who will survive-love or crime

oh my god ! where's my blue dress mom, I shouted as I search through my wardrobe .,honey why cant you just get up early ,everyday you make this mess in your room which I have to clean up later, my mom's voice came from downstairs . its not my fault mommy i took  a deep breath and sat on my bed . .I don't know why but I am really tired . I have to do almost everything to stay  in a good position . in our college there's a lot competition  but not only in studies but also in popularity .yes right ,they counts how much popular you are whether people know you ? I am 19 year old girl well my dream is to be a lawyer. last year when I came to this college I have only focus on studies and grades but then I understood if you want to have a happy college life then people should know who you are .they should admire you .they would like to have your company anytime ,anywhere.so I changed not much but yes instead just studying I started attending parties ,I made some friends there .I evening started to sing so I can participate in college activities ,I even help a lot of people with their studies .so well I am here now all good       here ,s your blue dress ruby ,my mom came with my favourite blue dress in her hand as always without knocking. "mom! why cant you just knock and come ,you know that privacy thing we have decided to keep"      yes I know about the privacy thing but I think you should see the time ,she said with a smirk I turned at my right to see at my alarm clock,' oh s**t its too late I have to get going mom ,i cried wearing my  dress. what about your breakfast Ruby, mom asked looking worried  even she have notice the change in me she knows that I am involving myself in lot of things but I have to do it I want to be perfect . I will have something at canteen mom don't worry about me, I ran downstairs taking my bag and mom a step behind me .honey at least try to have your breakfast at home you can do lunch in college my mom stated worriedly     really sorry mommy tomorrow we all will have breakfast together I promise as I hurried my steps out      I spot my brother already seated in driver's seat ,oh no no don't tell me that even today you are coming to leave me I  got in the car and stare at my brother Jake   I will always come it's my job girl ,Jake just shrug .he really care's about me lot and he always thinks about me before himself .well he is younger than me but acts like he is older and I am happy to have the best brother in the world. are you sure ? and what about your school ? are you not going? cool down Ruby, I will first leave you and then I will go don't through so many questions at me he started laughing you are crazy I giggled looking outside the window ,looking at the sun so I can get some more energy to begin my day . are you ok I mean you look so tired Jake looked at me as if he is reading my face   all good Jake I am just little tired that's all ,I assured him by giving him smile we reached in the parking lot of our college  as i got down I saw Jake getting out behind me  no Jake not today please let me go alone 'I gave him a hard look so that he back off and quitely go to his school okay okay I will go now even I am, late he got in his car  so now my life has stared again .its little hard but yes I enjoy it  I can see students hanging all around the campus .our college is so big that if hide somewhere then no one will be able to find me then there I can see football team players all jocks and popular I also have three friends from them one is Tyler with spike hairs the other blond is Ryan and the other brown hair is Jason .this are my friends or you can all them as my best friends  they are always by my sides and the others are not my friends but I know them and of course they know me Tyler and Ryan waved at me they always do and here comes Jason,' hey ruby today is our German test you know that right' he winked at me Jason is my best friend but still he has that habbit of flirting with me sometimes but I don't mind it      yes of course I won't forget about that don't worry I smiled at him . actually Jason and I became friends because of studies  Jason was not able to keep up with his grades and his parents are friends with my parents so they ask me if I can help him and from that day onward we studied together and bonded as goods friends and that's how I also made friendship with Tyler and Ryan  so let's meet at the end of the day and tell each other about the test Jason said smiling at me          let's see who will do better I gave him a teasing smile and walked to the classroom Riya and mini  are already seated in their places ,hey both of you, I smiled at them .          oh god thanks to both of you for keeping this place reserved I sat on the bench as thank both of them why are you so late ?ask mini but before I can answer   prof. William entered the class    I will tell you later ,I whisper her back  at lunch time we occupied our regular table .it is our favourite table as this was the place where I ,Riya and Mini met for the first time .okay so Ruby tell us why were you late today mini asked again winking at Riya    of common it's just that I got up late this morning ,I said as I took a sip from my coffee  are you sure or it's because of last night party  Riya smirked at me  oh god please don't talk about that I close my eyes thinking about last night party  why what happen ? I mean you were enjoying right, Riya asked looking questionable   it's just that I drank too much yesterday ,I put my head on the table and had this headache     so aren't you coming for today's party , Mini ask pouting at me  . I will think about it ,I said making a funny face and they both burst into laughter 'we want you to come' Riya said and you know our squad is incomplete without you  Mini added and the party is at Jason's house so Ryan and Tyler will pick us so be ready on time at 8 Mini chirped excitedly     I don't think any other option other than coming to party I chuckled and Riya and Mini started  giggling like small girls .  oh s**t ! I hold my head tightly . cool cool what's wrong Mini ask knitting  her brows   this book is due today I have to rush or library will be closed any moment , I hurriedly took my bag and turned around but immediately  I was dash to someone and I sat on the floor correctly landing on my ass Riya and Mini running towards me to help hey are you okay Riya asked worriedly giving me her hand yes I am fine, I patted my back try to look behind if there is dust on my special blue dress who the hell was that, someone yelled from behind I instantly recognize the voice it was Alex the football team captain .I moved walk to him and gave my hand but he refused  I can get up by myself . he said shaking his head as if he was in pain you are so rude . I said blankly looking at him  I like being rude , he replied sarcastically. well than I don't care I snapped hey calm down guys Tyler  came from behind giving me a understanding look  it's her fault she was the one who dash to me , Alex said angrily but didn't looked at me  it's not my fault , I gave him a death glare   chill guys its no one's fault you both were in hurry Tyler interfere looking at me and at Alex and don't you have to go to meet the coach its already late oh s**t s**t s**t I can't waste my time arguing here Alex shake his head looking at me and ran out of the canteen don't worry about him sometimes he can be a asshole, Tyler gave me a sympathetic look because he knows what I must be feeling now it was little embarrassing  as I was dash by Alex the hottest guy in our college football team captain , smart , honest also good in studies he is all rounder the way I want. but I don't think we have good thing between us whenever we meets something goes wrong though I am friends with Tyler Jason and Ryan I was not able to be friends with Alex and it was little awkward that I fall on my butt in front of whole canteen  are you coming for party , I mean you must come to party, Tyler hung his arms around my shoulder that's what we both are telling her, Mini chirped, right Riya? . yes right ! Riya  joined her  and I know this both girls will not let me stay home . so be ready at 8 I guess you know the time Tyler raised his eyebrows I know you never forget party time  he winked at me and we all started laughing  it's good to have friends sometimes they make you forget your bad times and I am happy to have them all I just wish Alex was one of them