FED UP.

This is your last time talking back to me. If you think you are grown get the f**k out my house. Those are the last word's my momma had to said to me before I walked out her house 3 years ago. I'm now is Miami with my best friend Ashley trying to make it day by day. Ashley keep telling me that we need to strip but I ain't on that s**t. Putting my long thick hair into a Low ponytail as I put on my work hat. I was a cashier at Wally Burgers and I also worked at circle k at nights. Girl I am not finna shake my ass and have nasty men touch on me. I suffer from Bipolar Depression so I knew I couldn't take the stress that came with dancing for cash and weird man touching my body . Walking out the door of our little Studio apartment I hated so much. Walking down the stair bumping into the local dope boys who also harass the s**t out of me. Damn what's up Thickness, when you gonna let me take you out? Please move Juan I said pushing pass him. Looking to my left Carlos laughing his ass off. Why you be playing like you don't want a nigga to beat that lil p***y up Juan said still holding on to my waist. Because I don't I said pushing him completely off of me. As I walk to the side walk I bump into Rome. Damn my bad he said looking me in the eyes. No you are okay I said removing myself from his present. I had a crush on Rome since I first saw him but I wouldn't dare tell him that. He was so fine 6'4 230 dark brown skin really nice skin he had the nicest lil cap ever. As I arrived to Work my boss was already down my throat. He was a old white man who love to touch on the workers but I wasn't having that s**t. So he treated me like s**t. After leaving the hell hole I had to walk to my second job. Playing on my phone I didn't even notice who had walked in the store. As the person came to the register I looked up to him standing there watching me. Hi I said will that be all? Naw let me get 30 on 3 he said giving me the money.. Ringing him up I placed his receipt and money in his hands. Thank you have a nice night ,I said looking down as I give him his money. Why you always looking down? He asked making me look up. Looking into his eyes I couldn't say nothing but I don't know. Oh alright sweetheart I'll see you around. After he left I felt myself reminiscing about him. 6:45 my shift was over and I was walking home from work. I was so sleepy I wish I had a car and a nice house but I knew if I work I'll get there one day. Walking up to my apartments I see all the fools I hated seeing standing in my stair case. Damn good morning sexy Juan said once again grabbing my arm. Please Juan leave me alone. Man you gonna give me that Sweet p***y. No I'm not please move. He begin to grab on my ass as I walked up the stairs. Yo leave her the f**k alone a unknown person said. Man I'm finna f**k this lil p***y Juan said not paying the person no mind. Juan what the f**k I said the person said talking behind us. He turn around to look at the person. Oh s**t Rome my bad. Looking at Rome I thanked him as I went into my apartment. Stripping from my clothes I got into the hot shower. When I got home Ashley was in the room we share with Carlos. He had been staying with us for the last three months and I hated it. Getting out the shower I put on some PJ pants and a big T-shirt and made my bed on the sofa. Off to sleep I went. ***************************************** 1:30 p.m I woke up to someone knocking on the door. s**t I said to myself as the light from the sun shine in my face. Getting off the sofa I went straight to answer the door. As I open the door I meet eyes with my crush. Good afternoon Sweetheart (ugh he keep calling me sweetheart) good morning Rome I said to him as I looked at his sexy lips. You where sleep huh. Yes I said looking him into the eyes now. Oh my bad I just want to see if I can take you out one night. I starred at him like he was speaking a language I couldn't understand. Tori he called (damn he know my name). Yes yes I replied. Are you gonna let ah nigga take you out. I don't go out I mean I don't date. Why? Because I have to work and I'm never off. Oh okay well when you want to hang out I'll be around. Oh okay I said closing the door. I couldn't believe this nigga wanted to take to my lame ass. I mean I was thick as hell and pretty but I was lame I couldn't dress my nappy long hair was never done. And I was a virgin still what nigga would want someone like me.