A scream grows in my throat and I charge for the door. Antonin steps in front of me and gently places his hands on my shoulders.
I try to twist away from him, "Let me go. I need to go find Alexanne. She took him because of something I did.This is my fault. I have to save him."
"You didn't cause this, Admira. You have to remember that all of the horrible things that Alexanne does to you are not your fault."
I attempt to break my shoulders away from his hands. "It doesn't matter. I would love to sit around talking, but I need to go find out where Henri is. Maybe if I beg her enough or try to trade..."
"No matter what you try to do, you are never going to win. Not when you are in this state. You need to clear your head before you go and attempt to attack Alexanne. You will only end up say
