ARRANGE MARRIAGE

She was standing nearer to the door sliently having no idea what to do. But she got married to him that's the end. In fact she had no idea what happened in the last few hours. But she's sure in one thing that he is hurt! He is hurt beyond repair maybe she can heal him.  Why are you standing here?  he jerked her with his . She came to reality from the past in a spark. She looked at him blankly.  i mean why are you standing therethere.  Is it suppose be our first night? He asked her quoting that particular word. Her inner organs shivered to an extent when he said that word. Never on the earth, she was prepared for this kind of first-night encounter in her life. But she stayed silent in her mind, but she stayed calm than freaking out. He had all the rights to react in this way after whatever happened to him this morning. She felt scared but felt his inner feeling than her fear. She stepped ahead and sat on the decorated bed keeping her eyelids on the floor.  She prepared a whole speech in her heart but nothing came out of her mouth. She stayed silentsilent but in her mind, she was actually talking and consoling him. After all she has feeling for him from last three yearsyears. But it were never spoken. She sensed a slight shake in the bed when he sat down adjacent to her. Her legs become sudden weak because of his action. Its not normal. Even though she didn't know anything about him personally. She sensed he was not in his peaceful mind and how she can expect how he can be peaceful after his wife elopes from the marriage hall leaving just a note ' I am done with you' for him.  Her eyelieds still staring at her gown and her United fists. Lumps formed in her throat very frequently and she constantly gulps them down. He placed his hands above her United fists and she finally gathered up the courage to meet his eyes.  "Ahmmm" He called her and sarcastically lauhed again. She was confused with his smile, she knew he was not disgracing her with his smile but he laughed at his fate.  I didn't even remember your . But see the luck, we are married now, by the way what's your name?  He asked her.  Clare Sebastian. She manged to reply positively.  She didn't want to hurt him moremore by making him think that she said yes to marriage because she left with no option. But, at the age of 21, marriage is something she didn't keep in her . That too, while doing medicine. She shrugged of her thoughts telling herself  she will not think anything other than this present which is sitting next to her.  "Seems like, you didn't witness anything" He said while pressurizing his hold in her United palms. But that didn't hurt her.  No, nothing happened without my consent. She replied to him. He was shocked to hear it. But the shocking reaction turn into a sarcastic laugh.  Well! Nice! At the age og 21, middle of your studies, you got married to me and now, after everything, you're saying nothing happened without your consent. He said taking off his hand from her palms and clasping his palms in frustration.  Why do I have to lie? She asked him disbelief.  Leave. You sleep. We will figure it out tomorrow., and also the marriage didn't get registered. He said standing up from the bed. She realized that he has been talking about the dissolution of marriage that too, on the day when they got married. Her instinct made her stand up na dheld his wrist stopping him for leaving. Leaving her. He was  taken back by her reaction.  If I have to repeat this a million times also, I will repeat. This marriage didn't happen without my consent in. Please don't decide for me. What if I am 21 and middle of my studies, I amover 18. I know what I am doing. She said in a go. In a second, he loose his mind and jerked off her hand which made her jerk but didn't scare her.  You're saying that whatever happened between us has your whole consent and you're happy in getting married to me? He asked her while crossing his arms around his chest. She didn't know how to react, If she nods yes, there might be chance of him misunderstanding her that she was happy for his broken wedding.  Answer me. He raised his tone in the same posture.  How many time you ask, my answer would be the same every time. She said in his tone but didn't show any attitude to him. Her attitude reminds only in her tone.  Then prove it. He asked and shook her. For a second, she was confused but when he looked at the bed and looked at her, she was taken back in action. Her lips parted in shock. There was no sort of feeling in his eyes for her but then too, he's conveying her to prove it by having s*x with him. She understood everything, but she needed clarification.  How? She asked shiveringly.  Simple, have s*x with me. After all, I am your husband and also you got married to me with your consent. He said without having any sort of emotions in hai tone nor in his action. For a second, she couldn't believe what's happening with her.  I know you will back off. He again smiled sarcastically. Now it's going beyond limits, she started getting irritated. Out of sudden, her mind said If he's the one, Then why not today. That thought wiped off all her fears. She was ready.  YES. she said with all confidence in her decision that didn't choose the wrong one. His eyes went wide and he forgot to blink.  Yes for what. He asked in confusion.  Yes for whatever you asked me to do. I and ready! It's your opinion. But for me it's different. She said with all confidence. He didn't asked her a further question, he thought she will get afraid if he starts doing it. He slowly walked towards her. She stayed stagnated at the same place looking deep into his eyes. Out of sudden, he felt tensed than her when her deep brown eyes met with his eyes without any fear and hesitation.  Her eyes started to beat fast when he raised her chin and brought her face close to his lips. But she didn't close her eyes and showed any sort of disagreement in her action. He placed his lips above her lips. There was no action, both lips stayed stagnated above one another. But soon, he sealed herher lips with his lips. It was not for any proof but he felt that sort of electrifying feeling for the first time. It was completely a new feel.  In no time, they were above one another in the bed around scented flowers which ignited the moment like anything. He wanted to stop, that reaction from her was all enough for his heart which is taking the blame for everything which had happened. But he couldn't stop that too after sensing her touches in his chest and biceps. Everything going out of his contro. He started to give her kisses from her lips to her neckand went down to her breast unbuttoning her gown completely. She went out of her senses when his lips touched the part which none had touched. He felt like super high and had no self-control over anything. And it didn't happen to him ever in his life.  Oh... My.... She started to moan in her husky tone which again added fuel to his action. He turned on completely and also went to the state that nobody could stop him right then. Tears crossed her eyes when she felt his fingers inside her back and forth. But he kissed the tears away.  Edw... Words died in her mouth hen he consoled her for the pain caused by him. She didn't know about the future but for now, he needed her as much as she needed bhim. A sudden tension hit her chest hen he bucked his pant and looked at her for a while. The spark of her vision brought him back to his senses, he stopped. He sat on her knee point looking at her eyes without blinking. He didn't speak anything hut she heard everything. She raised body and half sat on the bed without breaking the eyelock. She held his fist and kissed it. It was their first time spending a lot of time with each other. Last time, they spoke for a minute that too, when he visted his house with his dad in a function.  I trust you. She spoke finally and pulled him down. That's enough for him. He guided it inside her. She hissed in pain digging her nails in his arms. He went slow but when he realized it isn't paining her anymore, he increased the pace. She opened her eyes at one point and locked it with his eyes and it spoke the unspoken truth. Both hit the climax and thudded next to her. She tugged her inside the blanket which eventually tugged him inside.  There was silence, only silence. Nothing else. Both didn't understand what had just happened with them. And he felt guilty for making the things even worse. When he was about to set him down in guilt, he felt her hand on his shoulder. He was sleeping turning around.but she pulled him towards her and he turned around. He didn't speak anything but looked at her with unbearable pain in his eyes. But she crawled to him and placed her head on his chest. She didn't ask for his permission. She did with all claim. She took his hands around her nd made him hug her. He was shaken. But her hot breath in his chest relaxed him from every pain and made him close his eyes and sleep.