Christopher's POV
A scream left my lips as I watched Lesa walk away. It felt as if someone had stabbed me in the heart a thousand and one times. I felt as if someone set fire to my skin while punching my stomach with an iron fist, literally. The pain only got worse as Lesa got farther away. When I heard the door to the cellars close the pain went away, but it was still there in my mind.
I have never felt a pain like this. Not when Mother died, not when Father died, not when I learned that Celeste wasn't my mate, not even when I saw Lesa's heartbroken face when I was dating that other girl. This pain was awful and it left me gasping for breath.
"You don't deserve her after what you did to the Luna." I looked up to see the Beta, Jared. I growled at him but ended coughing from the pain in
