CH.1 - The Wedding That Never Happens
Elara's POV
Six women watch me walk down the aisle.
Their portraits hang in the long gallery behind the altar, draped in black silk the servants forgot to take down. Or maybe they were told not to. The vampires are not sentimental about their dead brides. They are thorough about their warnings.
Look, the gallery says. Look at what we kept of them. Look how beautiful they were when they arrived.
The seventh portrait will be mine.
The cathedral smells of cold incense and older blood. Black candles gutter along the walls in iron sconces shaped like reaching hands, and the stained glass above the altar throws moonlight across the floor in pools of red. I have been told it is beautiful. I have been told a lot of things.
My mother braided my hair this morning. She cried while she did it. Real tears, the kind she pulls out at funerals when she needs the court to believe she loved someone. Her hands do not shake. Not once.
"You are doing a good thing, Elara," she says, weaving a strand of white moonflower into the braid. "You are saving us all."
I do not answer. There is nothing left to say.
Now, at the altar, Vladimir’s hand closes around mine.
It is cold the way stone is cold. Colder, even, because stone remembers being warm. His skin feels like something pulled out of a deep cave and arranged into the shape of a man. He smiles down at me, and his teeth are very white, and his eyes are the colorless grey of water under ice.
"You tremble, little witch," he says softly. His voice carries in the cathedral the way a knife carries in a quiet room. "Do not. It will be over quickly."
The officiant begins the binding. Old words. Older than the cathedral. Older than the vampire court itself. Words I was forced to memorize as a girl because my mother said a witch should know what is being done to her, even when she has no power to stop it. Especially then.
I feel the first seal close around my magic on the third line of the vow.
It is not pain. I was ready for pain. It is worse. Quieter. The feeling of a door being walked through and locked from the outside. My magic is on the other side. I can still hear it. I cannot reach it.
The second seal closes on the seventh line.
By the ninth line, I am breathing through my teeth, and Vladimir notices. His thumb strokes the back of my hand like he is soothing me, and the gesture makes my skin crawl more than anything else in this ceremony.
I look past him. I cannot help it. I look past him at the portraits.
The first bride was blonde, with a soft mouth and a long throat. She lasted four months. The second was older, a war witch from the northern covens, married for an alliance that outlived her by a decade. Three months. The third was beautiful in the way wounded things are beautiful, all hollows and shadows. She did not last the winter.
The sixth bride has my mother’s eyes.
I have not let myself look at her portrait until now. I have walked past it every time I was brought to the cathedral for fittings, for blessings, for the dozen small rituals that prepare a witch for slaughter. I have kept my eyes on the floor. Now, with the binding sealing my magic away one line at a time and Vladimir’s thumb still stroking, slow, the back of my hand, I look.
Aunt Sable. My mother’s younger sister. Married to Vladimir thirty years before I was born. Dead within the year.
My mother gave me her name as a middle name. She told me once that Sable was the bravest witch she had ever known.
The eleventh line of the vow begins.
I understand, then. With a clarity so cold and so total it feels almost peaceful. My family has always known. My mother did not just suspect what would happen to me. She practiced. She buried her own sister in this cathedral and learned from the burial. And thirty years later, she braids moonflowers into her daughter’s hair and calls it salvation.
The officiant lifts the chalice.
It is silver. Old. Etched with the names of every witch ever bound to the vampire court. I cannot see Sable’s name from here, but I know it is there. I know exactly where it is.
Vladimir raises his hand. The cathedral hushes. He will drink first, as tradition demands. Then I will drink. Then his teeth will find the soft skin under my jaw in the ceremonial bite, and the binding will be complete. I will belong to him.
He is looking at my throat the way a man looks at a meal.
I look at the chalice instead. At the silver edge, polished sharp by centuries of ritual. I look at my mother in the front row, hands folded, tears dried. At my father beside her, who will not meet my eyes. I look at Lyra.
Lyra is crying. Not the practiced kind. The other kind. She is seventeen, and she is looking at me the way a person looks at a body in a coffin. Her lips move, shaping two words over and over.
I am sorry.
She knew too.
Everyone in this cathedral knew what was going to happen to me. They dressed me in white and walked me to the altar anyway. The only person who did not deserve to be here is the one whose name they are about to carve into the chalice.
Something in me goes very still.
It is not magic. Magic is gone, sealed behind a door I cannot open. It is something older. Harder to name. The part of a person that decides, in the last quiet moment before the worst thing happens, that it is not going to happen after all.
I let my knees go.
I go down with the chalice in my hand because Vladimir passed it to me. I go down hard, and the sound of my body hitting the marble floor breaks the silence the cathedral has been holding for the last hour. I hear my mother gasp. I hear the officiant stumble in the vow. I hear Vladimir laugh, soft and indulgent, the way a man laughs at a horse that shies at a shadow.
He bends over me.
I drive the silver edge of the chalice up into the meat of his hand.
He was not expecting it. That is what matters. Vladimir has been alive for six hundred years and he has been expecting almost everything for almost all of them. The one thing he did not expect is for the bride to fight. The chalice bites deep. His blood is black and slow, like oil. It hisses where it hits the marble.
He recoils. Just a half step. Just enough.
I am on my feet and running before he finishes cursing.
The cathedral erupts behind me. Shouting. The scrape of guards drawing blades. My mother’s voice rising in something that is not grief and is not surprise but something flatter. More practical. The sound of a woman watching a plan unravel and already thinking of the next one. I do not look back. I gather the white silk of the wedding gown in both hands and run, past the pews and the portraits and the gallery of dead brides, out through the cathedral doors and into the gardens where the moon is full and the path to the forest is a thin silver line through the dark.
The gown catches on a thorn. I tear it free and keep going. Vladimir’s blood is on my sleeve. It is drying, sticky and cold, and I think, distantly, that it might be useful. Vampire blood is useful for many things. None of them are things I can do without my magic.
The forest closes around me.
I did not plan this. That is what nobody will understand later. What my mother will never believe even when I tell her to her face. I walked into the cathedral prepared to die at Vladimir’s altar, because dying seemed easier than living with what my family agreed to do to me. Running was not the plan.
The plan arrived the moment I saw Lyra crying.
I cannot let them do this to her next.
The trees thicken. The path narrows. I hear hooves behind me, the deep belling sound of vampire hunters releasing their hounds. I know without looking that the hounds are not the kind a witch can outrun on foot. I have maybe a quarter hour. Less, if the moon stays bright.
I run east.
The Black Veil lies east. The border. The line on every map I have ever seen, drawn in red ink and marked, in my kingdom’s archives, with the words HERE BE MONSTERS. No witch has crossed it in a thousand years. The last one who tried came back in pieces small enough to fit in a satchel. The satchel was left at the Wiccan border with a note in elegant handwriting: Do not send another.
The demons do not take kindly to trespassers.
The demons also do not take kindly to vampires.
That is the only piece of the plan I have, and it is thinner than the silk of my ruined gown. But it is the only direction that does not lead back to a man who wants to bury me beside his other brides.
The forest breaks open into a clearing.
The Black Veil hangs across it like a curtain of dark water, shimmering faintly the way heat shimmers above stone in summer. I feel it from twenty paces away. The hair on my arms stands up. My teeth ache. Whatever is on the other side does not want me there, and it is telling me in the only language old magic knows how to speak.
Behind me, the first hound bays.
It is very close.
I stand at the edge of the Veil in a bloodstained wedding gown with no magic, no plan, and no one in the world who will come looking for me. I think about Aunt Sable. About Lyra. About the way my mother wept while she braided moonflowers into my hair.
Then I step through.
The Veil closes behind me with a sound like a door being shut from the inside.