I was incredibly clingy. Especially to my husband. I couldn't go a second without looking at him and making sure he was okay. He was no longer the scary man who forced me to say I do in the cathedral. I could proudly say he was my husband. I no longer felt disgusted, angry, or sad when I remembered that Joshua Craig was my husband, instead of Travis. I thought I was going crazy. I fell in love with the man who ruined my life and my future. I fell in love with the monster inside him. But who knew Joshua Craig had a bit of goodness in him that others rarely saw? He kept others from seeing only his dark side. He didn't allow others to see his bright side. I suspect he became that way because of his parents' death. He was too young to be an orphan. His grandfather raised him strictly to prepa

