MiRanDumbIsh Journey

RAN VS Miranda . THE TRUTH WILL SET YOU FREE: Let me start this by saying I'm completely sober. I need to get this off my chest so I can forgive myself and move on with my life. Sometimes, you have to go backward to move forward. With that being established, this is me in my ReEra again. 0 years ago, I had a baby boy. I named him Kel. I didn't know who his father was, and frankly, I still don't. I thought he was a Callaway, but I'm not really sure tbh. A test was taken, and the results concluded he is not. I was not there for the initial test, so I've always questioned the results. My only doubt came from this being done behind my back, combined with another situation that transpired as well. Everything that happened after he was born was my fault. Everything that happened before he was born. It's my fault as well. Instead of facing it and dealing with it then I let it drag on until this day. I f****d up, got f****d up, and said f**k it. I ran. I simply went back to school and tried to do it again. I failed. I failed and I said f**k it and got f****d up. Leading to an entire decade of f**k up and f**k up. I admit it. . This entire adventure started so I could heal from the past and do better in the future. I can never do that if I don't admit my faults and face myself head on. I'm not perfect. I'm not always right. I'm not the smartest person on the planet. That's all fine. I'm broke cause I spend money on the wrong things and over the years I've developed a horrible work ethic and mentality. I intend to fix this. One way or another, one day at a time, one play at a time. Just gotta keep going. Mama taught me how to survive. #iAmRANofRanDumbIsh #iAmRANofDumbIsh #SimplyRan