Stuck with him

Stuck with him

I walked to the door of the bathroom and put it on lock. I was scared that Jason would  come in while I shower. I got naked and walked in the shower. Jason’s bathroom had also a nice bath, but I wasn’t in the mood for a chilling bath. I just wanted to wash Jason of my body. Seeing all those hickeys made me feel dirty.

I turned on the shower. When I was younger I used to sing in the shower, now I make life decisions in here. What life decision do I have to make today I asked myself, but there isn’t one. I’m in a dream house with the Italian mafia leader, sharing a room with him, sleeping with him, hating him, not wanting him, crying cause of him, killing people cause of him. 

I’m stuck with him. 

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I got out of the shower. I grabbed a towel and wrapped it around me. I don’t know if Jason went back to sleep or if he got out of the room. I opened the door and ran to the closet. I didn’t look if Jason was sleeping in his bed neither I looked around to see if he’s in the room. What am I supposed to wear. Jason’s shirt isn’t enough. I want my own clothes. I looked around the closet, it’s the biggest closet I’ve ever seen. Omg I saw something in the closet. It made me so happy. I saw my own suitcase. I guess Jason took it from the plane. I opened my suitcase. 

I grabbed my make up and some clothes. I got dressed and put some foundation on and mascara too. Nothing more. I wore a jeans short with a white crop top. I didn’t do my hair, cause it was still wet. I don’t know why I was dressing up and doing make up, like I’m going somewhere. I guess I just missed doing it.

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“You look hot as always” Jason said leaning towards the wall. He was still in his short. I looked at him. He had the perfect body I always liked by men. 

“But I prefer you in my shirt” Jason said and gave me a wink. I ignored him and wanted to walk away but Jason grabbed my arm and pressed me against the wall, again. It actually became a habit. 

“You dared to ignore me” Jason said really hot.

“Yes I did dare to ignore you, because I’m sick of you” I said annoyed. 

“To bad for you, cause you got stuck with me Mia tesoro ” Jason said. 

Him hearing saying I got stuck with him felt like he just smashed my face. I looked sadly to the ground not wanting to see his face. 

“Mia tesoro, look at me when I talk to you” Jason said. He lifted my chin with his finger. He made me look at his beautiful blue green eyes.

“Mia tesoro don’t look so sad” Jason said. 

“Jason, I know I screwed up by calling the police but you can’t do this to me, please. You can’t let me kill someone, you can’t let me sleep with you, you can’t keep treating me like I’m some toy you like to flirt and play with. I’m so sick of it Jason. Please you have to let me go. I want to be happy. I want study and become a lawyer. I want to meet someone great who will love me. I want to start a family. I want to be with my mom and Claire. I want a future Jason. Please I’m begging you” I said nervous, not knowing how Jason will react to my words. 

“ I know what you want mi Amore. And I didn’t do all of this to you because you called the police. If I was really angry about that I would have  killed you already but I’m not angry for it at all. I like you Elena and I’ve never liked any girl before. The thought of you leaving me scares me. I will never be able to let you go. I like you so f*****g much. I don’t want you to find someone great with who you can start a family with. You are mine, I will be the one for you from now on. And I can let you do all the things you just said Elena. I can make you do everything I want. I get selfish when it comes to you. Letting you go is something I can’t. I can’t sleep, eat and I can’t stop thinking about you Elena. I want to be with you every second. Mia Tesoro, I’m starting to fall in love with you in only 4 days. Elena Wilson, you got stuck with me since the moment we met”