Alpha: Destiny or Desire

It was a cold Monday morning and Jane is ready to start her journey in the college,she felt the cold morning hit her soft cheeks as she tries to rise from her bed, her pajamas feeling cold as if they've been soaked in cold water, her head felt dizzy as she tries blindly walk to her toilet. As the cold penetrate her skin to the bone, with her mind telling her to go back to sleep, "No way!" She said out loud, trying to forget the feeling of skipping her first class at school. she was feeling nervous thinking about how her first class will be like, Jane has everything on her mind, it was filled with thoughts as she prepares for her first day at school, it even clouded her choice of clothe as she tries to pick her first dress of her first day at school, she finally made up her mind as she chose her red favorite dress or "lucky" as she like to call the dress, but nevertheless wearing this dress has a way of making her feel confident as she knows that she needs all the confidence she can get, Jane tried to reduce her usual morning routine by managing the amount of time she usually takes to finish dressing up, Jane has always find a way to express herself through her dress and this morning was no different, she absolutely rocked he dress as she usually does. She picked up her bag as her morning routine comes to an end, she noticed the bag feeling heavy, she had to open the bag to see what could possibly make the bag she personally set heavy, "my diaries" she said vehemently, realizing that she forgot her diaries and it was her mom that had put them in the bag, which only reminds her how amazing her mother is and how she would be without her, Jane was a young orphan raised by her mother, she had everything she needs made available, with her mother working day and night to meet her demands, she dropped the diaries by her bed while thinking about her mother and how much she loves and adores her, and closed the door to her room, going through her dorm's hallway, seeing different faces, even tried to recognise some by staring hard but soon she learnt that not everything can done in a day. She stepped into the halls of her school, noticing the buildings in their school, looking at the administrative building and thinking about her long nurtured dream of teaching, Jane has always wanted to be a teacher, this began when she had a crush on her teacher at her former school, "story for another day" she mumbled as she thought about it, her eyes caught the garden that was beside the administrative building, having a view she never had before, seeing the garden filled with trees and flowers, many of which Jane knows but have never seen, Jane loves flowers and it looks like she has found her favorite spot on campus as she looks at the garden with with much appreciation and admiration, having to experience something she never before ha experience, looking at the school like the total stranger that she is, seeing people move around with happiness on their faces, the kind that money can not buy, each with different experience and belief and views but share a common purpose as the strive to achieve excellence in the academic aspect of their life, she took a deep breath and felt the cool breeze different from the one earlier, this felt nice and soft, just the way Jane like it, the kind that makes her think about home and miss home even more , that was when she realized she was late to class. "Hurry" she said to herself, and started running towards class, with people noticing but Jane not minding as she sprint towards class, passing through different places while people gaze at her beauty, as she tries to figure out the way to her class, finally found herself to the front door of her first class with the help of a guide map in front of every building, she first had to stay outside for a minute to catch her breath as she was gasping for air, breathing heavy as she tries to calm herself, that seems like forever for Jane but she manages to put herself to accord while she opens the class door and tries to settle in, everybody was staring at Jane, and wondering how can a person be late to his first class and how the same person be that beautiful, Jane was used to the daily staring whenever she passes by, and she always keeps her head down but she knew today was not the day to follow her own rules, so she stared back at the class while she find herself a seat, finally sat down that's when she noticed a nice looking young man sitting next to her, he had the most beautiful set of eyes she has ever seen,and that was not what caught her eyes when she looked at him, it was his face, a perfectly crafted face with the most beautiful smile, "this wolf must be from a special pack" she said to herself, not realizing that he was talking to her "Hello" he said "Please I think am in the wrong class" he added, "well if you are here for English then you are in the right class" Jane replied. "I think so" the handsome young man replied. "am Philip nice to meet you" he added, "And am Jane" she replied. And with that Philip initiated a conversation with Jane that lasted throughout the whole class, with Jane mesmerized by Philip smile as he was talking to her, her eyes set upon his lips as they collide with each other, his eyebrows raising every time he smiles, Philip noticed Jane's admiration for his face as she could not take her eyes off of it, and winks his eyes whenever Jane smiled when looking at him, "what was that?" She asked him, "why did you wink at me?", "me? No! Ye Yes" Philip stammered, Philip was caught off guard by the question but finally said "it is your smile that makes me wink", "perhaps, if you want me to stop, then, you have to stop smiling" Philip added. Jane couldn't explain what she was feeling at that moment she was talking to Philip, the feeling was new and good, the kind that made Jane's mind to melt at the sound of Philip's deep yet smooth voice, "I can listen to this voice everyday" Jane said as she was thinking yet attentive to what Philip has been saying , she was filled with joy, something she didn't know existed in her In a long time, perhaps the hatred she and her mother gets from her pack had suck the joy out of everything she does. Jane found herself in awe of Philip and she realized that she admired almost everything about him but what she didn't realize was Philip had the same thought about her though under different circumstance, as Philip was focused on nothing other than her face, he looks at it with excitement, he noticed how blue her eye was, the kind he had never before seen, her face looks perfect, her perfectly round face, and with every smile she makes, it makes her even more beautiful. With everybody in the class focused, Jane trying as much as possible to comprehend what the teacher was talking about but Jane couldn't help herself, here she was listening to this smooth and powerful voice as it speaks to her eloquently. The class ended very fast for Jane as she wanted to spend more time with her newly found "friend", to listen to his voice as he talks, she said to herself as she thought about what will happen next, "how am I going to meet this lovely person again" she said thinking, trying to find a way to keep him talking, as she was not prepared to stop looking at his face and hear him speak, Jane found comfort in an unusual place, she find comfort talking to Philip, Jane like any other human being did not want this moment to stop, and at that moment she heard a soft voice echo in her ears "I guess we'll meet, same class next week Jane?" Philip said with him thinking about the exact opposite thing, Philip just like Jane wanted to spend more time together but was afraid of Jane's refusal to continue their lovely conversation, he had doubt's in his mind and did not want to ruin the vibe on the first day, as far as Jane is concerned just like that she got an answer to the question that was on her mind though not what she was expecting as she had hoped they will see each other anytime soon, "I guess so" she replied hesitantly.