Lover Turned Killer

        I woke up in a cell. I couldn’t remember a damn thing from last night but there's a girl sitting next to me in my cell. She has her head rested on my thighs. Whoever she is i clearly met her last night but i was so drunk i don't even remember going up to the bar. Ugh. I rest my head against the concrete behind my head. I rested my hand on the girls head and rubbed her hair trying to gently wake her. Eventually she came to and shot me a groggy smile. She rested her head against the wall and said in a soft and sweet voice “you probably don't remember me but you will eventually.” I looked at her with a confused look as she said “once you sober up” . I looked down at my hands and there was a long but thin cut across my palm. “Do you know where this came from?” I ask , showing her my palm. She looked up at me and let out a soft sigh, it was barely audible and said “yeah...you sure you wanna know” i looked at the sweet girl sitting next to me and said “what did i join a cult or something?” we both laughed and it faded out “no” she said with a giggle “we were playing truth or dare-in a group- and you kinda pissed off this weird emo chick and she dared you to cut your palm. She didn't think you would do it-none of us did- but there was nothing to cut with so you grabbed an empty wine glass and hit it against the table and it shattered. You looked directly at her as you placed it on your palm and ...cut your palm all while staring at her. Your facial expression never faltered, never changed. Not even for a split second.” i looked at her with tired eyes and said “damn. My head is killing me. When do we get out of here?” I looked at her and she shrugged her shoulders. I grimace at the sharp pain that shot through the side of my head, squeezing my eyes shut trying to ignore the pain . I heard keys jingling and when i opened my eyes there was an officer opening a cell beside ours. Footsteps grow closer and closer to the door and he emerged. Tall, lanky but very strong Zach. He’s my controlling bf. I used to be head over heals in love with him until he showed his true colors one night when we were at his place. I stare at him with shocked and fearful eyes. Zach is tall and his hair is a mess of black curls. He looks at my with a devilish smile. His hand are balled into fists. s**t. This can’t be good. “Whats wrong Abby?” the girl beside me says noticing my fear. I look back up at zach and his face flashed fury and returning to his casual evil grin. That was a warning saying keep your mouth shut. Should i tell this stranger beside me? No, she wouldn’t believe me anyway. “Nothing….Im fine. I just thought of something thats worrying me, thats all” i say praying that she doesn’t ask more. She nods in an understanding way as i look back at him. He looks pleased or at least content. He gives me a warm smile and my heart breaks. What happened to you zach. I miss the guy i fell in love with. He was so sweet and caring. He was the type of person who would help an old lady to her car or help someone up after they fell. He was an angel. Now hes the type of guy who push someone down the stairs or laugh at someone getting hurt. Sometimes its rare but sometimes he show his old self. I smile at him and his smile grows. He looks so sweet right now, He walked toward our cell and put his hands on the bars and rested his head on the bars. He looks sad.The officer pushes him aside and puts the key in the door of our cell. It turns and clicks, and just like that something ‘clicks’ inside him and him face turns from sadness to anger. That devilish smile returns as he collects himself and stands straight. The cell door opens and the girl beside me jumps up and spins on one foot like a ballerina. She bends forward in front of me and grabs my hands and pulls me up. I give her a thankful smile. He wont do anything while she’s her right? No, he’s not stupid. He’s alot of thing but stupid is not one of them. I look at him and give him a genuine smile. Me and the girl walk towards the door and exited the cell. Zach fell into step beside me and grabbed my hand as if to show everyone that i was his. His hand was firmly yet carefully gripped my hand. It was the one with the cut. Was he there last night? How else would he know there was a cut on my right hand? That was why he was being gentle right? Ugh i dont want to think about this right now. I look over at the beautiful girl standing next to me and asked “so...i still dont remember your name...you ever gonna tell me?” she looke over at me and smiled in the same devilish way that Zach does. I shivered at the resemblance. She chuckled softly and said “hmhm….Lilly” she said. I was wondering what was so funny. I looked at her with confusion written all over my face. She calmed down and said “nothing just a really funny thing i just thought of” i looked at her with curiosity and she waved a hand indicating that she didn’t wanna say. I dropped it and if felt Zach slide his hand around my waist pulling me closer to him. Lilly just skipped beside us. She’s aufly hyper right now. I shake my head at her and lean into Zach welcoming his embrace. He tightened his reign on me and i nuzzled him. I was supprised by how affectionate i was suddenly being to him. I didn’t care whats was important is tht he was welcoming it. I think the i fell in love with is finally coming back. Me, Lilly, and Zach found our way to his car and me and him hopped in as Lilly shouted “Mind if i snag ride with you?” i said no at the exact time that Zach said yes. He seemed annoyed that she asked. I turn facing him and climb over to where i was leaning over him. I bent forward and placed my lips on his he pulled me down by my waist and my body collide into his. I let out a small squeak of surprise.he grabbed mu butt and pu me on his lap to where only my thighs rested on his lap and my calves rested beside the outer part of his thighs. I grabbed his neck to deepen this kiss. His toung found its way to my lips as they parted on their own, allowing him to start making out with me. He parted our lips only to say “get in” then returned to making out with me  for like two seconds and he said “sit down love” “on the floor?” i asked highly confused “yes love” welp ok then. I did as i was told and sat on the floor in front of him, my neck resting on the edge of his seat. He scooted forward towards me and  i took it upon myself to lay my head on his thigh, and my hand behind my head and it was rather close to his area. But i dont care, im tired and i really want to kiss him again. That girl, lilly i wonder…….if she would ever kiss me….NO i cannot be thinking about that. But i cant think about that kiss either. It stirs up a s**t ton of butterflies in me. “Hey lilly would you ever kiss me” I blurt out before i can stop my self. I keep my face content  even though im freaking out on the inside. “U-um J-Josie” she stuttered. Damn it. I shouldn’t have said anything, not like i had any control over it but still. “Y-yes” Lilly broke my thoughts. What? Was she talking to me or did i miss a entire conversation. I mean that wouldn't surprise me, its happened before. “Huh?” i say dumbfounded “yes J-Josie” she replies. Hmmm...i think to myself. Would Zach let me? Probably not. “Hey Babe?” he looked down at me fora split second, smile never faltering. “Yes love?” I gather up the courage to ask him “Can i kiss her? I just wanna compare. Ya know, like a kissing contest”  he looks down and considers me. “Gimme a sec” my head tilts to the side in confusion and then the car takes a hard left turn sliding me over. I let out a squeak of surprise. He puts the car in park and turns to look at me with an adorable grin. “Get in the back” i did what he said and he smacked my butt as i was crawling in the back. He hopped over his seat and boom he was in the back with me. He makes it look so easy. The back seat of Zachs car is empty, he has a third row seating but he decided to fold the two rows of seats down to ‘have more room’ he always says. “Lilly you gonna come back here or you just gonna keep watching us?” he said through a grin and she climbed to the back. “Who wants to go first?” as soon as the words came out of my mouth zach was on top of me looking at me.”can i go first love?” damn it i probably look like a damn tomato. I nodded my head as he leaned in and closed the gap between our lips. His hand lightly rubbed up and down my thigh. I started to lift my thigh and as soon as my thigh lifted off the ground, he grabbed it and lifted it and wrapped it around his hip. His hand fell to my hip and he squeezed. I let out a small squeak which required me to open my mouth for a split second and his tongue slipped inside. I pushed our bodies closer with my leg still wrapped around his hip. He started rubbing the back of my thigh which made me want him even more. His kiss became rough and eager. My free leg was between his legs and one of his legs was between mine. He moved his leg slightly and it brushed my inner thigh getting way to close to my area. A part of me-a big part of me- wants him to touch more then just my damn thigh. As if reading from my thoughts his hand snakes up my shirt and behind my back as it arches. He knowingly unclipped my bra  for reasons that i will never know. He reached around and slightly unexpectedly started massaging my breast softly but this movement had a sort of eagerness to it. This made me realise that he wanted to do more then  just have a hot make out session. Practically forgetting the lilly was there, i slipped my hand up my shirt and amd pressed my hand against his hand. Letting him know that o wanted him to be more aggressive. He took the hint and roughly bit my bottom lip but as soon as he started he stopped and pulled away. I groaned in disagreement and he said "im not gonna have s*x with you in front of your friend lilly. i don't want her to feel uncomfortable." i rolled my eyes and sat up.