'I will never be yours again' The words that crushed my heart and soul. My mate didn't want to be with me. I looked at her perfect face, even though she had bloodshot eyes and her normally pale skin was red and blotchy from her tears she still is the most beautiful woman I have ever seen. She sits in my mother's bench, no one is allowed to sit here without mother's permission, but today I will let it go. Serena needs to be sitting for this. I am about to tell her everything, and I mean everything! 'Serena, there is something else you need to know.' Her eyes snap up at me, and I know i have to let it all out. No more secrets. I focus my mind, conjuring up an image of my room, I search for the journal Elladan gave me and I shimmer it into my hands. Serena's eyes open wide when the book ju

