Stuck with him

Let me go

“I-I I do-n” I tried to say something but I didn’t knew what to say. 

“It’s okey Mia Tesoro, you don’t have to say something back” Jason said. Jason let go of me and walked away. I was standing alone in the closet. He can’t like me. No there is no way. 

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I ran after Jason. He was walking to the shower. 

“Jason wait, stop walking” I said. Jason stopped walking and turned around. I took a few more steps. We were only a few steps apart.

 “The future depends on what we do in the past. let's not make the past difficult. I always believed in what is coming is better than what is gone. But I can't believe in that anymore because of you. If you force me to stay with you, than everything thats coming won't be better than what is gone, because i will never be happy here. The better things I want in my life won't come. Just let me go, it's the only way how we wont make the past diffecult.” I said. 

I spoke with my heart, not with my voice. I’ve studied so hard and I’ve worked my ass of to get money, and pay my own school bills to make my future work. I will not let Jason screw up my hard work. 

Jason came a step closer. My heart was beating so fast. He took another step. My heart was beating way to fast. It wasn't beating so hard because I'm afraid of him, no it was something else. I started to feel nervous. What the hell is this feeling. Jason took one last stand and he brought his head to my ear. He started whispering. 

“Elena, stop asking me to let you go , cause I can’t and I won’t . I believe in everything that’s coming in your path, you got to accept it. Everything that happens in your life, has a reason. Everything we go trough is meant to be. The only thing you can do is accept it.” Jason said and walked away. He went to the shower and left me alone in the room. 

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When I broke up with my first boyfriend Daniël, my mom said the same thing to me. She said that everything happens for a reason. And everything that breaks you and makes you feel pain makes you strong. How is my mom doing now. She has no idea where I am, or if I’m alive. I miss her so much. I hope she’s okey, I’m worried about her.

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~Jason’s POV~

I turned on the shower. Damn it Elena. She made me so angry. Why does she wants to leave so bad, I didn’t do anything bad to her. I understands she wants to be with her family but I cannot let her go. I just can’t. Every word I said to her earlier, I meant it. I really do like her. She is someone who puts me in my place. She reminds me of mia madre (mother). 

I got out of the shower. I walked to the closet. I saw Elena in the balcony. She was sitting in one of my chair, looking at the view. I walked to my closet and wore a white shirt with black pants. 

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Suddenly my phone started ringing. It was Miguel calling me. 

“che cos'è (what’s up)” I said on the phone. 

“It’s Mason, he wants to meet-up” Miguel said on the phone. Damn it, what does he want. I’m not in the mood for him.