Why Me Goddess

First Shift

All of a suddenly I woke up in a cold sweat and I was feeling sicker then I had ever felt in my whole life. I had to get out of the hospital bed so I had to yank all of the needles out of my arms, I didn't really feel it because I was feeling so sick. I had to throw the hospital covers of my body and when I went to stand up my legs gave out, as if they was like jello. So I just laid on the hospital floor and if felt good to my skin. But after laying on the floor for awhile I felt the need to get be outside and out there now. So I got up on my legs that still felt like jello and walked out of my hospital. There was a nurse coming my way in a hurry "Jasmine you need…" I didn't let her finish I just pushed her out of the way, I just want and need to get outside. I find a back door even though it is a fire exit and it cases a loud noise to start going. But I could care less at the moment as the hospital gown I was wearing was starting to bother me, so I yanked it off.

I stumbled farther away from the hospital as my whole body grow more and more hot and I felt like I was being burnet from the inside out. I was in so much pain I fall on the ground and just curled up in a ball hoping the pain would go again. But it just getting worse and worse and I was so scared because I had no idea what was going on with me. My wolf had been quite this whole time and let me feel this pain by myself. I wanted to scream but it was as if something was keeping me from screaming as the pain keep coming and my all of my bones broke on there own. I felt hair coming out of skin, or should I say fur and then my bones started to come back together but they was all different, I was now in my wolf form. I left out a loud howl as a cry because I had shifted on my own and there was no one with me, like they had said they would be.

I slowly got up off the ground. I had my eyes closed this whole time and now that I've shifted I slowly open up my eyes. Before I had opened my eyes I could hear everything clear and it sounded like the hospital had got that noise stopped I could also hear birds chirping clear then I could before. But now that I open my eyes I want to shut them again before the sun is starting to come out and it's shining right on me and it is hurting my eyes, so I turn from it and slowly open my eyes again, this time I could better.

Since I could finally see, I started to walk to the lake that runs through the pack lands. I had found it while I was on a hick with one of the she-wolfs that I've have been from friends with while I've been in the pack. I'm still trying to get use to it, not easy to do, even though I had wanted while my mother was alive.

I finally get to the lake and look into, who I see staring back at me is not me at all. Its my beautiful wolf staring back at me. Her face or my face and the rest of my body that I can see is a sun kissed blonde color but what stands out is the color of my eyes, they a different color than I ever seen, they are a light purple color and I'm taller now too. I feel so different. 'Hey there' pops up my wolf Lilly's voice 'where the hell was you when I was in all that pain?' I growled at her 'I wasn't aloud to be with you, the Moon Goddess told me to leave for a few hours' she said to me. I just growled at her.

I started to look around the territory in wolf form, everything was different. It was brighter colors, I could hear clearer, just everything was different. Soon I could hear people calling my name and I stared to run away from them because I was scared that they wanted to hurt me now had shifted. I ran fast the closer they way. "Jasmine stop right now!!" The Alpha's voice boomed and I could not fight the Alpha's command, so I stopped dead in my tracks. The Alpha came up to me, his Beta was with him "Shift." He command and I whimper hoping the a*s of an Alpha release this was my first shift. He let out a sigh as he looked at me "Jasmine think hard of what your human form looks like." He said and I nodded my wolf head, as I looked passed him and through of my human form. The pain came again as I shift back into human form and now I was sweating, dirty and n***d.

The Beta handed me shirt which I slowly and painful took. I put it on and was huge on me, I went to my knees which I didn't mind at all. "Thanks" I said to him. "We need to talk

Jasmine" The Alpha said to me and I looked at him and then just started to walk back to the pack house. I could hear the Alpha and the Beta talking but I didn't care at all, I just wanted to get my room and clean up.