front of him. I hate his effect of him on me. Suddenly his face changed and he looked at me with sorrowful eyes. Like there is something concerning him. Then he touched his forehead with mine and take a deep breath. We stay for there like few minutes. He then looks up and kisses me on the forehead. His all-action seems to be foreign to me. He is the person who used to give me cold shoulder now showing his loving version. What happens to him, is he the person I used to know? " I am sorry Ray... I know you are confused about everything happening and you want to know where I was whole these years" " You need to know that I loved you and l also know about your feelings towards me, which I try to avoid whole these years" "Yeah... I am a jerk... and I don't deserve you. You deserve happiness in life and it's not going happen with me, because I am a monster" " l need to protect you. The only way is to stay away from you and it's good that you forget about me and our love". " This is the only way I can save you" " So you are going to forget all of it and go on with your life." Just then he suddenly captured my lips with his and kissed me for eternity. My whole body shivered with some kind of electric shock. I was just consumed by so many feelings with my closed eyes and when I opened them I was sitting alone on my bed. Of course, I was dreaming the whole time. Every time the same dream why? And this is the only dream which I remember completely and I don't know why. Isn't that we usually forget our dreams maybe remember a little bit of them, I don't know. Every time he come into my dream and told me whole crap that he loves me and he is protecting me. l don't know the guy who hated me my whole life, suddenly appearing in my dream and saying he loves me. What is it?. He is a person who has gone from my life over the years, without any reason. I don't know what happened to him, maybe Dav, my cousin knows something. He always gets angry when anyone brings up his name. Maybe something happened. I don't know. But why he is coming into my dreams after whole these years and telling me that he knows my feelings towards him. No way, that is not possible. He never knew it when he was in our life and now suddenly he gets that, I don't think so and I don't feel any feeling towards him. Because l move on, l just completely forgot about him until these dreams started to appear. Suddenly my cell phone started to ring and woke me up from my thoughts, I am not feeling to attend it. I feel so much tired to talk because of yesterday's night party. l went back to bed again. The phone started to ring again after a few minutes.