FED UP.

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Just cause we have s*x don't mean we are together. I like how you make me feel and you are the only man I been with so I just want your d**k. I don't want to sleep with different dudes. I explained to Rome as he yells at me in my kitchen. Man you my wife girl you crazy as f**k if I'm not finna be with you. He said getting into my face. I kissed his lips. Buy me my own house then I'll be with you. You can't kick me out my own house. So if I buy you your own house I can have my wife back??We gonna be together? He asked as he hold my waist. Yes we will be back together. I can make my own money and buy my own car so you can't take that from me. Wat if I put money In your account. Nope just buy me a house. I f****d up baby by taking all that from you it was my wrong I want never do it again he said looking me in the eyes.. Okay just buy me a house.

Later that day I decided to attend Rome's family get together. Which was a bad idea. He was trying to get his momma and sisters to be back cool with me but they was acting like bitches. Which started a argument. Girl I will beat your ass I yelled as Rome hold me against to wall. Kelly call her self trying to step down on me about how I was lame until I started hanging with her. And the only reason I beat her is because I was bigger then her. Girl please I beat your ass cause you was weak I yelled at her. Man listen Rome said yelling in my face. Kelly and Niecey y'all ain't finna disrespect my wife. I wrong for thinking she was cheating. I had people watching Tori and they all say she wasn't cheating. I let y'all dog her I was wrong as s**t. This is my wife man I can't have y'all doing her any kinda of way. She was there for me. I just f****d up. And mom you shouldn't have throw her out with my son I know I said to but you should of been the bigger person because that's your grandson. He said to all three of them. Tori I'm sorry babe I know I f****d up and I'm try to fix it if you let me he said looking me into my eyes. Tears drop from my face. As he hug me. Kelly looked hurt she came toward me. Tori I'm sorry you know I was with you damn near everyday I don't know how I let Rome get in my ear I should of defended you knowing you wasn't doing s**t. I'm sorry Sis she said looking for a hug. I hug her tight we were crying on each other then Niecey join. I'm sorry sis she said also. Okay okay move their momma saying hugging me tight baby I'm so sorry. I wish I knew you was homeless and all baby I didn't no what to do. I didn't want Jerome angry at me. I shook my head I understand I said to her. After we hugged and made up I was ready to go.

Powpowpowpowpow is all I heard as we where riding down 3rd avenue leaving his momma house. Three bullets enter my left shoulder and 8 bullets pierce my husband body. Didn't Hear nothing but people around us talking. Seems like Jerome had died but I wasn't to sure because I was in a deep sleep. Thinking about the pretty butterflies flying over my head as I run into the open field. Nothing but green tree all around me. I see Jr. Running to me in all white. My baby wasn't not in the car when they shot it up. Thank the Lord. I remember when I was a lil girl I use to dream of ghost's. What if those who die come back as a ghost. What if the ones who we love really hate us? I pray for a better day as I lay on this cold table naked. Bare ass bare body, lord please heal my broken heart..