Vanilla Confession
Chapter 1: Vanilla Confession
"You faked it?" Chuck, leaning across the small café table, asked with unbelief in his voice. The scent of vanilla from the ice cream mingled with the faint, intoxicating warmth of her skin.
"Of course I faked it," Sandra replied. She dipped her plastic spoon into the creamy swirl, pulled out a glistening scoop that she savored slowly with her tongue.
"Why?" Chuck's eyes followed the movement of her tongue, and he wondered how good she was when it came to giving a guy blow job.
Sandra furrowed her brow, and looked at her. "What do you mean why? Women fake it all the time. This is not a new thing." She watched him shift uncomfortably, with doubt dancing across his face as he replayed past encounters in his mind.
Chuck looked taken aback as he replayed past encounters, with glimpses of memories of tangled sheets and heated whispers, warm bodies, breathless moans that now seemed suspect. Were they genuine? He wondered how many of those cries had been real, how many times he'd missed the cues. Sandra seemed utterly unbothered, shoving the spoon deeper into the cup, her movements deliberate, almost rhythmic.
"But why?" Chuck pressed.
"Huh?" She took a spoonful. Her dark eyes met his with amusement.
"What made you really fake it though?"
Sandra arched an eyebrow. "I was tired, and he didn't seem to know what he was doing."
"Oh." Chuck eyes fell to her cleavage. He silently wished he could take in the full sight of her glorious boobs which guys liked to talk about.
"Yeah. But there are other reasons why women fake it. Sometimes, we've just lost interest...or whatever." She paused for a moment, then her voice dropped to a sultry murmur. "It just happens. Sometimes, we do it to stroke a guy's ego, or make him feel like he's owning the night."
Chuck felt a wave of warmth was over him and he wondered if he was guilty of the same?
He met her eyes on him, and he followed them as they moved down to his chest, and back to her ice cream cup.
However, his mind was elsewhere for him to notice she was drinking in the sight of him.
"Don't tell me that's what's still on your mind," she said in a playful tone.
"You're damn well right that's what's on my mind. I'm just surprised a woman would fake something so intimate. I mean, for us guys, it's always genuine—we can't hide it. So why do that to us?"
"Don't speak for all guys, Chuck." She crossed her legs under the table in a way that her foot accidentally brushed his calf. "Not that I know what you're capable of, but if you want to up your game, learn from lesbians. They know exactly how to touch, how to tease until you're begging. Let's just say they know what they are doing."
Chuck's eyes widened. "Lesbians?"
Sandra laughed. "Yes. And better not tell anyone you heard it from me." She licked her spoon in a tempting fashion. “However, some ladies don't really know their body that well, so we have that going for us. Anyway, the bottom line is that the guy is supposed to show us the light. Make us familiar with our bodies.”
"Right. Only that's not fair as we can't be familiar with a lady's body until we see her undressed and she lets us touch.”
Sandra nodded. “Good point. I would have said study, but that won't be enough. Practical is the only way through.”
Chuck rubbed his right eyebrow. “So aside from faking the orgasm, how was it generally?"
"You mean how was ‘he’?" Sandra scoffed, then her lips parted slightly in a wicked grin. "Aside from his ego, he doesn't know how to use what he has. He boasts about all the women he's been with, but frankly, I was left aching for more that night. I gave him the benefit of the doubt, and he didn't fail to disappoint." She chuckled. "He was...trembling after my mouth worked its way on him. You needed to see him throbbing. But when it was my turn, pure letdown."
Chuck wished she could paint a more vivid picture of everything that happened, but that would be asking for too much, not to mention how much he was already punishing himself.
"Some guys unravel under the spotlight," Sandra said. “Some, not so much.” Her eyes met his. "You've not touched your ice cream."
Chuck, who was lost in fantasies, regained himself. He licked his ice cream and tried to stir his mind away from what it was like between Sandra's thighs.
"This is the only good thing from that silly hookup," Sandra said. "He gives me money, and that's...satisfying in its own way I think."
Chuck smiled. "Yeah, I like this part too. But be careful with Gerald. I've heard he talks s**t about the girls he's been with on campus, and sometimes leaks out s*x videos and all that."
"Of course I know that."
"Has he brought up recording it before?"
"Of course he has."
"What did you do?"
"I warned him off, then walked out on him—left him hard and wanting. I ignored him for months. Anyway, I always check his room before we even kiss. And that one time we finally did it? You see, I've been teasing him with promises, blowing him off until he was desperate. You know how it ended. Me faking, and him clueless." She smirked. "I'll just keep up my excuses now that I know he's all talk in bed."
Chuck imagined himself in Gerald's place and asked, "You don't think someone like him could improve?"
Sandra looked sideways. "I doubt it. People like him are too self-absorbed to notice what a woman truly craves.” She returned her gaze to him. “But those who pay attention, those who like to read the room, they barely miss a thing. They read every gasp, every shiver. They ask: 'Is this nice? Do you like this? Does that make you ache for more?'"
Chuck held his breath.
"Anyway, this isn't something you master overnight," Sandra added, and her foot grazed his again. "It takes time, patience...investment in every touch, every thrust."
Chuck nodded, and took a spoonful of ice cream to numb the throbbing in his jeans. "Aside from everything you've said, I'm still shocked women fake orgasms."
Sandra exhaled, then leaned back with a small, seductive smile. "Look, Chuck, it doesn't mean you're bad at it. While technique matters—those skillful moves that hit just right—it's mostly about attention. Noticing what makes her pulse race, what makes her wet and wild.”
"So, you're saying it's more about communication than anything?"
"Exactly," Sandra said. "That's why so many fake it—partners don't ask, and don't like to listen. They're too caught up in their own rhythm to care. You won't believe some men: they just pull out their c**k, slide in, pound away until they're spent. No foreplay, no care for her throbbing need. Nothing. It's selfish."
Chuck frowned thoughtfully. His body was alive with nasty images. "I guess that makes sense. I always thought if she was wet, she was into it—like how we get hard."
"Yeah. It's easier to fake than have that awkward talk. But if you want something unforgettable, be vulnerable. Share what makes you throb, what drives you wild. It's a two-way street—exploring each other until you're both trembling on the edge."
Chuck nodded. "Sounds like I have a lot to learn."
Sandra chuckled. "Well, as a woman, I don't need to learn much. For you, the journey's the thrill—not just the climax. But beware: once you master it, settling down might feel like clipping your wings."
“I see.” He ignored his erection and rested his eyes on her cleavage.