Finally after months of waiting for a new appointment Kaley was finally re-seen by a paediatrician, I was getting ready to pack up our lives to move once again. Things with Carl were getting worse by the day. Instead of sunshine in our lives, there were constantly dark rain clouds ready to pour down any moment, thunder and lightning strikes every few seconds instead of days between. Having a car to drive again was a blessing in disguise. I was finally returning to my hometown after being away for so many years. Time was fast approaching to get back to my roots and have some normality back in our lives. Kaley was cleared to travel, Nic and Pedro were still little and would sleep on and off the whole way. Packing what I could for now into the car what would fit anyway I would come back and

