CHAPTER ONE
In the dim room shared with other omega members, a sigh escaped me. I could sense him before he entered; my senses were sharp.
When I noticed the door slightly open, I felt him coming without even looking—a familiar sensation sending shivers down my spine.
His footsteps echoed as he neared. When he took my hand, I flinched but quickly composed myself, not wanting to show how he affected me.
He pressed my back against the wall and held my hands up. I avoided looking at his face, feeling trapped, as he pressed against me.
In the intense and uncomfortable moment, I could sense his erection. I tried to endure it without letting him see how much it affected me.
This had become his regular practice—he asserted control, and he could take me whenever he wanted.
Forcefully, his lips met mine, and I reluctantly parted my lips as he kissed me fiercely.
"Show me your utmost submission because you rely on my protection. You're mine for a reason," he declared with confidence.
I nodded, awaiting his next move.
He explored further, squeezing my breast. I shivered, and he raised an eyebrow, satisfied.
"So many things I want to do to you, but not today; saving the best for tomorrow when I'll mark you," he whispered.
Fear gripped me, and I gulped, nodding my head in acknowledgment.
The moment hung heavy with the unspoken weight of dominance, leaving me feeling both vulnerable and trapped.
"You must look presentable tomorrow," he said, pointing to a dress bag on the bed. I hadn't noticed he dropped it on the bed.
I dared not speak, my eyes fixed on the ominous bag. Anticipation and unease settled in the air, creating an atmosphere thick with fear.
I stayed silent, keeping my eyes on the dress bag. The looming mating ceremony filled me with dread; he knew how much I hated being around him.
He approached me, noticing something wasn't right. Lifting my face with a gentle touch, he brought his lips close to where my mate would mark me.
Lost in my thoughts, his voice pulled me back. "You seem nervous," he observed, looking straight into my eyes while I avoided his gaze. "I'll forgive you for being nervous," he added.
After a moment, he let go and headed for the door. "Rest well, my lady," he said with a mocking tone before leaving.
His words aroused the flames of anger in my heart, burning with frustration and a sense of vulnerability.
In frustration, I glared at the door and angrily threw the dress bag against it. My heart raced, and I shook my head at my fate.
I despised him—my unwilling Alpha, my unwanted mate. I couldn't stand him—I'm not his mate. Why does he insist on making me his Luna?
There is this unspoken emptiness in my heart that goes beyond just finding my mate—it's a longing to find that bond with a mate who will love and understand me.
To be marked and mated to Tristan only means one thing: I am bound to him for life, and I won't let that happen.
"Be grateful," my wolf, Sasha, finally spoke up. She had been silent until now. "He bought you for a reason and protected you from an attack."
"Shut up, Sasha! I won't find excuses for this cold-hearted Alpha. I'm going to be bound to him for life," I replied, determined not to let Sasha's attempt to taunt me sway my decision.
As waves of emotions clouded my sense of my forced fate with Tristan.
Her broad smile faded as she remarked, "Can't someone joke with you anymore?"
I know the expectation is for me to be thrilled about becoming Luna, Alpha Tristan of the Croftwood pack.
However, I couldn't accept the happiness others wanted for me. If I was to be mated to this man, it meant living a life as a prisoner, a pawn for pleasure.
I crave love, beyond what my parents shared before they were killed in an attack.
I paced back and forth, wrestling with thoughts of what to do. The weight of the situation drained me, and I felt exhausted. I eventually dozed off in a deep sleep.
Terrified, I clung to my mother, my eyes tightly shut at the frightening scene before me. I could feel my whole body vibrating while my eyes were still closed.
But I found the courage to open my eyes to the scene before me.
Amidst the chaos, my father's formidable black wolf, with shining brown eyes, stood bravely in battle. Strength and courage were coursing out through him.
But then, a shadowy figure appeared. Fear gripped me tighter as I strained to see, but the face remained hidden.
My father, in his wolf form, valiantly fought against this mysterious figure with growls and clashes.
The shadowy figure swung a sword, slashing my dad's heart. He collapsed to the ground, growling in pain, desperately fighting back.
My mum, in a desperate howl, dropped me and shifted into her wolf form to join the fierce battle.
Then I woke up with a jolt as hot tears streamed down my eyes.
My heart raced like it wanted to escape my chest as the remnant of the dream lingered in my mind.
Scanning the room as confusion clouded my thoughts for reassurance, that it was just a dream.
It is disturbing because the dream kept occurring, haunting my mind with the scenes of battle.
As I struggled to collect my thoughts, I heard a sudden loud knock on my door.
I jumped as my eyes widened in surprise, looking towards the door, wondering who was at the door.
I hesitated for a moment, debating whether to open the door, but the knocking persisted. The knock added to my unease, confusion, and fear lingered.
Summoning courage, I took a deep breath and got up, opening the door to face the unknown.
The door creaked open, and a rush of emotions enveloped me.