Diamonds for Tears

Hello Daemon

Rose

Talking to a wolf is not that easy. It takes a lot of energy. After some interesting talks with Blanca’s wolf I would often take 3-hour long naps.

I have no idea how things with Daemon, Matteo’s wolf, will go.

At first, I have to let Matteo know I want to talk to his wolf. Even if I can go behind his back, it is best to do it out in the open.

„Hey Matteo. Do you have some time? I want to talk to you about something.”

„Sure love.”

Of course, I have to blush like a tomato. And from what I can see he like to make me blush. It’s like a contest to see how much he can make me blush in a day.

„What do you want to talk about?” and he stood up from his desk and went to sit on the couch, patting the place next to him so I can sit there and not to far from him.

Truth be told, I wanted to sit in his lap. And kiss him so much that my face falls off.

„Uhm, please don’t be upset with me. Because … uhm … well …”

„Out with it. Just say it. Look, I promise to be calm if you give me a kiss.”

It is like he could read my mind. Wait a second. Can he? Should I say yes, is it that obvious? I mean, we are mates. Ugh, I am over-thinking this. Just calm and everything will be ok.

„Can I also sit in your lap?” the look he gave we was priceless. It was a mixture of joy, shock, admiration, lust …

„Yes, of course you can! No need to ever ask! Anything you want!”

I think he is blushing now. I like it. And I like the fact that he has one hand on my hip and the other on my legs.

Time to ask. Here it goes. I hope he says yes.

„Can I talk to Daemon?”

„Sorry?”

I was not thinking. He might say no. I need to explain to him what I did, what I am now.

„Let me explain first!” and I place a small kiss on his lips, making him freeze, big eyes looking at me.

„You know I made a blood-oath with Blanca. The reason we made it was because she was getting out of control. Anger. And all started to go south. She found a book in her grandparents’ house. Now come to think about it, it might be a book from wolf-library. Anyway. And the book had some texts about how you can calm a lone wolf. A blood-oath. Making me a wolf whisperer. I could talk to her wolf, and explain to her things, calm her. And it worked. And I am ok, we are ok. So please don’t be upset …”

I did not get to finish what I had to say. Don’t even remember what else I wanted to say. Because he kissed me. Full on kiss, passion, love and all. His lips to soft and plump, my first kiss.

Technically the second, but does it count? I mean it was a small one and it was seconds before this breath-taking one.

Out of breath, how do I breathe? But he parted, and I was left to whimper, I did not want the kiss to end, even if I was out of breath.

He placed his forehead on mine.

„Rose, what am I going to do with you?”

„Love me?”

„You are going to be the death of me …” he smiled, his eyes were closed and his hand went from resting on my legs, brushing my arm, and holding the back of my head. He was going for another kiss.

We kissed. If you ask me Einstein nailed it with the relativity of time. Because it felt like seconds. I wish we could stay like this forever.

I want to be in his arms forever.

I did not get to talk to Daemon. But I think that he was listening. At one point the kiss went deeper and rougher, that is when he fought for control …

„Daemon?” I was out of breath from the kissing, and the word left my lips like a whisper.

„Yes love.”

„Do you love me because I am your mate or because of me?”

„Hmm love. This is a tough question… But do know that I will protect you, care for you, and try to prove myself to you for the rest of my life. I have done plenty of things and will do plenty. One thing is sure, you are my life and I may not feel worthy, but I will try to be.”