before I fell

I thought losing parents was fine, because for us it was like parents were alive we never felt like orphans thanks to my grandmother,she is our world she has always been. "Emily! Edward! hurry up you're gonna be late for school"shouted Nana.I hurried to the kitchen to have breakfast,but strangely Edward was not up yet Emily: Edward hurry up you're gonna be late for school Nana :Why don't you go to his room to check on him Emily:Ohk Nana I hurried to Edward's room,when I got there he was still asleep Emily: Edward wake up you're gonna be late Edward: I'm not going to school Emily:Why ?? Edward: I'm not feeling well Emily:Liar Edward: ohk I'm coming Nana: Emily hurry Lisa is here I hurried back to the kitchen,took my schoolbag and left with Lisa Lisa : don't forget that today our marks are gonna be handed out Emily:you sound nervous Lisa:I am,but you are not Emily:I don't see the reason why I should be Lisa : that's because you're the top student Emily: Don't remind me Lisa : look who's coming our way Emily:who?? Lisa: Chris Emily:and who is Chris?? Lisa:the hottest boy in our school Emily: Yeah I don't care Lisa: you're boring So Chris is the hottest boy here everyone has a crush on him,well except for me .I never really thought about dating, all I thought about was making our lives better and give my grandmother the life she deserves.but everything changed when Chris looked me in the eyes and said my name with his handsome voice Lisa: earth to Emily Emily:Ohhh sorry Chris,what were you saying? Chris: I asked if you were free this afternoon Emily:Uhm....maybe....N.. Lisa:yes she's free Chris:so how about Ice cream date Emily: I'll....uhm... Lisa: she'll be there Chris: catch you later Emily:bye Everything was like a dream,I was alive for the first time since my parent's death. In that moment I couldn't breathe, my heart was racing and my temperature was rising and it was not because someone asked me out it was because that someone is Chris.I couldn't understand why I was nervous because I was asked out by at least 3people everyday but today was different. Lisa: damm Emily you're going out with Chris Emily: it's not a big deal, I'm gonna go to class so see you later Lisa bye I was absent minded the whole day and I kept checking the time to see if the school wasn't out yet, I hate to admit it but I was a bit excited about my ice cream date with Chris